anw back to that day, fetched parents from airport with sister guiding me phew cos ive no idea the way to airport. i freaked out in car cos i was driving at 90km/hr only whereas all other cars drove a 120km/hr and all overtook me -.- finally reached airport parked and went find parents at belt 37 SQ117 i think. den forgot the angmoh came back with my parents also -.- in the end all of us wore home clothes z. she was so funny. my parents told us stories of her, all of us laughing like mad haha.

back to just now, my fren was using my xfannx to train and i was using my didi acc to find my fren but my fren didnt know it was me. so solosinz123 from hollywood came along asking to buy white essence i said alright so i asked my fren to sell him but my fren didnt know it was me and just ignored me. solo asked his fren dess to trade me but i didnt accept cos it shld be my character xfannx. in the end solo scolded f words at me and my fren becos he waited so long & no one wanna trade him to sell. so pissed off. wanted to pm million888 but wasnt online nvm forget it. i stopped playing ms for a period of time till june. my fren will be using it to spam z.

yesterday whole day have been driving ard, drove bro to sch den back home, den drove to buy lunch den same time drove bro back, den drove him to his tuition den back home, den fetched him from tuition den bought dinner back same time. lol i drove over the kerb at my hse downstairs. later driving to airport to fetch parents cos sister suggested den parents also ok with it.

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now is 18th feb 12am! sms-ed to my dad happy birthday le!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

so busy today. parents left for KL this afternoon. left hse at 6.30 quickly went hougang mall buy dinner for bro den rush back. wanted bro to go with me cos i will be late for bible study, 1st lesson somemore. in the end reached home left hse waited for bus for so long still didnt arrive. hais no choice didnt go for bible study so went back home. reached home ate my dinner, went wash up kitchen so many ants -.- den washed bro's uniform till my whole body all wet z and washed mum, sis and my "stuffs", 12 of it cos never wash for 4 days. no maid so everything need to do le. after that went down iron bro's uniform for his sch tmr. went bathe, cleaned dog's poo and urine so many times z la. den i haven even touch any of my studies at all dots. tmr need to wake up at 6 plus am to wake my bro up z den drive him to school or hougang station zz hope my driving will be alright haha.

sobs i wan my xFaNNx get HT neck, egg, gene 30, mw haha! AR also sian. guess need to do service ba. quit ms ba. what's the point of high level.

im gonna stop blogging for a moment.

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im always been seen online often these few days reason being my time-table! so frustrated abt it. it was first said to start on 9th feb at 3pm and i had lessons on that day at 3.30pm. i tot of going to school earlier to the school's computer lab. but at 10 plus, joyce called me to tell me not to go to school cos the school's computer lab are all filled up cos she's at sch at that time. no choice i didnt go to school, i glued to the com at 12 plus logged in did survey first. all of us just glued to the com getting ready for 3pm to chiong in and book. in the end at 2.30 we recd a msg that the school's server was down again -.- waste my time. den recd another msg saying the eRev time-table selection will be postponed till further notice. after which 13th feb morning at 10 plus i recd a msg from sch saying eRev will be on that day at 3pm -.- i got school at 12pm den joyce called me to tell me cannot go school again have to stay home to choose. glued to com till 2.45pm recd a msg saying system down -.- dots la. den another msg saying it will be postponed den another msg again saying it will be postponed till further notice. wah so angry. den today morning 10 plus while i was sleeping recd the sch's msg again saying eRev will be today at 7pm dots and i got woke up by that msg. soon after joyce called my home phone cos my hp was diverted to mac delivery lols. i still went sch as usual but left earlier and i reached home at 6.56pm. just nice z. before that in shuttle bus called mum tell mum help me switch on the com cos i dont have the pw. jy also called me z. that period we are like so busy -.- den we all conference z choose till wan vomit blood. den 7.54pm confirmed den later my frens callled me again ask me change again cos suddenly got earlier dates available dots. i keep changing diao. only can make changes for 3 times now left last try le. my time-table like shat, so many saturday and sunday 10am to 5pm -.- sian.

after so long i feel that nobody understands me better than he does. all of a sudden i miss him so much, those memories we had and my tears just rolled down my cheeks. i really do miss him hais.

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today i went to grandma hse den cousin got hamster i carry den kept shouting z den my cousin put on my leg haha. came back home have to spin clothes den put in dryer. den washing machine spoilt so left this lump of soap lol. the washing machine new de. den i took pic of sachi on my mattress. den i went iron clothes. parents came back we cut the cake. super nice! tastes like ferror rocher for the middle part of cake super nice.

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v day was wow. on the streets saw so many couples -.- somemore bouquet of flowers z. anw nite time supposed to go out with family eat. in the end inside car hais den mum no mood eat all go dabao go home eat. dad bought vday cake in the end didnt cut.

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i learnt to bake brownie from sister and baked this lol. it's very nice.

got scolded so badly just now from start of dinner 8pm hence i cried thruout till now cos i lost my hse main door key.. den she started scolding me for studies, maid everything that she could say me. i was so sad, really depressed that i kept crying. den i recd a msg and read which made me even worse. i msged back and cried while msging. even till now im typing this post. im crying now cos not for her scolding but the msg. double blow to me. maybe it's really time to let go?

my mum scolded me thruout the journey last sunday on the way to fetch my cousin for the photoshoot. she said if i want to do things shldnt do halfway cos for eg photoshoot since im going for it for my 21st bday kind of shoot and i should just go enjoy it. i didnt pack the clothes and everything for the photoshoot, i did it last minute at 3 plus after my poa lessons hence my uncle waited for me for hours :/ my mum said i always like to procrascinate, true. hence my mum said since got my bday pt, cny den photoshoot, i just enjoy myself first, after everything is over seriously concentrate on my studies (: so yeah from now on pure studying.

now there isnt any maid, im back to ironing clothes for whole family -.- my hse clothes too much to iron, we changed too many times in one day le. all dishes everything all need to wash ourselves le, floor also need to mop, toilet also, even dog poo and urine also need to clear and clean up. sachi the doggie purposely poo and urine dunno how many times, i changed 6 times for her in one day plus my parents 2 times, 8 times -.- busy period again plus prelims are coming -.- i can just go flunk my prelims (:

last sunday went uncle's hse for photoshoot. my 24 year old cousin came along too to take with me (: my uncle is a senior lecturer in tp but he has interest in photography. my bday pt that day he brought those umbrella shape props for photo taking. reached his hse was shocked to see the studio being set up, he bought the whole set of equipments -.- he's very high tech, he will buy those latest IT and electronics gadgets de, he even had a room just for watching movie with big screen and full range of those audio and sound systems. IT stuffs we saw a look alike photo frame at the stairsway and it turned out to be an LCD screen showing slide shows of all the photoshoots he took, it was so COOL! my cousin and i wore formal at first den dress den casual/sports wear. we reached late.. supposed to be 3.30 but cos i got something on, we reached there only at 5.30. so make up everything already near 6.30, sis helped me make up lol cos i dunno how z den took till 7.40 den we rest, changed to casual and went down for dinner. continued after dinner, we took face emotions shots, sports attire shorts and we held tennis rackets haha. rich the doggie so cute, it seems he knows we are taking photos hence he walked over to the front of us facing the camera and sat down and posed with us LOL. finished everything at 10 plus it was so late le, luckily my uncle has no lectures the following day. my cousin and i enjoyed ourselves, it was an experience. uploaded pics that were taken by sis wif digi cam on that day. my uncle will pass the soft copies when he finished editting my bday and this photoshoot photos.

for those who are asking the photos for my bday, i uploaded the digi cam photos, just abit of pics., not clear as well so sorry about that. click under 21st bday thanks.

http://s217.photobucket.com/albums/cc36/pinkblooms/
(it's locked, ask me for the pw)

2 years passed and suddenly contacted me again. i didnt reply but he called as usual and i just ignored. why is it at this time suddenly, everything just start popping out. sian vday coming also, this year like everything in a rush cant do anything.

my uncle's still editing my bday party photos. hope he will pass me the soft copies soon.