i was stressed up at work today, the supervisors are seriously monitoring me -.- i kept myself busy the whole day. about 30 mins to 6pm, my colleagues had nth for me to do alr hence i tried to keep myself look busy or else the supervisors will complain ._. i revised whatever they taught me cos i wrote it down. so many papers of words & print screens, like more than 20 pages alr. time to sleep. went back to hougang mall, brother met me there, bought dinner for me and him again. pay is pathetic, cos it's like an internship z, learning the stuffs they're doing to share their workload. went kodak to print photos as im doing card+album for sis's bday. guess tmr need to buy those materials to do the big board for father's day also. two big events this sunday. so im busy this week, rushing those items haha. cant wait for sunday! surprise surprise!just waiting for him to contact me but no hope//it's better to get a guy who loves me rather than me loving him only since i put 100% into it.

didnt post photos at grandma's hse de. see my cousins, they're siblings, so cute right with my hat. jonathon (2+ yo) & grace (5 yo). i told jon let's take pic & say cheese, he did that pose haha. and our food for dinner, is that much. parents sit at that table while we kids sit on chairs and sofa.

my sis took this yest ♥ love it. thinking of you all day long.

blogging fast hence pardon my poor flow of words & sentence structure, super tired, has been sleeping less than 6 hours :/ but anyway thank God for everything, for seeing me thru the past week & i realised how different i was as compared to sec school. i became so understanding towards parents during these years, i believe growing closer to God does really make a difference. last sat went cremation service hence i woke up at 6.30am also z. it was a sad day, i couldnt control myself and cried when the coffin was rolled in. went visit grandfather (mum's dad) for the first time at mandai crematorium.. went home at 10 plus.. didnt sleep.. accompany mum in the afternoon to wholesales centre. as usual, she wanted me to take this particular dress but i refused. den bro met us at there.. guess what, more than 10 big bags of clothes stocks, we went office to unload first, carried clothes stock that was like one packet more than 8kg up and down -.- so at uob, they tot i wasnt used to doing heavy work, but they're wrong lol. im used to it le cos go to hongkong with mum, have to buy clothes stock from early morning till at nite, non-stop walking & carrying clothes stock we bought for the whole day. so i got alot of strength de haha. left at 8pm plus back home, went tian wai tian for dinner..

sunday morning woke up at 10 plus for church, slept at 4am -.- so im seriously lack of sleep, i shouldnt have slept so late. church with parents only, den back home.. to grandma's hse at 4pm.. played with cousins, den mama asked me bring grandma out to walk.. she lead me to prime supermart and wanna buy many stuffs lol den of course as usual say dont buy. den saw aunties there lol -.- plus grandma's neighbour. den both grandmas are talking, super high. i walked back with grandma first, she saw her old neighbour den stopped to talk. the neighbour said he opened a provision shop at those lanes de but close le, so know my grandma super well le.. den dinner time at 6.30pm.. cousins playing with my hat LOL. so qiao M lived at grandma's hse that lane also -.- den he walked past, so went out talked to him awhile at 8.15pm like that.. last nite slept at 2am, cant sleep.

woke up at 6.30am today -.- dead tired. today i was like a zombie plus the train as usual was like sardine, had to wait for next train. i run to office lol and reached on the dot 8.30am LOL -.- den everyone is like so busy, kept typing and typing, passing documents here and there. guess what i filed more than 6 reams of papers into 20 different files cos i got no ID yet! my eyes are hurting cos the words are small & i have to see if they're receivables or settled, den according to different portfolios, securities and dates -.- and whether it's cash dividends or bond interest receivables, unit trusts or what etc.. i was going to fall asleep but i just did it non stop, walking up and down to get the files cos all in a room zz den punched all holes for so many reams of papers :/ and i finished everything within 2 days. my colleagues was shocked LOL! cant wait for wed to officially start processing everything and doing what my colleagues are doing as well. but i learnt many stuffs alr & helped them with their workload. went home after work, bought dinner for bro & me. reached home at 7.45pm. time to sleep.

busy at work as usual cos everytime i finish my work, i'll ask my colleagues if there's anything else that i can do. my id & pw, email etc has not been activated hence i cant login. my colleagues cant think of anything for me to do alr at the last 45 mins hence i revised thru what i wrote about all the steps & procedures i need to follow. time to sleep. 6.30am tmr morning, squeezing time in train even when im going home. been sleeping less than 6 hours le for 5 days le. cant wait for weekends. father's day and sis's bday this sunday.

friday (11/06)
first day at work @ uob plaza 2, raffles place. new colleagues. plenty of stuffs to learn. reminds me of iras but it's worse that iras stuffs. mine was corporate banking, under dividends.. did some stuffs that they taught me to do, im going to be given a ID and a desk plus personal email as well :/ actually supposed to meet B for lunch but too rush hence i went boutique to dabao food there to eat instead of going with my colleagues z. saw my aunty, she asked me to join her for coffee but i was rushing back to work. since one colleague was on leave, everyone was busy to teach me hence from 2+ onwards, i was filing so many reams of papers :O my colleague didnt tell me that i needed to file all actually but she told me one by one hence i went thru the same ream of papers 4 times. soon 6.30pm, left to meet bro at raffles place & took to bishan. dad fetched us to the funeral wake. heard that straits time reporter came to interview my uncle as they saw the orbitrary, and as mentioned in previous post, my mum's side was interviewed before by channel 5.. my uncle is in the midst of writing a book & is going to publish soon, named "Tears in Heaven", regarding downsyndrome children and his life with Ivy.. he asked a few pple to write a foreword and one of them was our minister George Yeo & my mum read it out during the funeral service today. it was a tearful night today, only relatives attended & some of my uncle's New Creation church frens. Ivy has lived for 46 years, though she has departed from this world, but she's with God in heaven. She will be free from all suffering.. though she aint related to anyone, yet my mum's side treated her like a real family member. R.I.P IVY. the more i look at her in the coffin, the more emotional i get hence i turned away. I can still rmb her happy face, always smiling though her mind is only in a state of a 2 year old kid.
i was so happy that u msged today.

yeah maybe afterall everything was just a dream.

life is so unpredictable & short. my mum's side has been taking care of this girl, Ivy since baby as her mum had difficulties taking care of her and she has downsyndrome. she passed away at the hospital today, she's alr 40 over years old. Previously she had some complications and was warded but was soon discharged. My uncle & mum was interviewed in 1995 under the channel 5 show "extraordinary people" and my uncle also appeared on those tv programmes quite a number of times regarding taking care of an extraordinary person though they're unrelated. R.I.P Ivy 10/6/10. I still remember my uncle teaching me recently this year about how to make her to say thank you by just taking a bread, putting infront of her, asking her to say thank you and she really did. that is the only word she knows how to say and you can see her gleaming with joy eating her favourite bread. still remember shaking her hand that day, she was so joyful. now she's gone. tmr service by New Creation pastor is at 7pm and my first day of work ends at 6.30pm tmr :/ my mum and uncle cried alot at hospital having lived with her for near 30 years, like real siblings already.

anyway, was at office on tues, did tagging etc.. den christine from recruit express called me regarding ernst & young job for 3 weeks which i didnt want, so short a period. den she called again & happily told me there's a uob job and of course i want it hence she sent in my resume.

on wed morning, went for interview at singtel telecom, there were 3 other girls from sim but i was just shocked by the job scope :/ left an hour later, walked to bus stop with a girl but i was lost as to which side shld i take. hence asked a bus driver and was going to cross opposite but guess what, it suddenly poured heavily, i was drenched -.- i walked back to the bus stop zz den recd a call to go for the uob interview at 3.40pm as i was shortlisted. i took to bedok interchange den walk around, bought lunch den home.. soon left for interview, was nervous, i was praying hard that i must get it since ive been looking for bank jobs. Thank God, she told me right infront of my face that she'll hire me & told the other lady to let me sign the contract. went over recruit express to sign contract too & back to uob plaza two to give the undertaking form.. went back home.. i will be working from tmr onwards at UOB plaza 2!

this is wad i wore for interview..

didnt blog for days already, im feeling sleepy now gosh. im breaking record, out for many days :/ so decided to go parents' office tmr to help. job interview on wed. shall post a short and sweet one.

thurs (3/6) - another shopping spree with emily & jasmine at bugis street. was late :/ shopped with emily first, didnt buy any after which jasmine met us. went walk round bugis junction and back to bugis village, bought a pair of white shoes ♥ headed to mac to catch up & ate ice-cream! continued window-shopping.. went pastamania for dinner, my favourite chicken bologanise, penne ♥ emily drove us to kovan after that. home sweet home.

fri (4/6) - headed to parents office, did some new clothes stocks, printing of barcodes etc.. and the almond jelly that dad bought was so special. dad sent mum and i to Beyond Beauty at 5pm. facial and manicure. took train with mum to boutique. dad fetched us, we bought a burger king meal, 3 of us shared cos we were hungry. home sweet home.

sat (5/6) - it was asiasoft event today and i did the most unbelievable thing - attended it lol =/ met jm at bugis (again), was late hence i cabbed down :/ headed to mac to eat again lol, i love mac. wizzers (min) came to meet jm tog with xxpoh. met dovely, walked to illuma den suddenly two of her frens appeared also z. met sis & clark at there lol. quite chaotic, dovely managed to get her fren to buy for us ap resets & her fren queued for 2 over hours. redeemed the headband and glove :o whitegummyy, penangpro, tainted2, babygracey came over and talk. went off with jm, went shopping. bought a dress :/ that looks korean haha. home sweet home.

sun (6/6) - church, lunch at the nearby restaurant again. met my jc senior juson & his gf to pass the ap resets outside the restaurant. after which, headed to illuma again at 3pm with jm to meet angel :/ went redeem the overall & shoes but no more male one for bro. went bugis street with jm to help her look for shawn's present. those bengs at the stalls are jokers, keep making us laugh -.- headed back to illuma to buy polar bear chair for bro lol zz. 10 bucks. we took photos with the mushroom lol, i look disgusting. uploaded photos at fb, got it from jm's fb . left at 5 plus, reached at 6.. walked ard hg mall.. home sweet home. at nite on msn, kor and i discussed about SNSD lol -.- figuring out who is who for one of their photoshoot, den discussing who is pretty etc lol.

mon (7/6) - met J at 11am but was 30 mins late cos new hamsters were born again ._. & we ate at kfc. B came along after that. talked with J, catch up alot haha and she left at 12.45pm.. went off with B to popular to look at the construction paper corner. brain stormed, thinking of different ideas to do & finally went back hg mall to buy. went mini toon to decide which tape to buy, at popular for near two hours deciding what colours to buy & buy by weight or the one sold in stack LOL =.= we two walked up and down plenty of times, taking so many different coloured papers, like brain storming for project and both of us were really serious discussing etc.. didnt see myself so serious thinking so hard & figuring which colors matches cos there were too many colours available. we were also comparing prices, doing mental calculations to see which is cheaper. we wanna make it classy but at the same time sweet & romantic.. and my phone was busy ringing zz. unbelievable that i suddenly recd 4 different calls from recruit express regarding jobs and i told all of them to send in my resume for it lol. Thank God. i also bought the fanciful papers for sis's bday card & big board for father's day. he paid 18 bucks plus altogether after 20% disc, went back mini toons to decide the design of the tape. he bought chicken rice for both of us den went off, ate. den to my hse pool side pavilion to start our Art and Craft session lol. i was there helping him to cut the papers while he's measuring, my hands were pain.. the whole table was really full of papers. it was fun doing, i always do those stuffs haha for occasions for parents & my pasts. can see how concentrated we were doing and soon 2 hours plus passed. went home.. another session this wed.

these are the 2 weeks old baby hamsters.

i do miss him, but im trying to run away.
cant imagine i sent in more than 30 resumes ever since during my exam period till now. went for interviews the next day straight after my exams ended on 11th may. i really pray that God will open one job vacancy for me in a bank as a temp staff.

on monday nite at 11.10pm, left hse with bro & sachi doggie to drive to hougang station to fetch my sis den off to changi airport. i forgot how to go there so sis guiding me from behind telling me which lane to take etc.. den at airport, i forgot sachi cant go down zzz so sis decided to stay in car. bro and me went in, bro wanna buy ice-cream so let him buy. waited from 11.35pm till 12.15am den parents came out. i was quite emotional at that time lol but told myself to control. sis drove over to loading bay, dad took over to drive. sachi was so happy like mad to see my parents. home sweet home. sis bought bread for me, super nice, i was hungry, gobbled up lol.

arranged my outing with BC and emily today and tmr (thurs) since i decided to go parents office yest to help them, knowing they would be busy after they come back from overseas. indeed they were so busy yesterday and they had headache, jetlag so i drove to and back from their office. they had like 50 over unread office mails zz just in few days. lots of filing to be done, so i just sort out.. den did new sample stocks for boutique. 100 over unique individual pieces, really nice, finished tagging them. home sweet home. dinner time.

went out with BC today. i woke up late :/ we're supposed to do some scrapbook thingy, in the end he decided not to cos he has not edited his gf photos & ive not chosen my photos also for sis. so met him at 11.45am at taka, went best denki to take a look at webcams since this desktop does not haf one but all so ex, waiting to get a job first den i'll get one since i spent quite alot on clothes le. bought 2 dresses & one top last week, today another 2 tops from cotton on. tmr another shopping spree with emily and jasmine. :/ the thought of me supporting myself came from friends around me cos since university starts or rather jc, my friends are working & supporting themselves, they do not want to rely on their parents, time for us to stand our own haha. i wan a job so that i can pay for my own phone bills too though mine is student plan which is 31.03 after GST with caller ID and my parents are still paying for all 3 of us siblings and so lucky my sister got BB phone from company hence she applied BB plan but it's another extra 24 bucks, so will be 56.71 bucks for her bills after GST with caller ID :/ so i think iphone plan more worth it, 39 bucks but u need a iphone zz. so continue with story, we went cotton on at wisma to see and i tried the two tops which i bought, seek his opinions. headed to ps cotton on to see his shirts lol -.- den food court to eat, we were deciding btwn the grilled chicken in food court or manhatten fish market. went buy bubble tea, off to walk around den to mos burger seeing him drink milk tea and he showing me his girlfriend and his photos. so sweeetttttttttt. he gave her a surprise picnic after her work at marina barrage - he went to her hse to get her casual clothes & fetched her after work for the picnic. so much food, pastamania pizza, all kinds of food lor zzz plus drinks.. cooler box also ZZZ. if my boyfriend does that to me, i'll be over the moon lol. we left at 5 plus back to hougang mall. cotton on again lol cos he wanna get the top and i tried for fun too.. den his turn to seek for my opinions lol. he bought a white formal top, den off to my hse downstairs poolside to catch up about our lives. 6.10pm i went back home.. piano at nite..

pictures.. collated everything.

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