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27/9/2010 - sister baked cookies last nite. this morning she left a note telling me to bring the cookies to my office :O and haha! my colleagues love the cookies, 2 said it's sweet but it's nice. they love it LOL! it somehow tempts me to bake stuffs too lol seeing my colleague angela baking custard puffs for whole dept on her farewell and they said it's nice too! so i asked her for recipes for marble cake haha! shall bake soon.

26/9/2010 - parents overseas again since yest morning. staying put at home, a chance for me to do all my stuffs haha. cooking, revising, using the com, seeing hamsters, playing with dog always, playing piano etc.. realised that the times which i have gathering are mostly for meals den window shopping or seeing some stuffs.. no more outdoor activities like cycling etc aww.

nth much today. drove sis to hougang station, playing with dog.. just applied that frontline tick thingy for sachi doggie for prevention.. dinner soon.

working in uob till end nov.. im supporting my own expenses, refused to take allowance from parents since 2 years back.. actually even when i started working after JC in iras, i also paid for my own food and transport expenses since i go to work myself! right now as well, i'll never accept any allowance from my parents since in our family there is no such thing as monthly allowance hence they'll never try to do anything. im happy with my life, to me money isnt impt, im satisfied with what i have.. whatever that i want, i'll wait till i start a perm job den i'll buy what i want. that's what all my friends are doing also.. friends supporting themselves by working & studying too. im working only 2.5 days or less per week now, pay cut by alot.. 350 plus perhaps? hence i didnt buy any breakfast anymore at office, waiting for lunch time to eat at golden shoe hawker centre.. den a drink from mr bean..

just some before i really blogged on it. didnt want to post much about my life etc cos i dont like to show to pple what stuffs ive done cos we're doing it for God, not for Man but i guess due to unforseen situations ive to or else some people or actually one person wont know exactly what's going on hence u can see all my recents posts are the stuffs ive done. but i will never promote my blog. anyway sidetrack alittle, was happy the past 2 weeks due to some reasons, really hope it'll continue on like that but it is not any better too, hope there's more advancement..

23 Sept
brought doggie to pet lovers centre at serangoon at 10am for grooming with parents, booked the appt last sunday after mass spam calling as their line were engaged for an hour. ate breakfast with parents there and went back to see sachi doggie. of course, she whined and called for us awww :( cooked lunch for bro and me since im home. and.. usually, i dont spend much, only recently spent much more since im working. recd my pearl powder and brush from http://hues.sg/ finally by registered post, 35 bucks for the products.. bought kabuki brush and concealor from them too the previous time which cost near 30 bucks :O.. had their primer too, not bad.. bought from http://www.lovebonito.com/46-ruched-toga-backorder.html runched toga coral color at 28 bucks, it's backorder hence waiting since early sept.. ordered from http://agneselle.livejournal.com/73404.html#cutid1 the white color stacy twisted belted tube dress in white too with my colleague at 27 bucks, backorder also and by registered mail. spent alot this month le lol plus the ones below though my salary was 600 plus last month -.- but i work there just for experience and my colleagues are all nice pple seriously, it's difficult to find an office with good and caring colleagues leis, and working not really for money but just enough for me to cover my meals at work and school, clothes/face products and hamsters haha. yeah so lunch time, angela and i ate at golden shoe daily haha, 2 bucks meal since day 1 of work on june 11 except two times at mac, once at BK, twice at indian stall! i also skipped buying my morning breakfast from mr bean and afternoon teabreak from that barcook bakery for about 2 weeks which can save me 45 plus bucks lol. but i'll never fail to buy my favourite bandung soya pearl milk for 2 bucks every lunch to keep me awake in the afternoon. started working since june 11, going to work by train everyday, that goes the same when i worked in iras at age 19 after my A levels. also, still rmbing my iras frens and i busy queueing for ATM to withdraw money for our food and also transportation.. as well as working in best denki, taking care of my own food expenses and transportation alr.. though the trains are crowded now that we're touching each other back to front and im smelling pple's hair every morning, it's a great experience. i dont know why i love to walk lol, im very satisfied with my life, i dont complain about my life. i feel that im fortunate enuff as compared to others..

also one day, my korean neighbour was telling me it's good that my mum opens a boutique so i can wear new clothes. she's wrong, i replied to her, i'll never wear new clothes and i'll never ask my mum for clothes. i'll only wear her clothes after she wore since she mostly wear once only for her clothes and that's her money, that's why my neighbour replied wow im such a good girl.. and, most of the time u can see my mum asking me if the clothes is nice or suitable, she's actually buying samples for the boutique or herself and not for me. plus cos i helped her with the boutique for quite a long period of time, i know what type of clothes can be sold in the boutique and fashion now has also become my interest. even the wholesalers also tell my mum that im such a good girl, doesnt spend her money cos for many months helping her & going to those wholesalers, my mum without fail will insist on buying clothes for me but i refused and tells the wholesaler "yeah my this daughter doesnt spend my money.." i was happy to hear that. obviously the person who knows best is my mum since it's her money. not trying to show how good im but clearing the air because many pple think ive many clothes to wear.. is not that, just that ive the same size as my mum, XS but most of her clothes are free sizes and even the XS sizes are big.. even the shorts that ive, she too also wears mine to go out sometimes as she's lazy to go up her room to get. hence im very disappointed and upset after hearing those stuffs but my conscience is clear and God can see.

bought too many stuffs this year.. like after my exams, i bought 4 to 5 pairs of heels/shoes during a period of 2 to 3 months.. yet i have not worn 2 zz. den bought clothes from online & bugis not worn or wore once. wanna sell all of them to get back my money!!! anyway ate the mooncake i bought from kia hiang restaurant at raffles exchange for my family. my gosh, all of us love the chocolate mooncake! got ba gua & durian too. so yummy laaa.. macadamia nut inside also.. den sachi doggie also has her mooncake haha cos me and angela went vivo on monday to buy for our doggies mooncakes and donuts from the dog bakery!!! super interesting right. we bought snowskin ones for our doggies! anyway it's for human consumption as well just that there's no salt or sugar so it's tasteless!

21/9
HAPPY 24th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS! 24 years have passed but they're still as loving as ever.. after seeking advices from many frens and colleagues, decided to buy a pair of matching polo tees since they dont have any matching clothes haha! bought grey ones.. my parents love it haha. cake-cutting & photo taking with parents since sis is sleeping and bro is busy.. my parents are still so so so loving and cheeky to each other haha!

many stuffs to blog about. will blog tmr.. school's starting this week le. hence working on mon, tues and fri morning... school's on wed, thurs, fri afternoon, sat morning. didnt do many modules the last 2 years.. school fees was 2k odd last year and 3k odd 2 years ago lol -.- anyway for uol sim, we pay according to the number of modules we take, so it's better.

16/9
utterly disappointed. speechless. didnt want to post much but i think i have to.. im not the kind who blogs and my blog is actually not known to many pple and i dont wish to type many of my life stuffs in here. but due to unforseen circumstances, i guess ive to and decided to let it be known at facebook but it's being flooded by those descriptions above under info.
pretty tired. high volume today, we're stressed up lol. but we power, 3 pple do lol!!! anyway today, my colleague, AL helped me to buy my bank draft for UOL continuing fee haha, wanna thank her alot cos it's cheaper!!! both of us went down UOB plaza 2 to queue up, wah so big and nice! so parents writing cheque to return her the money..

my feelings are like the above.. i really wish..

my phone bills always standard, 24 bucks+5 bucks caller ID with GST. $31.03.. always constantly ensuring i dun exceed my outgoing time but so far okay, tried to use as much to hit 100 mins outgoing lol cos i seldom call out. so my phone bill never exceeded ever since early last year. save money for parents since they're paying for all of us. working part-time till dec for my daily food or clothes & hammies expenses till i officially start work next year june & be fully financially independent.

/edited on 5th sept.

5th sept - church in morning with parents, lunching at hougang mall. home sweet home. tot i was supposed to follow sis to IT fair but she left already.

4th sept - at IT fair with mum and sis since 6 plus.. only left at 9.30pm ._. super tired. some sales guys are so lame & funny. saw many many familiar faces. ate at pepper lunch. dad fetched us home.

3rd sept - brought hamsters to work to give AL two and the hammie baby to let them see. super funny, the baby kept poo-ing and it urinated on AL's table! so stressed by the modules i shld take in this coming final year, was discussing with chloe at office & the Unit Trust guy thru email. met with joyce & ps for dinner, ps suggested MOF at raffles city. after which bodyshop sales at suntec, so many people ._. met parents at there.. joyce & ps bought stuffs den quickly gave to my parents cos they're at the counter paying alr lol! walked to marina bay sands to see the bridge finally, camwhore with ps's new camera. saw the casino entrance finally! we took plenty of pics till we're tired hence decided to go back again next week haha. bused to marina square, met JY, YG, Wayne and their frens outside 7-11 citylink.. bought a drink & went home. rather lost as well and sad at nite but that's life i guess. let nature takes its course but i guess it will be the same since there are no moves.

2nd sept - work was busy, high volume and they're not straightforward kind Z. took train with AL, alighted at AMK. met YG, JY and Wayne, ate western food at S11. drank chrysanthem tea & KOI after that but i kept it for next day cos i was too full. YG drove us back, they sent me back to hougang first, i had heart attacks thruout, kept screaming in car lol telling him to drive slowly & properly. that day itself, morning i drank hot Mr Bean soyamilk, office vending machine milo, some bread stuffs also, lunch was BK spicy chicken burger meal which has coke too, den bought bandung soyamilk from Mr Bean, vending machine milo again! can u imagine these are mostly what i drink & eat everyday..

30th Aug - back to work finally after 5 days of MC. parents were back after 11 days cos they mistook the flight timing. they apparently tot it was 2pm San Francisco time but it should be 2am -.- hence they missed the plane like 10 over hours ago.. i went for this event held by takemetocbd company, eating the famous truffles! i ate the cake & truffles! my gosh, i love chocolate so much hence i really love the cake. so thick and rich.. anybody can go down to sample the truffles as dejected ones will be placed there for pple to sample.. their QC is super super high.. managed to find the place with help from my cousin since the guy who makes the truffles & cakes is his secondary school classmate and also help from my colleague, managed to walk there from tanjong pagar station. http://www.truffs.com.sg/ sister cooked dinner for bro and me, pork chop haha! nice nice!


gosh ever since exams ended & work started, I have not enjoyed myself at all. I wanna go prawning, cycling etc but I have not done any of it yet ._. Work kept me busy, waking up at 6.45am & reaching home only at 7.45 pm and it's time to sleep. Anyway working to gain experience in the banking industry as i've another year to go before i graduate.

fever for 6 days running since last thurs nite den rashes on wed nite, only went work on wed. stuck at home all day long - sleeping, cooking meals, buying groceries, on com.. sis bought cooling pads for me to put, kept reminding me to sponge myself and helped me put the cooling pads on mon & tues (23 & 24 aug), cooking 2 to 3 times.. appreciate alot. relatives visited, called or msged me everyday to find out how am i.. really touched.. girlfrens & colleagues whom called and msged me daily too to see how am i coping.. hais my parents are overseas, miss them.. actually i didnt expect myself to be sick but i know i'll still be home & told my frens to meet me only after my parents are back cos i need to settle dinner for siblings.. but i became sick so just stayed home & cook lol. boring life! dont know what to blog, blog about food zz.

29/8 (sun) - cooked simple lunch with maid.. porridge, fried fish, meat, luncheon meat. prepared the table with food.. dinner at hougang mall with bro. went ahead first to buy spag tops from cotton on & a band from chameleon! bused back with bro.



28/8 (sat) - peiyan aunty & family came our hse to visit today, appreciate alot for the kind gesture.. just cooked simple lunch for bro and me - rice, black pepper chicken etc. woke up at 9.15am today after phone calls spam and door knocks spam by sister ._. to drive her to hougang station cos she's late for her outing. i slept at 2.30am last nite waiting for brother & doggie to come up. dinner @ hougang mall with bro, bought for him that egg omelette thingy & terriyaki for myself.. brought him to see bags since his bday is nearing, bought a bag for him which he wants.. the prices there are quite standard, 35 or 36.. bused back with bro..



TO BE CONTINUED!

dog had fit last nite. i was walking out to living room.. den she suddenly barked at buses and lightings.. suddenly she felt to the floor in a fit again. i guessed 8th time? the last time was quite recent, mentioned in my blog too. i quickly carried her, she was like so fragile, legs all tied up, unable to move, how sad. hugged her so tightly, telling her to relax.. she was still whining and barking. brought her up to parents room. at that moment, i was so scared she's going to die (touch wood) cos she kept shivering non-stop. at grandma's hse

currently at Foochow Methodist Church sanctuary. helping out with the event they are holding. skipped crab session with frens today :( doubt I can go for the ktv tonight too.
colleague AL finally returned from hongkong trip yesterday, ate salted sotong, wife's biscuit. was sitting at her place for the past 3 days. I port over to her place cos my side nobody le, the auditors all left last month. some of my colleagues jokingly said I got promoted le cos my that colleague is a assistant manager lol, in-charged of our team. Past 3 days from 10 to 12 aug was mostly at her seat unless I need to do the dividends and bonds at my com. It was so funny. Ate with Jo & cher on Tuesday for lunch since MY is on holiday too. they asked me where do I go with MY to eat lunch.

Monday (9 aug) - national day, did wad most singaporeans will do :/ went mini toons for the sales, so crowded till we lined up outside the store past chamelon, sasa & madaboutshoes ._. went with wy cousin, her parents came my hse to fetch me den send us to Hougang mall. Bro joined us after that. Super stunned to see that I spent 47 bucks -.- nvm pay come already. but I only spent 23 bucks on myself, the rest I bought for bro, mum & sister since having 45%, worth it. Wanted to watch fireworks, but stayed home instead to watch ndp on tv. feel so proud to be a Singaporean!