busy day. school in morning, rushed to sembawang to meet yl. ate at sun plaza with her den walked to her hse.. i had 4 loreal cleansers with me, my notes, jacket, handbag, really heavy lol but luckily there're seats in the train.. brain storm, script writing etc, yl's really good at it, that's why she won many many trophies for video making/editing! left about 4.30pm, went hougang to meet jm.. went ntuc to buy tidbits, potato chips etc for my trip den walked home with jm.. taught abit of piano to jm, just one part.. she left at 8pm.. packing time, had to bring mum's laptop no choice. so many stuffs to bring :/ heavy. taking train to tanah merah station tmr to meet my frens. forgot to withdraw money just now for the trip expenses since bintan uses SGD z hence asked joyce to help me withdraw while i ibanked it back to her! time to sleep. Pray for journey mercy & that the video taking would be a smooth, good and successful one! all the rushing makes me lose weight in a day lol? i lost 2 kg in a day after gaining 3 kgs in a few days lol.

OFF TO BINTAN!

15/10
busy day again. work in morning till 11plus am, chiong to school for lesson at 12noon.. den chiong to loreal spore for briefing regarding that video review.. turned out the product is that loreal paris perfect white cleansing facial foam.. got 4 different types and they gave all 4.. it will be sold in watsons at $14.90 from nov onwards.. got the briefing from loreal staffs, well-dressed up, so modern, one is ang moh somemore.. den the other two are from flip camera company, teaching us how to use the camera etc.. left to somerset 313 to walk, den to bugis to shop. bought a tube maxi dress & a pair of earrings x3 spent my money again ah. few days back also bought myself a BODYSHOP foundation brush during my work lunch, original price abt $23, 25% off now but i have yet to use. parents & bro met me there, went eat.. den i left to tanjong pagar, dropped by boutique den to telok ayer street for Truffs event again! cousin was there and only den to realise he was actually the one who organised it ._. he and his grp of classmates are doing a project on using media to create social awareness hence using facebook to advertise his fren's famous Truffs shop which was on tv last week.. anyway my cousin is doing his masters in NUS now.. love the Truffs session! parents+bro came over since they're nearby.. home sweet home.. tried 3 different types of facial wash alr :O told sis and mum to try also lol.

tmr will be another busy day. school in morning, waking up at 7.15am, den to meet yl for help in my video thingy... den back home to meet jm for piano session! den i've yet to pack my stuffs for my bintan trip this sunday and have not bought anything yet Z. everything has to be done tmr!

14/10
went parents new office in the morning to help them with some stuffs like computer etc.. den aunty lily and uncle soo lee came, didnt see them for years! very busy at office, bell kept ringing non stop, mum's phone too.. we went up and down many times since it's 2 stories and the door is downstairs.. den parents desk and computers also different places..

going to loreal spore office tmr to collect the set of free loreal skin products to use which are not launched in Spore yet & i will be loaned a flip camera hence there will be a briefing on how to use it. need to do some video review thingy on the new products :O

going off to bintan this sunday already with my frens.. 2 days 1 nite.. i paid about $124.. quite cheap.. breakfast + nirwana resort hotel deluxe room + ferry tix.

nearly fainted in the train yest. black vision. partly due im sick and i was being squashed to the corner where there's no air. i couldnt even squat.. i nearly broke down to cry. but i prayed to God and my vision came back.. rested at dhoby station. my colleagues saw me went in office looking so pale, they were so shocked to see, asking me if im fine.. another one saw me at dhoby station lookin sick hence asked me at office.

busy busy busy schedule

mon & tues - work since morning till 7pm.. bible study on tues nite till 9.15pm
wed - school from 12 to 6.30pm. piano at nite..
thurs - school (random timings & weeks)
fri - work from morning till 11pm+, school from 12 to 3pm
sat - school from 8.30 to 11.30am, family dinner
sun - church, groceries shopping, grandma's hse/family dinner

so meeting frens during weekdays after work/school..

thank God for everything, his grace and abundance in my life, no matter what, he's always there to help me! met many kind-hearted pple in life!

it's time to bathe sachi doggie again, bathed her last sun alr.. tmr's sun again, how fast. sigh, have not bathed hamsters but anyway bought & collected the hamster treats from clara as well as doggie's food.. anyway was happy to see mum wear the couple polo tee that day, the one i bought for my parents for their wedding anniversary haha! talking abt that, i have yet to upload any pics of the anniversary & mooncake festival, with yummy choco/durian snowskin & normal bagua/yolk mooncakes i bought from kia hiang & also snowskin mooncakes & doughnuts specially for sachi doggie. im seriously sick again, bad cough & flu, blowing my nose whole day long. kept cooking chrysantheum tea non-stop for myself and same time family. parents had been so busy these few days, leaving home early in morning till 10, 11pm den come home cos they're packin to shift to new office. wanted to help them today since i was working yest morning and rushed off to school in the afternoon hence i told the guy who helped me build my com to come earlier but my parents want me to rest at home since i was sick.. so i just stayed home to cook lunch & dinner for bro and me.. washed up all the dishes cos it's really alot from cooking and maid is with parents at old office too. den aircon pple came today, had to mop the floor cos it's quite dirty.. just kept mopping floor many times cos i cant stand it if the hse floor is dirty, den dog kept following me everywhere when i mop. doggie kept poo-ing and urinating when i alr cleared up Z or when im clearing, she does it on the floor Z. guess i'll go tmr to help my parents since it's the official day to move everything over to new office! And Yes, i got a new com, built up one. shall update more next time, quite sick! time to clean dog's business again :( that's why it really takes commitment and time to keep animals. my hamsters are like, im only feeding them daily and watching them Z, den bathing them..

slow and steady. will it win the race?

totally saddened by lky's wife death.. a noble and great woman, standing and supporting MM Lee throughout the years. they're so loving.. Singapore loses a great woman. reading all the articles that i can find online and also the comments on channelnewsasia, as i read, tears welled up in my eyes. this is parts and parcels of life.

i do regret by some actions i did. thinking back, im so childish. i cant wait to start work permanently next year! permanent and better income, financially independent & stable (since right now parents still pay phone bills of 31.04), giving parents monthly allowance, buying even more facial products etc.. cant wait!!!

school school school. still rmb-ing going to school myself since jc time and sim time and back home myself too.. since dad has to fetch siblings to school.. even right now.. i decided to choose 12pm classes instead of early in morning so that i dont have to wake up early and also wont be late for class.. now work also, taking train everyday to work and back from work, cbd area is really ex, erp at least 4 bucks! willl never ever let my dad send me to work.

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27/9/2010 - sister baked cookies last nite. this morning she left a note telling me to bring the cookies to my office :O and haha! my colleagues love the cookies, 2 said it's sweet but it's nice. they love it LOL! it somehow tempts me to bake stuffs too lol seeing my colleague angela baking custard puffs for whole dept on her farewell and they said it's nice too! so i asked her for recipes for marble cake haha! shall bake soon.

26/9/2010 - parents overseas again since yest morning. staying put at home, a chance for me to do all my stuffs haha. cooking, revising, using the com, seeing hamsters, playing with dog always, playing piano etc.. realised that the times which i have gathering are mostly for meals den window shopping or seeing some stuffs.. no more outdoor activities like cycling etc aww.

nth much today. drove sis to hougang station, playing with dog.. just applied that frontline tick thingy for sachi doggie for prevention.. dinner soon.

working in uob till end nov.. im supporting my own expenses, refused to take allowance from parents since 2 years back.. actually even when i started working after JC in iras, i also paid for my own food and transport expenses since i go to work myself! right now as well, i'll never accept any allowance from my parents since in our family there is no such thing as monthly allowance hence they'll never try to do anything. im happy with my life, to me money isnt impt, im satisfied with what i have.. whatever that i want, i'll wait till i start a perm job den i'll buy what i want. that's what all my friends are doing also.. friends supporting themselves by working & studying too. im working only 2.5 days or less per week now, pay cut by alot.. 350 plus perhaps? hence i didnt buy any breakfast anymore at office, waiting for lunch time to eat at golden shoe hawker centre.. den a drink from mr bean..