omgosh die die ive been slacking all day long. i better buck up and work hard.

today's maths lecture was just purely teaching on simple, & compound interest and also savings. apparently we learnt it during our sec sch days. the lecture notes are only 4 pages but she took 3 hours to do that topic cos she went thru some egs. mrs mena told us today's lesson will be her last lesson teaching us, another teacher will teach us stats frm next week onwards. it seems sad like tt but then everyone cant wait for her lessons to be over. after maths was poa and it was rather fast. the teacher wrote many stuffs on the board & rushing like a bullet train then many of us are copying it hurriedly. we're behind time i guess.. after poa went meet at amk hub.. went arcade to see a while be4 heading to the library. the books there are rather little even though the library is big.. after which went walk rd the park and i got 8 mosquito bites frm there lol. then he bought bubble tea and cheese fries then we ate at the void deck then headed home.. then.........

i guess im too free ba hahas. time passes super fast and now's coming to christmas..

HAPPY BDAY PENG SIANG & MING!

today's rather boring.. i think i shld do something meaningful. anw im gg to beijing for 5 days frm 19 dec to 23 dec. im super excited cos this will be the first time ever to sit SIA flight lols. oh ya not forgetting my first time experiencing snow as well. cant wait for tt day to arrive..


anw i recd another msg in the morning at 5am.. the msg is 'hey.. just a short msg here to let u know i haven't forgotten u nor given up.. i really hope things will return to e past one day.. take care'. pls for goodness sake juz leave me alone. wad u've done is a great impact in my life. i cannot forget wad u did and how u treat me. this ending is wad u deserve. i really dont wish to be cheated anymore.

shall blog abt today.. guess wad i forgot to set my alarm on my phone. freak arh lol cos i went to charge my phone overnite. talked last nite till my batt left 4%. phew my maid woke me up at 6.50am but it's still late lols. i quickly rush like mad.. brush up, bathe, choose my clothes etc.. by the time it was 7.25am alr.. then when i reached the bus stop.. i waited so long for the bus argh by the time it was 7.40.. then i took 112 bus to the busstop of 151.. the 151 express bus had left quite long ago so i was left wif no choice but to take the usual 151 bus. as usual the bus was quite filled up alr and the time was alr 7.55. apparently i was late for sch and moreover it was econs lecture.. reached the lecture hall at 8.50 and when i walked in many eyes turned and looked at me. was late plus rite the lecture hall is the the small group kind ard 100 pple there. after econs was banking. the teacher is so boring sigh and practically everyone was stoning at the teacher haha. he's the worst teacher i ever seen. i can juz study banking on my own. the study guide's much better than his lecture notes seriously. after banking lesson i went wif joyce to vivo cos we're meeting peng siang there for dinner at 5pm . wow it has been long since i last visited vivo. went to walk round the 1st and 2nd floor. went in build a bear shop to see.. all the bears are so cuteeeeee haa :) we went many many boutiques.. then when we're at zara.. ps called joyce and he came to find us.. after which we went marche to eat.. i think heeren village is better than marche even though both's almost the same. we finished ard 7 plus then went starbucks to chill. shared wif joyce java chip while ps bought some hot coffee stuffs?? not sure.. then we were talking abt econs lecturer cos he's super lame. the egs he gave are "cold". then told ps abt that particular crocodile and ck brands eg. all of us laughed like mad la lol. after which since it was joyce's dad bday today we had to go back early. so after which we went back le....




im super disturbed.. got flooded wif msges and calls juz now. can u juz leave me alone pls. i know ur trying to make me think of u using psychology methods. argh.
irritating.. called me but i purposely miss it then he msged hey charmaine i cant understand why u're doin this to me, but all i wanna let u know is tt i miss u v much n i've realised ur importance to me so pls come back. so i replied back sorry im not able to do so. then he called and i miss it again and he msged i know ur're there but u just cant forgive me or sth right..? all i wanna let u know is tt i really just wish for one last chance to love u like how i should.. then he called twice and i missed it. then he msged honestly running away wont solve anything.. it'll just make me worse than i alr am n i aint gonna give up really.. pls just gimme five mins of ur time pls. then called 3 times i missed it then he msged alrite shall not bug u anymore.. good luck to ur current relationship hope he treats u well n u'll be happy.. pls take care of yrself.. i miss you. then tt's the end he never calls or msg le. called 7 times in juz less than 20 mins. crazy.

hmm sch started alr ever since 31st july. i purposely chose my time-table in such a way that i go to sch for only 2 days. great rite haa? anw because there're only 4 modules which ive to take meaning 4 lectures to attend per week. each lecture is 3 hours and there's no tutorials at all. all the tutorials are gone thru during lecture.. the bad part is there are no classes so it's like everyone goes for the lecture then after lecture everyone heads outside the sch alr. luckily be4 sch started i went for the 1 day freshman orientation.. make frens there and found out some of my sec sch frens are there & i think quite a number of my jc schmates r there too.. not only there, i went wif jiaying to the tennis camp.. make even more frens and coincidentally pearl lam is in the same group as me.. i was so glad haa. tennis camp was fun. we had those pick up lines stuffs of games which was super funny. we had post camp dinner after tt as well at heeren village but not many turned up. mostly were seniors and there were quite a number of them.. back to school stuffs, lessons are boring especially banking.. maths teacher was like quite boring as well and most of us have no idea wad's she talking abt due to her indian accent.. but gradually we get used to it and we slowly understand her lecture.. oh ya exams are like next year end may only pretty long to exams lol. hope i can do well for the exams..


ive long forgotten that person.. ive alr thought for very long and it's juz impossible.. anw that's past and history alr. wish tt e person wont contact me anymore i hope. but even if that person wans to contact i also wont reply nor call back cos wad he done to me was far too great an impact on me alr. besides now im currently doing well.. leading a happy life :) hope this can last forever :)


i'll update my blog often whenever ive time yups.

i decided to revive my blog yesterday.. so i continued changing the skin and stuffs. my blog's really deserted lol. many pple changed links alr... i think i'll update pple tmr..

omgosh. i highlighted my hair. wanted a colour that blends wif my hair. but it turns out like golden. the hairdresser insisted on me cutting my fringe also cos she thinks i'll look like wif short fringe. i said dun wan. but she said juz try... looks cute. i was like i dun wan to be cute. zz... in the end she cut. at first cut still okie.. the shorter she cuts.. looks too short alr. sigh. my fringe became so short.

wow after such a long time. i finally changed my skin and updated this blog. im finally quitting iras hahas. last day 4th july.

it has been long since i posted lols. anw it seems that i deserted this blog eh. i'll update the links one day when im free.. now working too busy le..

no time to change the background and blog.. cos im currently working at iras.. it was tough.. need to attend the training then ans calls.. i think admin is better lor.. same salary also.. 6.50 per hour..

i changed the background.. add something to the pic.. links not done yet.. but the background seems too bright and striking.. it doesnt match like tt..

under construction

i juz hope each day will be filled with happiness and that the next day will be a new beginning for me..

i went back to pl wif mel today. wow the whole sch's changed.. when we reached there, some teachers were there.. HODs plus vp. then both of us dare not go in frm the front cos there were reporters there. lol. then rite.. we decided to walk in frm the side gate. lol. saw few seniors there. we walked rd the whole sch... saw some teachers and said hi to them.. the sch's really very nice.. but the toilets were divided into 2. then the murals cant be properly. wat a waste.. then the sch hall is big.. 4 court size.. then the auditorium too but there were some works going on.. oh there's lift too.. finally... i wonder who is it for.. teachers only? then mr tang talked to us.. lol... i saw my cousin.. then saw esther wong too.. she came wif huiwen, shuyan and cherlyn.. oh 3 of them went back to become relief teachers. lol... after that juz see then went off le..

HAPPY NEW YEAR :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

i dun feel like continuing the post abt prom.. cos i wan to blog abt my trip to genting. my cousin came along wif us cos my sister complained that my bro and i dare not sit space shot so she wans my cousin to accompany her for tt ride lol. first day of genting. everyone woke up at 6am. my sis didnt sleep at all cos she was afraid she couldnt wake up. left the hse at 6 something to fetch my cousin from her hse. we went to tuas checkpt.. to our surprise there was no jam at all.. only 4 cars were there.. so went past the checkpt quickly.. reached genting abt 1pm cos ate lunch too.. waited very long to check in first world hotel not because there were too little counters.. there were lots of them.. 20 over.. it's the processing of the keys and rooms.. my dad was at the counter at least 45 mins.. the lady said the room was no ready.. so haf to wait. we booked 2 superior rooms cos my cousin came along wif us.. actually we booked the world club room.. it's spacious.. has living room... very big.. but not enough for 6 pple which includes my cousin. at last the rooms were ready.. we went to the hotel rooms.. but they are non-connecting and the rooms are not side by side.. there was a room inbtwn.. so we had to walk to and fro.. my sis, cousin and i stayed one room.. my parents and bro stayed the other room.. it's at the 12th floor.. after that, we unpacked the stuff and rest for a while.. then we went shopping at first world.. my mum shopped as usual but we decided to go play.. so my dad brought us.. and my bro, cousin and i rock-climbed... it's indoor.. juz beside the one and only food court there.. omgosh. at first nobody was there... then i started to rock climb first cos my cousin and bro dun wan to do first.. they forced me to go first.. fine so i went first.. i never rock climb before so i was afraid i couldnt get up. lol. but quite ok la.. but once i started to climb, there were more and more crowds.. so embarrassing.. i was stuck when i climbed cos no suitable stone (is that called stone?) was there for me to hold on and step.. then i got no more strength so i decided to stop climbing and jumped.. then when i jumped, i hit the other side of the wall.. everyone was laughing like mad lol.. then next was my bro.. he's so thin but he managed to climb.. he had no strength halfway thru. lol. then my cousin climbed. she got so much strength.. she climbed higher than both of us.. but none of us can complete cos it's 2 stories high.. after that we walked and decided to go to the arcade.. but my sis, dad and i were tired cos we slept very little hours the night before.. my sis didnt sleep at all.. then my mum called to meet us cos she needs the world card frm my dad to accumulate pts. then we decided to go back to the hotel and rest first.. so my dad, sis, cousin and i went back to the hotel.. my bro wans to play so he followed my mum.. at the part where we went to different ways, we were outside the casino.. i wanted to go in to see.. so i asked my dad. then my dad dun wan cos he said see only then not fun.. he wans to play.. but i was not sure if it's 18 or 21.. so i went to the rules and regulation board.. it stated 21 and above.. dots.. i wanted to go in to fake but my dad dun wan to go... so we went back to hotel.. instead of resting we went down to starbucks to use the laptop till 6.30pm before we brought it up.. we bought lollipops frm starbucks cos need to buy some stuff as we used the wireless internet there.. i had only 10 ringgit wif me so cant buy drinks. not enough money.. the drinks cost at least 10 bucks. then i brought my cousin and bro across the big road to the outside of outdoor theme park. we saw the flying coaster.. so fun and decided to take that ride the next day. we went back hotel then went to the food court without my sis (she's sick) to eat hot rock. very nice food.. they heated the stone to over 100 degree celsius.. then put it on the plate.. put raw chicken on it with cinnamon.. there's also plain rice. we are supposed to cook the chicken ourselves and eat it.. yummy.. then we went to play arcade.... fun.. we got 428 tix.. after that went back hotel.. ate supper.. played uno till 1am.. shall continue tmr..

it's has been long since i blog.. anw i shall talk abt prom.. it was on nov 30th at marina mandarin.. ya it's marina mandarin again. sec 4 was there too lol. i wanted to wear that black dress which my mum bought early this year when we went shopping. my mum tot it shld be ard the hse since it's not worn before. ive been askin mum to find it... there are like too many clothes in the whole hse.. all stacked up.. very difficult to find.. 2 days before prom nite, my mum realised it's wif the manufacturer. omgosh i was so sad.. cant wear that dress.. so the next day my mum and i went orchard to find.. i dun even like the dresses.. went to future london.. i saw deepa.. then went daniel yan i saw 1 sr girl.. but i dun like the dresses there.. later my sis came to meet us.. then we left orchard at 9 plus to go to city plaza cos there's one gown shop there. my mum's shop there anw. tried the dresses there.. and finally found one. yippie. the bottom is super duper fluffy man. all lace.. it's black. wanted to buy white. but i think too attracting attention.. haha. then white's easily dirtied so bought black more class anw. haha. then on the prom day.. my cousin came to my hse. tt day was super busy for my mum cos she needs to collect my dress as it was being altered. then my mum came back to send me to a nearby salon for styling my hair. new hairstyle.. it's super high lol. then went back home. my mum and sis busy doing my cousin hair plus our make-up.. my cousin's hair done by my sis and touched up by my mum. omgosh every thinks my cousin went to salon to do... she didnt lol. they said her hairstyle looks like it's been done by a professional. wow my sis is so tt good haha. so both of us chose our heels and bags.. all last minute hahah. then my mum sent us to the hotel.. she wanted to go down to see.. i stopped her cos so embarrassing. entered the hotel.. so many pple there.. eyes were on both my cousin and i.. whenever someone enters, everyone will look hahahha cos everyone wore so nice on that day.. wow my friends also went salon.. they looked different man.. pretty.. then we hid at a corner and dun let anyone to see hahah.. but we were being asked to move to another side.. wow the dressing is totally different frm sec 4.. for sec 4 prom, everyone wore gown and dresses.. it's like so formal that time... for jc, omgosh.. pple wore short kind of dresses with a top hat.. boots... omgosh. different dressing.. then got one dress up like a bar girl.. i shall continue another day.. anw im going to genting tmr till thurs.. shall continue on fri..

i think i can only blog tmr. haha. i juz came back only.. super tired.. it's 12 plus plus le..

omgosh.. ever since the last day of A levels which is 17th nov.. frm tt very day till today i went to orchard shopping.. bought like so many stuff man.. it's shopping spree... haha.

it's been more than a mth since i posted an entry. my gosh. anw As OVER!!!! YEAHH!!!!!! i can enjoy myself!!!!!!!

22 DAYS LEFT

30 MORE DAYS TO A LEVELS!!!

36 MORE DAYS TO A LEVELS!

PRELIMS ARE OVER :) HURRAY!

prelim papers are all killers. difficult man.

isnt there any decent person out there. im sure there's one. not all of them are like tt rite. i hope i'll get to meet tt person soon. i really hope so. my life's in a struggle... everything seem so orderly.. but the next moment it's not.

prelims has already started... start of torturing days... it's like a cycle.. study, eat, sleep, exam.. study, eat, sleep, exam.. and it's gonna repeat for these few days.. i cant wait for prelims to be over.. i wan to go out.. hahas.

i dun understand why guys r juz jerks.. not all but some. i dun understand them.. haiz..

wah. i never go in here to blog alr. vv long. anw life is very rushing.. cant catch up.. i heard yjc is going to finish their prelims alr.. they end before the sept holidays. so fast... then sr have study leave next week but need to go back next wed for gp prelim.. tt's my weakest subject.. i really hope to get a pass and im satisfied alr... i better go do some reading up... anw tt's abt it..

it has been long since i typed an entry... we build Singapore's longest sandcastle... cool right??? we took many pics.. the sandcastle's so nice.. im trying to upload the photos here.. but how to?? i dunno how. haha. i shall put it on webbie then...

the link is:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103241150

haiz why am i always reminded of tt incident. how i wish i can juz forget it but i cant seem to forget. why muz it happen around this time. sigh.

yippie. thnks keng ngee. she persuaded them to go for prom. YEAA!!!! so is 11 pple. HURRAY!!!!!!!!!!

im so pissed off by this thing. all backed out last minute. u know how i feel. im trying hard to find pple to get back all yr deposit. in the first place when i persuaded u all.. u all said ok. now all dun want. u all put yrself in my shoes. what if yr friends are like tt, how u feel. i've no idea what to do alr. haizz. so sorry to minghui's class. im trying to find pple asap.. :( i need 2 replacements.

i bet everyone hate leeches rite. haha. but i actually had one juz next to me. the person juz stick to me all day long. arhhh. imitating my actions.. sometimes following whatever i say... plus many more. sigh. i have no choice. anyway she cant be blamed. life is really hectic. everything's fast-going. i think i better start mugging soon for prelims. they's only 5 weeks left to gp prelims. fast yea. im already freaking for A levels. anyway i got quite alot of holidays for this term. for the 1st 2 weeks for this term, it was our mid-years so there wasnt any lessons. juz last wed, it was srjcian's day so we had celebrations only. on 8th aug, my sch is going down to east coast park to build the longest sandcastle in singapore and i cant wait for tt day to come. 9th and 10th of aug are holidays and 11th too cos my sch has i-learn (like pl's cyberweek). there'll be no sch on 25th aug. this is supposed to be the holiday for the elections tt took place. they decided to put it on 25th cos on the 24th, the teachers will be having teachers day dinner. on 28 aug to 1 sept, it will be study leave.. on teacher's day i'll be going back to pl yea. shld be. then 4th to 8th sept is the sept holidays. yeaaa. but those holidays are meant for us to study. 4 weeks of term 3 has already passed.. i cant wait for prelims to come.. A levels too. i got like so many programs and plans at hand which i want to do after As.. i really hope time will pass very fast.

HAPPY SRJCian's DAY!!!

today is srjcian's day. received alot of stuff.. the sch gave us a plastic water bottle each. nice design. i took the red one.. then they gave us a note pad which has the sch on the cover page... then miss foo gave us a test-tube with some chemical solution inside. got alot of colour. mine is blue.. i think it's copper (II) sulphate. then got a transparency with our name, miss foo's name and a quote.. then got glitters inside.. so when u turn the test-tube it's like glitters all over it.. very nicee.e... love it man. haha. then mrs wong gave us a felt-pen. the $0.90 one. haha. then gave us a small football chocolate and also treated us to can drinks. cant believe she's s generous. my class pple asked her to treat us to mcdonalds but she didnt want. hahahaha.. gave us all kinds of excuses. then mr ang gave us ferrero rocher.. dunno how to spell. haha.. then today's celebration was super funnyyyy. cant stand the 2 guys who wore girl's uniform and acting sissy. so funny lor. then someone was being made into a tiger beer. it was so hilarious when tt person couldnt walk properly. hahahaha. then got superstar... it's really like singapore idol... got supporters holding the posters and stuff... then the winner was frm JC 1.. president of eldds i heard..

got back my mid-year results.. my class didnt perform well... probably due to world cup. hahaha. anyway, the first paper i got back was maths paper 1. i got 62 out of 100. highest in class.. i cant believe it. thank God for it. then i got back chem paper 3 too. i got 42 out of 100. highest was 49. lolx. all so low... physics paper 3 got 44 out of 100. at first i got 40.5 then i asked for marks and got 3.5 marks. haha. i was really thankful for physics cos i didnt really study thoroughly for it. i was still struggling to finish studying them the night before the exam. then highest was 47. chem paper 2 i got 30.25 out of 60.. paper 1 still dunno.. then physics paper 1 got 14 out of 30.. then today got back physics paper 3.. i got 52 out of 90. can get 4 more marks if i didnt make tt amplifier mistake. what a waste la. i was highest in class too and i was shocked. HAHAH. really want to thank God for everything. He guides me thru the exams so that i can do my best.... i was really shocked for my mid-year exams cos i didnt really study way before it like during the june holis. i was playing thruout and even the day before the exam.. i was still playing and studying. in the end i had to stay up till 1 am to finish studying.. i think i better buck up for prelims and study earlier or else im going to be panicky when the time comes.

AT LAST and finally mid-year exams are over. anyway it was the worst exams i ever had... the exams lasted for 2 weeks. pretty long and all were full sitting like A levels. i sat for 2 maths papers and each paper lasted for 3 hours.. but 3 hours seem to pass very fast... juz a moment, the time is up and i need more time to complete the paper lol. anw i can only depend on paper 1 for maths. paper 2 was a gone case. then for chem, paper 1 was disastrous cos i had no time. very little time. then paper 2 was pretty easy. the questions were attempable. but paper 3 was another disastrous one. for physics which juz ended today.. paper 1 was disastrous.. no time. i think i need to speed up alot inorder to finish the paper.. paper 2 was ok too but i realised i memorised some stuff wrongly :( sigh. i lost some marks alr.. i left some questions blank.. 7 marks gone. 4 marks gone for explanation too. paper 3 was disastrous too. so tedious.. haizz.. it seems to be a trend that paper 1 and 3 are more difficult compared to paper 2. haha. hope i can pass all the subjects at most..

i'll update after mid-year.. no time noww....

HURRAY!!! yesterday was bridge competition at CJC. thank God for everything... we improved alot. anw we had to meet at 7.35 am ouside CJC yesterday cos the competition starts at 8 am. had problems getting into CJC cos there wasnt any exit.. finally reached CJC and i was the last one to reach. the time was 7.30.. everyone reached earlier than me. HAHA. after tt, we walked in to CJC... then reached the competition venue which was the dance studio i guess. there were only CJC and HCI pple.. i think HCI brought their whole bridge club there. there were 6 teams.. each team had 4-6 pple. so can u imagine the place filled wif HCI. lolx. CJC also had many teams.. i think 5 or 6.. RJC had 6 i think.. i saw many pple there too.. only 2 girls frm RJC and they're frm china. haha. there were 30 over RJC pple i think. so many.. in a total, we played 7 rounds yesterday and each round has 6 boards. so we played 42 games altogether.. it was supposed to be 8 rounds but due to time constraint, the last round was cancelled. then the whole competition ended at 6 plus. then it was prize presentation. top 5 teams got trophies. there were 36 teams altogether. and one of our teams - Hui neng, jeremy, amanda and khai mun got 5th.. HURRAY!! they got trophy.. they beat so many JCs.. then for minghui, wanyi, charles and me.. we got 7th.. YEAHH!!! we were so happy lor.. the other team also did well.. they did better than what we did last year since they're still new.. WELL DONE!!!

i shall talk abt the 7 rounds tt we played. really exciting.. the first round was against HCI.. two china guys. really humourous and friendly. we won them anyway.. HAHA. in the end they got 8th position for the overall after 7 rounds. we got 7th. above them. lolx. after that round, whenever they see minghui and i, they'll start smiling and say hello. so funny.. they shook our hands after the round and after we finished the whole competition (7 rounds). but they're very friendly. nice pple. second round was against VJC.. the guy was very scared i think.. he took so long to think and got the scared look. haha. then the girl was so confident... but we lost to them badly.. there was one board where the guy got 25 points. so much.. then he bidded.. after bidding, he realised he bidded wrongly and purposely said it so loud... in the end the contract was 6 hearts and it was made.. both of them had more than 30 points.. both minghui and i got less than 6 pts.. 3rd round was played against ACJC. the four of us - minghui, wanyi, charles and i were deciding which opponents shld we play with. so funny lor we took very long to decide. haha. then wanyi and charles decided to play with the 2 guys which i think one is the captain.. then both minghui and i played with a JC 1 chinese girl and a JC 2 malay guy.. the girl only participated for the first time so she's still new.. she was so scared.. can see.. but we lost to them... sighhh.. the 4th round was played against CJC... we played against a girl and a guy.. tot tt the guy was good cos he helped wif the registration of this competition so he shld be part of the committee.. dunno y they screwed up.. those that supposed to go game they didnt go.. those tt cannot go game, they went. in the end, we won them. YEAHH. 5th round was played against innova jc. then i heard tt they're good.. but i think the guy was also nervous.. dunno y he played wrong card then we didnt call director.. juz let him continue playing... so funny lor.. then we won them... yeah... 6th round was played against CJC team 1.. the best team.. the captain was in there.. he was also one of the tournament director.. both minghui and i dare not play against the captain cos he was too quick in thinking.. so quite scary... but i tot normally guys who join bridge r nerdy kind.. but they're (CJC) not.. they're the opposite.. (*hint) haha. we played with the other 2 guys. i think the guy on my right had no more vigour to continue playing on since they lost the first few boards.. he was sitting sloppily.. anw this table was the quietest.. no one talked and asked abt each other.. haiz. what a waste. LOLx. then we won them... everyone was so happy.. i rmbed our table was the last one to play cos we were waiting for one board.. then minghui played the last game. i was the dummy. everyone was watching her play. guess what. the contract was made.. it was 2NT+2.. can u believe it 4NT game. minghui played very well. after tt charles and wanyi clapped so loudly.. yea man.. cos 4NT was impossible to make u see.. wow.. incredible.. last round we played against RJC. the two china girls.. they looked so serious and scary but they took so long to play.. i think i gave them tt kind of sianz and arrogant look cos i was really pissed off by them.. take so long to think.. then both minghui and i forgot they used precision and not SAYC.. gosh.. but nvm.. it was their game anw.. both minghui and i got so little points.. got one game.. i got 21 points but i cant tell minghui the points i had cos i had 6 card hearts... minghui had 3 points. in the end minghui went up for me to 4H and it was made. hurray man!!! actually i can made one more cos i tot it wasnt even distri.. if not it will be 4H+1... eventually we won them. hurray. oh ya cos they were frm china, then the 2 HCI guys we played against know them.. guess wat.. they said hello to us, smiled at us and said good luck to us.. wahhh.. so much.. shld say to their 2 china friends then say to us. lolxx. we won RJC lor.. YEAH man!!! i was so happyyy!!!!!! oh ya saw leonard who was initially our coach.. he graduated and was saying he's very free.. if we want, call him down for bridge... anw.. that's all already... had fun yesterday and it really made my day!!!

it's over OVER :( sigh. i hope there's a new ray of light.

anw there's another teacher which i dun like.. it's a pe teacher.. the thing is that i dun even know the pe teacher and u know what he did.. he kept pulling my shirt when i was helping him with my friend to count the laps for some guys which are his students.. and his words are rude... so terrible teacher.. not only tt.. the pe teachers are so impatient... hot-tempered. they're like not willing to take us for napfa test. i want to complain already.. haiz.

this is so nonsense la.. my class is like broken up into 2.. so the way we sit in class was also like tt.. then today had debate.. guess what.. my teacher told me to go over the other group.. then two guys frm that grp came over.. i was like WHAT!!! ok.. this is still alright.. worse still.. i got sabotaged in becoming the leader for the proposition.. i immediately protested but then tt gp tutor dun care... then she found another leader.. so there are two leaders for proposition.. i was made to speak and debate in class. nonsense la.. i was so pissed off..

that day.. she told me .. yr gp compre marks has been moderated.. added half more mark to it so i passed. she told me to go back and tell my mum and even said it was FIRST TIME!!! she said so loud lor.. some of my friends think she's nice to moderate.. some think she's being sarcastic. but i think she's sarcastic too..

anw thnk God for my Maths results.. i got A.. yea.. 3rd highest in class but the highest was 61 out of 70.. then 51 out of 70 then it's me 50 out of 70.. so great difference from the highest but it's alright.. they are still As.. hahaa..

cant wait for elections. i didnt rmb any election thingy in 2001.. probably because i was only sec 1 at that time and the previous area i lived in had no elections.. so i didnt even know there were elections.. this shows how much i know about the happenings in singapore. HAHA.. then there are like so many holidays. may day.. then fri afternoon probably off too. after which there will be another holiday for teachers to rest cos they're going to help out for the whole saturday. following tt will be vesak day.. lots of holiday yea which im looking forward to. haha.

pheww. thnk God for my chem results.. i improved from the first common test i took in feb. i got F at that time.. now i got 59 which is a C.. but there was 1 qn which was not marked and one which was marked wrongly.. hope i can get 60 which is a B.. shld be able to get B.. haha. then for gp i got 22.. need half more mark to pass. that teacher's so biased and it's very obvious. she favours boys more than girls. most of us girls got only 0 or 1 out of 8 for AQ then the guys got 3 marks out of 8... there were 5 pple who passed. 4 guys and 1 girl.. can see how biased she is rite. most of the girls got like less than 20.. haiz. i want to change my gp tutor..
for physics.. my teacher didnt want to say anything.. all he said was majority of us got AO and F.. im freaking scared now cos only a handful had marginal pass...
for maths so far.. no news yet. haha.

common test 2 is OVER :) im so glad and happy. another hurdle's gone.. but there's still 3 more to go.. mid-year, prelims and most imptly A levels..

3 cheers for pw results. oh mine la. 89.7 % of this year cohort got band 1 and 2 for pw results in sr.. cant believe. everyone got above band 3.. only 10.3 % got band 3.. i got band 2... im happy cos i tot i'll get band 3.. thank God.. sr did better than the national average (76 or 78 %.. around there).. we improved by more than 50 % compared to the previous batch which has only 30 over % with band 1 and 2.. it was really a huge jump.. HURRAY!!!

can u believe it. common test 2 juz next week. arhh. the topics are really a killer. the most difficult topics i ever seen in the whole syllabus of physics.. and for maths, i still cant get the integration part for volume.... this is confusing.. i juz hope i can perform better than my common test 1.. the funny thing is tt im only confident of chem. haha. for all tests and exams, i would be confident for phy and maths.. not chem.. this is the first time im confident for chem probably because it's on organic chem.. pure memory.. but muz also know how to apply too.. im still stuck at gp aq and summary.. i juz dont like gp. hahahhaha. gosh tmr collecting pw results.. i hope to get a band 2.. but it's quite difficult.. i think a pass will do.. kk.. i go watch "da chang jin" already...

pple.. help me to do this. thnks...
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i juz want to get out of this sch asap. i cant stand my gp tutor. what u mean by yr friends cant be trusted and they're not reliable. this is so frustrating. she's the worst teacher i ever met. since she always wants to teach in a particular jc, why dont she go there. i bet they dun want her, that's why she's stuck here. ohh.. heard tt a new student's gonna join my class.. i pity tt person cos he's gonna suffer under that ct tutor.. i think i better go off already need to study for chem spa... haven study yet and it's tmr..

today had riverside bbq at my hse... the whole bbq pit is really crowded. haha. then we went to the big field to fly kites... so many pple were flying kites too.. then one man was saying its seems as though it is at marina south. haha. then we eat and eat and eat.. sotongs, satays, chicken wings, otahs, sweet potatoes, bee hoon, prawns, stingrays, bbqed marshmallow, bbqed fishballs & fishcakes, grass jelly, agar-agar, longan with rambutans and aloe vera that small cube thingy... green bean soup.. home-cooked chrysanthem tea.. mango juice mixedwith 7up drinks... still got alot more. haha. then we played catching.... and guess wat. i fell.. i hurt my bottoms and right hand. i think my right hand is injuried. cant move alot. but for typing which im doing now is possible.. writing's quite difficult... ouch.. pain....

hurray. dont need to take chinese as a subject already. i think for the rest of my life? i was realllyyy nervous before collecting my results... and my ct tutor had yet to come.. i was so shivery when my teacher distributed the result slips slowly. taking her own sweet time. we were so nervous already and she was still giving out so slowly.. when it was going to be my turn, my friends said that my face looked very pale. haha. cos i was too scared.. i was so afraid that i'll fail cos i didnt study. moreover, i still rmb tt day when i checked my ans with my friends and mine was practically all wrong.. but thank God i passed with a B4... im happy with a B4.... cos i dont expect much for chinese.....
i shall continue later on cos my mum wants me to cook rice.... haha.

sigh. is this an illusion or wad? ive no idea what's happening.. it seems real but it seems superficial too..

i realised tt ive too many uncompleted posts. i juz dont feel like continuing. there is supposed to be a chem re-test on thurs but it was postponed to yesterday. all of us are not really prepared for it. if we took it last thurs we'll juz fail again. giving us one more day to study at least ensure tt we'll pass... MUAHAHAhAHahha. chem re-test was really very easy cos it's almost the same as the common test. all u need to do is to read thru the answer scheme for the common test and u'll be able to do the re-test..

life is getting more hectic. hw is piling up and im accumulating last week's work till now... and there's ton of it to do. it's really alot. ohhh at last i finish my chem assignment but ive yet to complete the chem, physics and maths tutorial.. sigh.. i think i better go and do the tutorials now...

went acjc fun o rama today. wow. the sch's really big. ive no idea where to walk. there's 3 lifts in the sch. oh mine. there's so many places which are air-conditioned. the pple there are totally different from sr. there's really a distinct difference. their dress code and sch spirit.. and the guys there were different too. haha. oh ya their height too.. i seemed short among them. haha. but in sr i was average or considered rather tall. lolx. but if i were to go there, i'll juz die there. haha. no offence here :) overall it's ok. the sch compound's really really huge. after the funfair, went to NTU for bridge competition. this's even bigger. haha.. shall continue tmr. im too tired..

yesterday went out with kn, cy and joyce.. met them at the merlion place there. both joyce and i have not been there before.. it seemed as though we were tourists yesterday cos kn brought us around.. haha. and the place was filled with tourists. lolx. we took photos then walked to esplanade... both joyce and i were new to the esplanade too.... haha. we have not entered in before. i only went for the esplanade opening a few years back but didnt get a chance to view inside.. took photos outside esplanade where there's a sea view. it's very nice.. took many photos... and joyce was teaching us how to use the cam cos she's frm media. haha. after which we went to the esplanade's roof terrace and wanted to take a group photo. we approached an angmoh.. but at tt time, my cam had no batt.. lolx. then i do not know how to change. ridiculous rite. haha. after 10 mins, we managed to open the batt cover thingy. but the angmoh went off already. waited too long. haha. then we wanted to ask the others but all were busy doing something.. haha. didnt know the roof terrace at esplanade is meant for tt.. oh my.. so we walked to citylink mall... went to adidas shop cos kn wanted to buy a shirt for her bro but didnt buy in the end... went off to raffles city's food junction to talk there and drink..... after tt we took trains home.. haiz today supposed to go to pan pacific hotel to eat at the 62nd floor restaurant... i heard there's buddha jumping over the wall and more.. but too bad i didnt go.. i have serious cough... so stuck at home.. gosh la. there're lots of activities going on next sat. how to fix them all into one day???

HURRAYYYyyYYy.. common tests are over. so HAppYyy.. WaAHhhhH. lolx. too overjoyed. yesterday's chem was horrible. all my reagents and conditions were mixed up. phy aint better too.. the formulas all look similar to me.. all the E terms are mixed up. i've no idea if it's emf or energy. haiz. then i mixed the chpts up too.. electric field and capacitance formulas.... i swopped them up.. i wonder how i did tt. haha.. now common tests' over, im juz waiting for march holidays to come. haha. oh yea tmr is the release of O level results... wow one year has passed. i can still rmb the day i collected my results. it's real fast. now it's my juniors' batch.. *panic.. haha. i better catch up wif my sleep. have been watching the police show on channel U the past few nights. i shall continue on wif * too....

my hse's really crowded today. haha. my room's filled with all my cousins and there's barely space to walk abt. juz enough to put my two feet there. haha. really tireddd. there's lion dance today and everyone's juz following the lion.. hahaha. then there's God of fortune walking ard the swimming pool area and everyone's touching him like mad and trying to get an hongbao frm him.. it isnt money in it but toto tix which is a $1 bet.. (oh gosh juz heard tt a lizard went into my hse frm the roof garden.. haha)... oh yea the doggie rich came to my hse.... all my cousins played wif him.. and i realised how his name came abt.. it was my cousin who saw the shampoo LUX super rich.. hence giving the dog the name rich. lolx. and we played sparklers.. those which are whistling.. there's sound.. some sparklers are really scary.. they juz 'pop' infront of you and the part where the fire is juz broke off from the main stick... really gave all of us a shock........ haiz there's common tests tmr.. and im not really prepared.. sigh.h...

i posted some photos on shutterfly abt cny... it's under the links...

juz came back. late.. visiting hses and eating titbits.. i've grown fatter. haha. quote frm my cousins, "yesterday was fann wong, today was rui en then tmr will be jeannette aw.." haha.. today went to my aunt's mother-in-law hse to eat.. distant relative.. 6 cars went there..

to be continued..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :)

haha. okie.. shall type abt the leap camp and my birthday celebration in the next post.. oh ya.. that day went to Han River to celebrate my bday.. saw 2 pl-lites there.. and also the star idol albert who was already out of the competition...

im supposed to attend bible study.. but i wasnt inside... im on waiting list... my friends frm last year's bsf grp are inside this bsf grp for this year.... sighhhh... nvm... shall talk abt leap camp. it has been long since i entered a post. had a busy and hectic life. haha. leap camp was fun but's also quite boring. many things happened. haha.

to be continued...

can u believe it.. haha. im going for camp tmr... it's a 2 days 1 night camp... will be playing amazing race tmr.. whole of singapore.. then go pulau ubin.. i think there's campfire.. then stay over at pulau ubin.. the next day go to sentosa.. i think there are some activities to play.. not very sure....

sch started real fast. it's the beginning of year 2. need to get ready for A levels. fast.. sch has been quite boring.. at least there isnt pw and chinese. sch's ending quite early.. earlier than the usual time for last year.. most of the days were 12.30.. except for monday which is 5.30.. thurs till 4.30.. the earliest is tues.. 12.. cant believe it. earliest i ever have.. haha. tmr is a holiday.. yeahhhh.. oh ya bought ac funfair tix. going with mh.. cant believe tt metro was one of the sponsers.. then long john silver too... wahhh..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOYAN!

im backk im backk haha. went malacca with my relatives. one word to describe this trip. FUN! i really had FUN!!! on the first day, we met at my 5th uncle's hse at 6 am which is heritage view directly opposite acjc. we left at 6.30 after all the waiting. after which we set off for tuas checkpoint. but my 4th uncle's car tank was empty. he forgot to pump petrol. so we went to find a petrol kiosk. all of us (3 cars) followed my 5th uncle's car cos we do not know tuas that well. then my aunt said there were many petrol kiosks in tuas so we juz followed and we missed a shell petrol kiosk. but it was alright since my aunt said there were many. BUT.. there wasnt anymore.. LOLx. we were lead to the tuas checkpoint immediately and we managed to cut in the middle of the jam cos we came from the highway. but we drove off to find a petrol kiosk. my 4th uncle drove at a speed of 130 km/h juz to find the petrol kiosk. we ran out of time but he insisted on finding mobil. we told him juz pump at SPH.. he had no choice but to pump there. haha. then the 4 cars set off. my dad became the lead.. we went to tuas checkpoint. oh mine.. there was massive jam. all the cars were moving slowly. we waited near to 3 hrs that we can finally see the counters. then my sis needed the toilet urgently. we had no choice but to leave the car and walked all the way to tuas checkpoint to use the toilet without our passport chopped. we queued up for more than 15 mins as there was a long queue.. after we visited the toilet, my dad called to say he went past the immigration already. we told the officer our passports were not chopped and he brought us into a office to chop. phew. after which.. my 5th uncle stopped his car for toilet break. my grandma used the male toilet. lolx. no choice.. long queue.. then we drove off to malacca... we had walkie talkies too.. cool. really had fun. we talk throughout the journey. we drove straight up to malacca. finally reached equatorial hotel. we booked six hotel rooms. 2 are which they are connecting. then all the rooms are located on the 14th floor. my family was 1405.. the rest are 1402, 1404, 1411, 1412, 1413. *not giving any numbers for 4D. lolx. we practically ran up and down.. the whole level were as if ours. we shouted loudly too.. haha. and camped at different hotel rooms. lolx. then we went to jonker street to eat farmosa chicken rice.. then visited those shops.. bought clogs.. after which we went back hotel cos my grandparents need to rest.. but we went to mahkota parade to SHOP!! haha. we brought walkie talkies along... then we ate dinner at KFC.. after which we rushed back to the hotel for christmas carolling as well as to see the santa claus... and this time was hilarious.. the santa claus shaked our hands and gave us sweets.. then the santa claus wanted to dance when a group of choir was singing.. he chose pple up to dance and they have to follow his actions... after one song, he chose another person.. then... he came to our side.. all of us ran away.. no one dare to dance infront of the public. but my cousin got chosen cos she was juz standing there. lolx. she went up bravely and danced.. she followed the santa claus actions. all of us laughed madly. very funny. she's sec 4 btw.. we took video and photos of her.. very FUNNY.. to be continued..

im celebrating christmas at malacca. yeahh with my relatives. like a reunion. haha. im going off this sat. the 5 families have to meet at one hse which is at doverpark..... my grandparents also going.. we're meeting at 6am.. so early. i need to be awake by 4.30am. oh mine that's super early for me. im excited.. can meet my cousins.. haha. i hope to go to A Farmosa cos i want to play paintball.. i heard it's nice and i seen it before. cool. oh yea i better change my blogskin.. cos i realised someone has the same one as me... i'll change after i come back frm holi..

oh ya came back frm KL.. 16 to 18 at genting... cold and crowded. the temperature was as low as 14 degree celsius during the day and it rained during these days. in the end i cant go to the outdoor themepark. sad.. i went out to "touch" the clouds at night and it's really cool. my family took pics and all the pics had clouds in them. haha. there was this blurry effect.. the wind is so strong and cooling. the last time i been to genting was 2 to 3 years ago.. nothing has changed much except that the indoor themepark in genting had changed alot.. outdoor themepark had a new flying coaster. it's cool... on 18th morning.. drove down to KL. went to sungei wang.. took their MTR and LRT.. then 19th morning took a cab down to TIMES Square.. not alot to shop.. but we went to the indoor themepark.. COSMO's world. the roller coaster is super duper long. the longest in Asia. then at night went back to hotel after which we went to chinatown.. bought lots of stuff.. 20 over shirts... i bought 2 nike shoes.. 1 quicksilver bag.. my sis and bro bought too. all are imitations. haha. it's cheap... can bargain alot. haha. oh ya.. bought cake with my dad for my mum cos it's her b'day. went back to hotel to celebrate... we bought 3 stingrays.. 1 packet of lala.. 20 satays.. porridge.. lots of stuff... 20th morning.. time to go back to spore.. we went down to chinatown again cos the stuff were really cheap. bought shirts again to give my relatives.... then left KL abt 4.30.. reached spore tuas checkpoint at 8.30.. then there was a big jam..... jammed for very long.. till 11 plus. then went kopitiam to buy dinner. saw an actor who acted in holland village drama serial. he's super fair. after which went home.. it was near 12.. i slept at 1.40.. late..

im backkkk... cant wait to go to malacca.. :)

this fri im going to genting... till sun.. then sun morning drive down to KL till 20. actually it's 19 but it's extended till 20... then i suddenly rmbed there's tuition on 21st.. arhhh.. hw hw hw. there's alot.t.. after i come back on 20.. im going on holi again on 24th... im going to malacca.. again. haha. 3 trips all to malaysia.. haha. i think this is the longest i ever stay in malaysia. normally i stay for 3 days only.. this time is 5 days.. haha. the longest i been to was hong kong and thailand and it's 5 days.. i never been for any trip which is 1 week long.. that's allll.. im juz borreeeedddddd.

busy day. went john little and og at orchard. crowded. saw kaijun at john little.. after orchard went to grandma's hse to eat my dinner.. after which i went off to mount faber to see the christmas tree. it's the world's tallest artificial christmas tree. wanted to wait for the fireworks at 10pm but it's only 9.10 when my family and relatives were there. need to wait for 50 mins more. mount faber has really nothing much to see.. so we didnt wait for the fireworks. went home. oh ya it was such a waste that none of us brought camera. all of us brought out camera phones to take photos. very hilarious. haha.

ohohohohoh. i did rebonding yesterday till 10.49 pm.. then i reached home at 11.22pm.. latee. i watched yummy yummy show there but didnt manage to finish watching. missed the last and most exciting part. haiz. oh ya. i cut my hair too. layered it. it looks kinda of wierd cos my hair's rather short. it's not long enough.

yesterday's star awards was nice. but some results were shocking. this is such a boreeded day.

boredd day.. im supposed to go to my cousin's hse to play table tennis now.. but he's going out soon after he played tennis in the morning.. he practically played tennis everyday. too free already. haha. im trying to book the function room for the other cousin for her 21st birthday celebration.. her bday on 1st jan.. cool.....

all the best for tmr's competition :) !!!

haiz. this is saddening.. juz received some news abt the last vp. sigh.
i really want to thank God for everything he has done for me.. i still rmb this song which my class sang in sec. 2...
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son
Give thanks with a grateful heart
Give thanks unto the Holy One
Give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, His Son

And now let the weak say, "I am strong"
Let the poor say, "I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us"
And now let the weak say, "I am strong"
Let the poor say, "I am rich
Because of what the Lord has done for us"

anyway. the competition today was well done.. we can get at least top 8.. thank God. anyway, all the best for tmr's competition too!!! :)

at last. freedom for one week plus. haha. tmr is bridge competition and im not playing cos the comp only needs 6 pple and there are 8.. nvm.. got chance to play next year if got comp.....

im too tired nowadays tt im always bidding and playing wrongly for bridge...
now it's dec already. fast. today's ogl camp and i saw many of my classmates there..
hw.. hw.. hw.. i need to finish before i leave for my holiday trip..

vexed la. dunno wat to do.

i'll juz forget everything. it's so tiring.

oh yea. im going malaca wif my relatives during christmas season. celebrating christmas in malaysia not spore. haha. we booked 6 rooms already and requested that all the rooms be on the same level. cool. im going to the places of interests again cos my relatives have not seen it before.. rather they have not been to malacca before... there's nothing much to play there except buying souvenirs and shopping..

oh la la.. haha. i went malacca on the 12 and 13 november... im going on another holiday to genting then drive down to KL from the 16 dec to 19 dec... 16 to 18 dec at genting.. then 18 dec morning to 19 dec at KL... if there's not enough time to shop at KL.. my parents r going to extend for one more night... going back on 20 dec... then.. after which im going on another holiday to malacca again from 24 to 26 dec.. this time.. im going with my dad's side relatives.. altogether there are 21 of us.. so many la... we intend to book bungalows to stay at A Farmosa.. cos there's waterworld there. but it seems as though booking 2 bungalows is more expensive than booking 3 superior rooms and 2 equator club rooms.. so decided to book hotel rooms.. all we can do is to go to jonker street and walk.. buy souvenirs... mahkota parade to shop.. and play the arcade games... and to bowl too......... equatorial hotel has channel 5, channel 8, kids central and channel news asia.. haha. so i can watch tv there too.. but if i go to malacca juz to watch tv.. y dun i stay in spore rite?? lolx.. im so HAPPYyy.. cant waitttt to go..

ARgHHghH.. freakk arhh. haha. i played bbo juz now.. and there was this particular room which i always got 7 cards for each round and my partner got 3 or 4 cards. but our pts were too little to overcall...... it was always the opponents that got the contract cos they got much higher pts. i'm freakkinngg angry nowww... cos kept letting slam games to "fly" away.. every game i played also like tt.... the last game i played.. i got A K Q J spades and the other 3 spade cards while my partner got 10 9 and one more.. BUT.. the opponents got a contract which i had void in.. ARhHhhgg... playing bridge can make one angry. lolx.

Rules of the game:
1. Post any 5 weird or random stuff of yourself.
2. At the end, list the name of 5 people who you want . Next, leave a comment, "YOU ARE TAGGED" in blog and tell them to read your blog for the rules.

1.
i) i love PINK.
ii) im scared of insects and whatever creatures like ants.
iii) i love to eat chocolates and ice-cream. yummy.
iv) what else?? love to watch tv programmes like wang zi bian qing wa. nice lor.
v) oh yes short term memory too. like the other time playing bridge. haha.

2. 5 pple arh... according to alphabetic order.. haha.. charisse (my sis), emily, liangyu, minghui and wanyi..

ARGHhH... #@#$!&*$ im super DUPER irritated..

dun need to call so many times one rite?

i think it's time to change the blogskin :)

HURRAY!!! PW is finally OVER!!!! :) i can delete those pw stuff. oh yes. CHINESE is finally OVER too. haha. but need to wait for the results which will be released next april i guess.

im going to malacca tmr. will be back the following day................ lolx.....

im in a dilemma...

today was pw op.. i was so nervous can. i was shaking all the way but luckily none saw me shaking. HAHA. when the first grp presented, the atmosphere was tense.. then my grp.. very tense too... till the third grp presented and we had a great time laughing. not being bad here but it's really very funny. she's using tt seducive manner to talk.. all of us have goosebumps already. i cant help but laugh.. i cant stop laughing.. whenever i see her, i'll juz laugh.. tt situation so funny la. u can see all of us as audience all laughing. all of us dare not look at her.. all of us bent our heads down. i nearly laughed out loud cos really too funny liao. in the end.. when all the other speakers went up to talk, i was laughing all the way.. the assessors cant stand it too.. cos after the whole presentation, both of them started laughing out loudly... and then the female teacher laughed until she cried. lolx...

arghhh.. i guess they aint serious abt pw. telling them to do research for days already but they didnt. im still stuck with this flash thingy. oh yes.. tmr is the start of O and A levels. fast la. all the best to those taking O and A levels....

went back for chem lecture.. the LT was stuffy la. couldnt breathe man. haha. the air-con wasnt even on. it's only later that the air-con was on. lolx. the air-con needs time to cool down?? oh yes, im trying to find help for the flash software. it seems tt no one knows.. some forgot... HELP la! pw is so tiring la.. it's tedious. i juz want to get over it and DONE!

im wondering who would be my class CT tutor next year. i dont mind mr ang, mr tan and ms tan to be my subject teachers again..... except for one particular teacher.. no way for tt teacher.

oh. haha. im going to malacca next week i guess. i think the trip to cameron highlands will be put on hold. i cant wait for op to be over. i hate pw la..

i think im going to malaysia for holiday... but i heard frm my sis tt she needs to inform the sch cos of bird flu.. im probably going to cameron highlands. never go there before.. i've been to most parts of malaysia.. like johor bahru, malacca, kuala lumpur, ipoh, sarawak, mersing, kuantan and many more.... i been to genting highlands plenty of times as well.. i've yet to go to penang.. however.. it's difficult to book the holiday cos i always have sch... wanted to go tmr or next week but there's AO level chinese exam and pw rehearsals.. wanted to go on nov 19.. but i've physics SPA.. so need to find another day.. cant wait to go on a holiday.. the last holiday i went was to sarawak in june 05... it's eerie there.. lots of legends.. visited caves.. i heard tt cameron highlands has tea plantations, strawberry orchards... cool. mostly scenary... i heard it's cold too..

it's supposed to be the last day of sch yesterday. but there's pw.. and AO level chinese exam too on mon.. yesterday was commendation day. rather boring though. but quite okay la. mr tan actually sang a hokkien song. lolx. but not bad.. his voice is powerful. four teachers went up to perform too.. nice.. their singing are nice la. didnt know tt these teachers can play the guitar and drums.. my class got the third most improved class.. yay man. 1s10 rawwkks.. the prizes are nice.. yummy.. all food.. i think there's also gel pens. cool. we intend to open it during our chalet.. so we left the prize with our ct tutor first.. will she eat it up? lolx. im being mean here.. how to study for chinese??? there's no way.. i really hope i'll juz pass..

haha. i guess my blog's quite sadistic nowadays.. cos of one particular teacher... it's total humiliation. the worse i ever receive. she does that to everyone. but nvm.. my class will all ask our parents to write petitions in... and then she'll be.... HAHA. quite evil... haha. oh ya.. had another presentation today for op.. at last, she's happy with my presentation.... yayyy... she's impressed with the flash i did.. and tt's good la.. she mentioned tt she loves star wars.. lolx.. she said before tt she wanted to watch star wars with my class assistant ct rep... haha. so funny.. today everything quite alright except for yesterday....... i was very pissed off by some pple... i nearly flared up infront of them.. i was rather tired yesterday and today as well.. so i was not in the right mood.... but im quite ok now.. at last, i can sigh a relief for op.. the slides are okay.. now's only Q&A.. it's tough la. the qns are so difficult to comprehend... oh yes.. i got back my report bk yesterday.. i was shocked cos the overall marks are really a great leap from my promo marks. i got 2 Bs for phy and maths.. and a E for chem. i got C6 for gp.. thnks to the moderation.. and B4 for chinese.. thnks to my chinese teacher.. i got 47 pts.. highest in class was a 53.. my pw leader..... highest in sch was a 66. super high la.. it's out of 68.. so high...:)

sigh... haiz. painful experience. i guess i'll forget it once and for all. it's useless waiting aimlessly.

i cant believe it. it's true tt looks can be deceiving.. cannot judge someone by his/her outer appearance. my friend told us something today which no one believes tt person actually do tt. it's so bei1 bi4.. it's like so many girls dont like her already but she didnt know. she reminds me of someone who did that too... oh yes.. today is the worst day ever. i was so embarrassed can.. made a fool out of myself. but no choice.. for the sake of op... haiz.

nothing much to blog. so much to do. pw.. so much to do la. all of us r neglecting our chinese. hope i'll juz pass chinese. that's my aim. quite low expectation... haha. cos im not strong in chinese.. lolx.

oh gosh.. there're like so many misunderstandings... when is this going to clear up.. it's obvious we're out to pit with each other.. this is never ending.. sigh... why cant we be united as one.. i really hope so... i think we shld sit and talk abt it... or else this is going to get worse.. this is the worst i ever seen... everyone shld accommodate to everyone.... i find them okay.... im a forgiving person.. lolx.i dont bear grudges.. but some do.. sigh... when is this going to end.. Lord, pls help to clear these misunderstanding and i really want to merge as one.... it's going on for mths already.. and the condition is getting worse each day.. there are backstabbers too.... that's also one of the causes... =(.. haiz..

sorry bC.. =(

yesterday was my sec sch founders day. i went for it... it's nice wearing the gown and the board.. but something embarrassing happened. lolx. my board dropped.. can u believe it??? dropped twice.. i went up to the stage... PLMC's sanctuary.. then i shook hands with Rev Wee... suddenly, the board dropped. i was so embarrassed. haha. mrs chew immediately put the board back for me.. i could hear pple laughing... then i received the dummy scroll (fake scroll) from the pastor and i walked down the stage holding my board at the same time. i walked back to my seat.. then my sec 4 classmate helped me to pin the board properly.. then another graduate accidentally hit my board and my board dropped again. i could hear laughters again. lolx. my frienz put back for me.. im so embarrassed. but it's alright.. at least the atmosphere is not so tense after all. lolx. only 3 pple including myself came frm my class... me, melanie and jasmin.. the majority was frm 4A1.. 9 of them.. and also sec 4 normal tech...

exams are finally over. a huge sigh of relief man. but.. i forgot there's AO level chinese exam... im so happy and glad tt promos are over until the word "chinese" didnt even cross my mind... haha. oh gosh.. i suddenly rmbed there's I&R to hand in.. it's a muz to hand in by this thurs. but ive no idea how to start at all... she promised to give us the template but she didnt.. she supposed to meet us after our paper but she could not be found.. dont care abt that already. im so excited to meet my sec 4 friends..... muz really meet up with them......

at last... the major papers are over.. left chem paper 1... i screwed up most papers... only physics paper was okay cos the teachers gave lots of hints. the physics teachers are really nice.. circled out the tys qns that we muz try.... ... some really came out from there... maths... disastrous.. i think it's a muz to practise... ..... today was chem.. there's not enough time.. it's really a muz to know the notes well... so many lecture notes.. but only a bit frm the lecture notes was tested cos the total marks is 70... cannot test everything frm lecture notes.. too much already... i think i gonna do well for my chem paper 1 to pull the grades up... im worrying for my chinese and gp.. i wonder if i can pass... anyway, im quite excited abt next fri... cos it's founders day... i cant wait to go back... this years founders day is special cos it will be held at PLMC and it's also a combined service with PL primary 6 students.... i'll be wearing that blue suit?? or gown.. with the mortaboard (how to spell?? it's that hat thingy).. like the varsity graduates.. haha... cant wait... haha...