this post will be a super long one given the fact i didnt blog for weeks le haha. didnt really use com le.. last time addicted to com.. now not le!! new year has passed and i had an enjoyable time.. shall blog wad happened over the past 2 weeks..

now abt CNY.

NEW YEAR'S EVE - went down grandma's hse for reunion lunch. all came over.. children one table.. adults one table.. we children lao yusheng at one table.. adults one table LOL FUN!!

after tt stayed till 4 plus then all went off. wenyi came to our hse then dinnertime we went back wif her family to eat.

DAY 1 - busy day. got woke up by intercom cos xinyi, wenyi's family came. ring the intercom so many times cos we still sleeping lol at 9 something am.. then faster bathe then laura's family came as well.. left to go dad side ah ma's hse to pai nian then go off to mum side ah ma's hse eat chang shou mian. i ate 4 big full bowls. i juz ate the mian without drinking the soup. i didnt take spoon at all lol. stomach so big lor. after tt my uncle was talking abt him writing to forum abt the ttsh fee waiver for disabled pple then ttsh called him to apologise. then news reporter saw his report then called my uncle to interview him and the reporter went his hse interview everyone and take photos. my mum was also called up to be interviewed by the reporter.. it will appear in sunday times i think this sunday de ba under LIFE section.. cos in 1995 my uncle and mum appeared on tv under the extraordinary pple show cos my uncle brought up a girl since she was a baby till now 44 years old. her mum abandoned her cos she's retarded.. so bad.. anw brought sachi there to ah ma hse. then sachi and rich lol like fighting?? stayed till 4 plus then went home. soon left to go dad side there.. my family didnt eat dinner cos too full then went over to aunt's hse then sweating like hell cos take care of 3 year old cousin. cos she wans to go find my bro then my bro playing table tennis at 3rd floor then she go there the balls flying everywhere zz. we took the photo at stairs again. then soon left cos aunt's husband side got relatives came over visit.. then some went over my hse pai nian then play carrom board then so funny.. my uncle said need to leave but my bro said no play wif his 2 daughters. so my uncle said u hit in last seed i let them stay on. so my bro really hit it LOL then my uncle return to his seat. played till 10.45pm..

DAY 2-morning quickly rushed down my dad's side ah ma's hse cos my dad ordered the buffet de so need to settle.. the buffet came earlier then expected so my dad called to pay later when they collect.. so went there ate buffet played carrom board.. played a while then didnt play.. then we all waited to go for visitation. all of us super excited cos can go visit PPG HSE (proud proud girl) LOL!! her hse like maze de.. frm young we visit 3 hses till now.. this year visited more.. day 2 visited 3 hses... 1st hse got 3 dogs!! so cute.. go ppg house all of us played wif her bro boogle lol.. then after visitation went home, some relatives followed. then 7pm we left to go grace's hse!! oh ya grace cried when i mentioned bringing her to see swimming pool at my hse cos she fell in the swimming pool at her hse when everyone was in the living room.. she juz stepped out then went in the 1.5m pool so scary. luckily her cousin saw and her parents pulled her up.. frm then on she got phobia of water.. so poor thing. oh ya we played pictionary at there cos aunt brought.. super funny. we laughed like mad. my bro got this word cocktail... he didnt know how to draw cocktail. he tot is that canned cocktail.. so he drew a stickman wif that thingy urinating dots rite. his grp pple thinking wad on earth is it cant guess then once they knew the answer was cocktail everyone was laughing like hell LOL. then my this 28 year old cousin so funny. haf to act out grandma that word.. so he and my bro acted hunchback and wif a walking stick then my cousin added the action of the beard thingy infront.. so we were like "old man, grandpa.." turned out it was grandma.. we were like wad grandma where got beard la LOL! after playing we went home at 10pm..

DAY 3-reached uncle hse at 12noon. found the bbq pit but not bbqing.. they called buffet.. ate le then got this chai deng mi.. guess the chinese riddle. WHEET i guessed the one where everyone was cracking our brains WHEET! shi yi shou chuan dou pi kai. guess one word. (11 boats all shun away) answer is bi (wall that chiang bi). after that went up played pictionary again enjoyed it!! then some left le.. we went visiting wif grandparents, 28 year old cousin and laura wanna tag along so her mum was saying u wan follow.. no milk, no mama papa, halfway cannot cry then say wanna go home LOL.. went 2 hses to visit also went aunt hse visit shun bian since same area.. after that went serangoon gardens that chicken rice restaurant to eat dinner at 7pm.. then laura's family and xinyi's family came to meet and eat.. after dinner went aunty lily's hse pai nian.. nicholas and perline all changed looks lol.. all so tall. 185cm and 168cm!!! after that went ah girl's (cousin) hse to pass her smthg. never talk to her so long le ever since jc days lor. then went home..

tt's all the new year visitation!!

i cant stand pple in sheep clothings. so fake pls.. so cheap la dots..

31st Jan-met mel finally!! had a great day catching up.. hope to meet up again soon!!!

27th Jan-MY BDAY! thnks all for the wishes. my phone just kept vibrating LOL. i got awake by the vibrations in the morning.. and i wanted to celebrate at ah ma's hse but dad sick stayed home.. sis project.. in the end didnt celebrate there. then i collected my own cake as well dots. so celebrated at home then mum used magarine wrote my name on the cake SWEET! then my aunt, grace's mum said she bought me a mug but forget to bring..

took pic wif grace :) whenever pple wan to take pic she purposely close her eyes LOL. but this she didnt =)

the mug my aunt gave.. cute =)

26th Jan-ordered my own cake dots rite in the end cant put name at all cos need 3 days advanced notice sad la.

25th Jan-went out wif junhao for bday celebration.. thnks for dinner and gift.

video of sachi playing wif slipper lols

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEamTVrhGwo



this is trailer of ah long pte ltd super funny

http://www.mediacorpraintree.com/ahlong/trailer.htm

wow looking back at the past posts & drafts i wrote, for some i seriously cannot rmb wad happened probably cos it's 2 plus years ago.. this blog was here since 2004.. long haha when i was sec 4 till now unbelievable.. it contains all my anger, sadness everything.. it's like my personal diary.. i cant believe the way i wrote last time haha.. time passes, ive grown.. more matured? hope so. i cant let my life just be a slacking one again. i wanna it be like my sec 1 and 2 life where they're goals in my life which i wanna achieve and i did it.. anw life starts to pick up for me again =) im seriously motivated to do well in everything.. the past few years wasnt like tt since sec 3.. my life was a happy go lucky kind. i treat everything so lightly.. no motivation at all. i think i was a failure and i seriously did. everyone has no faith in me.. everyone seems to haf given up hope on me even me myself.. so right now im slowly picking up.. moral support is impt.. thanks for telling me im the best to u =) everyone wish for their life to be smooth flowing.. in life there bounds to be failures hence right now i always believe that after failures there 'll always be sunshine after tt.. it'll never be failures all the way.. sunshine after rain =)) hope u study hard too and both of us will strive and work hard together to build a future together =)

YEAHHHHH im SO HAPPY!!! GRATSSS TO HIM!!!! dun think too much k. last time i promise..

bananas in pyjamas.. B2/B1 are u thinking wad im thinking?

muah not scared of sachi alr unless she turns aggressive. anw took this while she's sleeping in my room cos both my bro and i in room then she tired jiu sleep le..

this my bro took in car while waiting for parents..

i realised my cousin's gf's bday's also 28 jan oo.. jan rox lol.. fann wong's bday on 27th too lol. i shall continue today since he said so.. wad to blog i rmb got things but forgot.. omgosh im feeling so cold now cos of aircon.. and im sick as well.. throat itchy.. got cough but i tried hard not to cough.. control cos later mum hear i cough sure scold de better not..

UUUUUUU!!! =P i got a super frequent reader..

seod eurt evol yllser tsixe? Ylbaborp s’ti tsuj a lufhsiw gnikniht no ym trap. I tnac ekat ti nehw ehs seod taht.. daw seod ehs naw yltcaxe? i tnac pleh tub kniht s'ti no esoprup soc i tnca pleh tub leef eht neerg eppla. onon i tnac yas taht.. yhw si ti taht ehs swonk tba ti YHW YHW? hgis ehs nac egaruocne u.. daw nca i od? semitemos i yllaer tsuj hsiw ot pets kcab ro esle siht lliw reven eb gnidne. gnirednow yhw u reven llac.. detnioppasid. mi tsuj oot das dna ome ot ees taht enecs niaga.. on doom ot yalp sm.. on doom ot yalp noaip.. i zuj gnab ta ehy syek.. hgis hguone si hguone.. ebyam i dlhs pets kcab.. hgis tub i tnac raeb oot..

oh ya on jan 13 sunday, my cousin celebrated her bday.. this coming sunday my turn HAHA. last sat went east point mall cos mum need to pass and settle clothes stuffs to some boutiques there. so my bro and i went pet safari to look ard.. spent more than 1 hour there zz. saw a super big dog tt looks like a polar bear and the size is even bigger SCARY! oh ya eastpoint mall at that time got this S-POP thingy then saw many superstar pple there.. they look the same on tv and real life.. yesterday at grandma's hse got relatives frm hainan island staying there. it's my grandma's elder sis's daughter and the daughter's 2 children. horror day lols. shall not talk abt it. oh ya then my oldest cousin said he's getting married on 31st aug then he said he bought 99 roses to propose to her so SWEET! cant wait for the wedding. oh ya heard that my grandma's nephew's 2 sons meaning my 2 distant cousins are getting married in april. both bros getting married same time.. and oh ya emily's bro's getting married as well and im helping out yipppiee.. this year so many weddings.. wonder when im getting married lols. cant wait for my cousin's wedding!! last nite super tired cos frm morning till nite then back. then studied econs till wanna sleep. sorry for missing yr calls again argh then make u wait till next morning sorry.

i feel so helpless.. yea any hurdles we'll overcome it.. it's like a test for us..

so saddening to hear tt frm her. anw juz treat it as.. haiz.. at tt moment when i was saying i really wanted to juz cry but i stopped. why cant she be more mature and understanding. sadded la. im alr disappointed wif that post of hers now another one. ive always been keeping it inside.. everything i dun voice here.. this is a public site la everyone can see... it goes the same way as true love.. everyone got different way of showing it. sigh.

anw im not really tt scared of sachi le.. haha. anw i was also afraid cos she's always howling. thnks for my sis for assuring me that the dog is still a puppy then still new to surrounding. thnks for asking her fren.. 2 nites ago i got frightened la cos first nite she howled then at 3.25 my sister woke me up cos she stomachache then she knocked on door i got a shock. then it's like i wanna open door see how is she but i dun dare cos i scared ZZZ. in the end i cant sleep at all till 4 plus plus.. and i took many photos of it lol. first pic is when my parents have not bought her the playpen..

that day went mum's warehse boutique... then saw this dress.. it's a replica of the dress frm southaven.. NICE anw i tried M so it looks big lol.

dots now doing maths differentiation then i wondering why my answer so far away frm the answer then i realised that the qn i did was the answer ZZ. meaning i differentiate the answer and didnt realise it cos i turned to the answer page to check answer then forget flip back to question page so following 2 qns differentiated the answers LOL.

no matter how much ups and downs we haf.. we'll be able to overcome!! may we stand strong and firm as long as possible..

today's sachi (dog) 4th day at my hse. last nite i got freaked out by the howling sound lols dun dare sleep.. anw the female dog's only 6 mths!! i shall post the dog pic another time.

My Life
Filled wif colours once again
I see rays of light at last
The dark days are gone
The bright day marching in

All I want to let you know
No matter what happens
U hold an important place
Deep down in my heart

However it is saddening
When those words are said
It seems like racing arrows
Piercing through my heart

I am sorry for everything
Hoping for your forgiveness
For I wish u trust me in this
To settle and clear the mess

got doggieee at my hse.. female de. my sis's fren give yesterday de. so after tt at 9 plus they went out to dog shop and bought so many things back for the dog. toothbrush, toothpaste, shampoo, drinking water that thingy, dog food, dog plate (forgot wad's tt called), dog vitamins, dog hair brushes, dog collar, dog lesh etcc..
my parents super funny. my dad yesterday said something super lame which i cant rmb wad. this morning he and my mum trying to tell the dog sit down.. then my mum said it fiercely so that she will listen.. my dad's always playing wif her so my dad said look at yr gangster mummy LOL. then my mum was like wad gangster haha.
arh i feel so bad HOW. blur me put alarm wrongly again cos set it in a sleepy mode.. dunno many times le zz.. yesterday set 12.30 instead of 00.30 zzz. then woke up at 5 plus realised i slept till tt time i shocked then immediately missed call but forgot phone no vibration then cos missed call went back sleep then tot vibration then i wake up at 6.47am got 74 missed calls omgosh.. by the time i called back off le.. argh im angry wif myself..

thurs nite was quite hmm.. sorry! anw today met kn, joyce, ps at dhoby ghaut at 2pm. reached there ard 2.05 went cafe cartel to meet kn & joyce. soon ps came then we went in ourselves cos no one serving. took quite long to think wad food to order.. by the time it was past 2.30pm alr. i ordered Hawaiian Pork Chop while they ordered others. so since ps & joyce got the free flow of bread thingy so ate bread first lols. we talked and laughed alot super funny. all talking abt the waiter's hair super funny. soon all theirs came except mine then after which mine came.. when the waiter put the pork chop on my table all of us WAH lol cos it's french fries, vegs wif 3 big pieces of pork chop omgosh la. i never seen so big portion be4 leh. it seems as though it's im eating in australia. so kn and joyce took half of a piece to eat.. they're like i sure cant finish de hahaha. so eat and eat they see the pork chop so nice all say next time come again muz order tt. in the end i was the last to finish and i still left last piece and the way they see me eat and cut they dun feel like ordering next time LOL. we left the place at 4pm plus then decided to go cathy building so walked there to ben and jerry then thinking like too ex or wad then decided not to eat. so walked over to selegie that road selling soyabean.. that was my second time. still rmb that time first time went wif emily, max and his other acs classmates at 11pm then so crowded. at soyabean there we talked abt the hot spring we laughed like mad la. cos my poa teacher was saying tt time she went japan hot spring and it's family hot spring meaning one family no clothes go pao together so er xin rite. then poa teacher said they reached there they gave her a small piece of towel. she was thinking if she covers the top, bottom can see, covers bottom, top can see.. so her fren said cover yr face best cos no one can see who is it LOL. all of us laughed like mad when she said. so at the soyabean there we said and laughed la. then i was talking abt ms.. talked abt lao ah pek thingy then say end of story then they were like huh end of story.. they cant stand me lol cos i always talk wif no main pt haha.. after soyabean went back home.. kn took bus, joyce walked to bugis station.. me and ps walked to dhoby ghaut station.. anw thnks for the gift.. the earrings are lovely..

the earrings..

i wore the earrings..

see im studying..

studying maths.. writing down the formulas..
tt day wore this mango turtleneck top bought recently.. nice leh..

on monday lecture as usual.. wondering and thinking.. oh ya after sch at outram park station.. got this 50 plus years old lady holding a pack of tickets then suddenly she dropped all the tickets over the floor.. so i squatted down and helped her pick then she was like shocked zzz dots do ive the kind of dao face LOL? after tt she thanked me then i said welcome haha then i looked ard everyone looking like so surprised like tt.

wasnt online tt often alr. studying in progress LOL. suprising rite haha! anw so many chapters argh.. yea i muz not take things for granted. learnt my lesson. im still new yep.

today at outram station saw a wheelbound 50 over years old man wif his wife.. then he's so poor thing.. his actions are like those 5 year old kids.. i was seeing the way he behaves and talks even in the train he would play wif his wheelchair moving up and down.. i can see everyone felt pitiful for him.. thank God for giving me such a wonderful life :) oh ya at hougang station saw sweedy wif her bf lols. so qiao..

i shldnt let myself be affected so much.. juz treat it that she's still immature at thinking..


dont think too much k.. im always here.. right here ma.. silly!!

pissed.

on sunday went youth service late then sat first row lols. then i busy thinking and wondering lols. after church decided to make a call.. soon parents came then went hougang mall eat. went ntuc wif mum then aunt met us there oo. went iora to see then mum was telling auntie got 20% discount cos it's my bday mth lol. then my mum also tell other aunts the shoe shop also got 20% cos my bday then cards under my name ma. then yesterday my mum went somewhere bought 2 skinny jeans got 20% discount 17 bucks each only so cheap. now got black, yellow, green, blue.. after tt went aunt came along wif us went grandma's hse put those veges etc.. then my dad's sis (aunt) also follow.. so car rather cramped up lol. sent sis home after which we went my mum's boutique. my 2 aunts there trying then i packing cos on sat many different grps of pple came to buy clothes then the place very messy.. so i hanged back those clothes to the rack.. then helped mum take some clothes stock cos a wholesale lady coming to collect. then aunts try so funny la. then cos they try then put one side. i tot they dun wan.. then always hang back those clothes they wanna buy then everyone laughing lol. then i took one dress frm there!! omgosh my dad asked me try ma then i tried. it's super NICE! wear for new year. that kind of whole suit muz match wif boots lol. then brought home tt dress. after tt sent mum's sis (aunt) to bus stop then we went grandma's hse.

grandma's hse as usual. carrom board :) we played outside the hse cos inside the table was brought to the middle alr.. then squated there.. played many rds then dinner time!! after dinner dr. ho was asking my 2 year old cousin follow him & she followed cos he's gg out lol then my bro also followed then suddenly dunno why both came back. soon after tt he came back wif a cake then pass to me and he said bring in go cut let everyone eat then i was like dots. then i walked in my grandma's hse everyone asking me whose bday then i said nobody's, uncle ho buy de. then after tt we brought in carrom board cos mum cutting hair for 2 cousins - 2 & 5 years old de. then many of us there watching trying to make them sit still and talk to them cos both of them dun like to cut hair de. go salon dun even wan to cut only allow my mum to cut LOL. then ard 7 of us watching my mum cut.. then i also watching pple inside playing carrom board.. after tt i went in.. then 2 year old cousin bathe le then hor i carried her.. then she wanna sleep immediately put her head on my shoulder so cute!! then i stand and let her sleep then i juz sat down then dad took over carried her like a baby kind of position then let her sleep then i think mum put her to sleep. oh ya then ate the cake!! then they were saying celebrate my 15 year old cousin bday ba cos hers on 15 jan. she's turning 16 then she said mine also january ma then i was like zz. then in the end my cousin said too paiseh lol then we juz cut and eat. NICE CAKE. coffee flavour frm bengawan solo. after tt everyone taking turns play carrom but i didnt play. soon i played lor, i partnered wif bro then compete wif 2 uncles. won first game in less than 10 mins lol cos bro la started the game by hitting 3 seeds in zz. then the rest of the seeds he never missed at all ZZZ then my uncles said in chinese zhen de hai shi jia de lol. then second game was the last game at grandma's hse. both parties left 1 seed then everyone so tensed up. then my this uncle missed then he so funny la he aiya so loud then both hands crouched together wif legs then lie on floor backwards. everyone saw it laughing like mad LOL. then left this last seed most tense!!! then my grandma's hse those not playing all watching. more than 10 pple watching. then it's like we cant get in the last seed. then all of us were like ahhhhh damm funny!! then my uncle suddenly hit using backstroke in the seed then won. then both uncles YEA! LOL. then my bro and i aiya. after tt all of us pack and leave le.

thick and thin, we've been through them all!!!

i shld or else.. dunno wad to think of le..

today went spore conference hall for ngee ann poly's band concert. thnks jh for the tixs. both my sis and i went. i met him first cos my sis wanna find her fren.. after tt ate dinner then omgosh all kinds of insects lol. i got a fright out of my life. after tt met sis then went conference hall. not bad the concert except that the songs they played i dun really know. all i know was the revised twinkle twinkle little star.. after the whole concert.. so many pple shouting ENCORE ENCORE!! the conductor came out again and the band played another piece so nice!!! that piece i know cos all mixtures of songs. damm nice then got YMCA part also.. so cute those band pple not playing de do the YMCA actions!! reminded me of chingay 2005 when i joined as a motivator!!! after concert he sent us back home..

this is wad i wore for countdown 2008 at vivo.

yea 3 years frm now =) deal.

today's lesson was as usual. thnks for yr morning call haha i was shocked!!! omgosh i wanna complain to SBS la. i was waiting for 151 express bus then saw it behind the bus 87 then both buses came to the bus stop. so i walked to 151 express bus and i was the only one taking. i was walking towards then the bus juz drove off. i was like !!! then no choice haf to take normal 151. i need to study hard le and i will cos someone ask me to!!!

omgosh i said it.. racing heart.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY BDAY XIAOYAN JIEJIE!

2007 has come to an end finally. 2008 is here!! 2007 was full of ups and downs, happiness and unhappiness. ive learnt plenty of things and ive grown stronger. 2007 is a year where many things happened and frm there i learnt many precious lessons. i wont be that again, i'll change for the better. ive many resolutions hahas..
2008 RESOLUTIONS
1. Find a job
2. Be stronger
3. Do well for prelims and exams
4. Be more diligent
5. Pass my practical for driving
6. Hope to go for piano practical exam
7. Meet up with my sec sch frens
8. Have better time management
9. Get involved in more church activities
10. Take up new activities
11. Be happy always no matter what happens
12. Enjoy myself in 2008!!! FUN!!! WOOHO!!! (lol my cousins typed those<<<)

yesterday was FUN!! reached home at 3.20am only. super tired but we're all high.

last nite, we planned to go for countdown at vivo wif my aunt, uncle & laura. my another 2 cousins wenyi & xinyi wanted to go.. then my another cousin, xiaoyan jiejie wanted to come as well. she offered to drive us there but after which she said she's gg there wif her frens first after which she'll meet us. wenyi & xinyi came over to my hse at 8 plus. dinner then we left home at 9.30pm to go to my uncle's hse.. reached there then my uncle said can go down straightaway.. so went vivo.. crowded like mad. took lift to 3rd floor which is the open area. wow so many pple.. we squeezed all the way to near the barrier.. can only see the stage and the seats.. behind pple squeezing like mad then my uncle said so loudly beware of yr bags LOL. then i also scared of pple anyhow u know cos i was wearing tube dress. then there're like 4 children plus me then those pple ard us looking cos my cousins talking loudly especially my bro. then my 5 year old cousin, laura wanted to squeeze rite in front lol soo funny la. she squeezing like mad then her parents stopped her. my uncle asked if we want to go walk ard first then come back since it's only 10.40.. so we decided to walk first.. went second floor which was the playgrd.. my cousins and bro played.. then went in vivo shopping area.. walked awhile then went back to playgrd then 3rd floor.. then my cousins all walking in the pool zz. so i no choice also went in. i odd one out. only 2 or 3 children there plus my 3 cousins and bro.. then we took photos at the pool. so many pple facing the pool then watching. got this small boy kept on spraying water zz then my bro all wet.. then both of them splashing each other.. after tt xinyi & i walked back to uncle there then she called xiaoyan jiejie. then we went fetch xiaoyan jiejie outside ezone. brought her to there then we went food republic drink tea, coffee. then got this late 20s guy kept taking video of us dots. all of us faster juz turn our heads away.. then soon it was 11.50pm we quickly went out to the open area then worse man the crowd's until the door.. squeezed then still far frm barrier cant see anything only can see the back of the stage.. then we decided go pool there. then suddenly got abit of fireworks then at the view of pool there walked there full like mad zz. juz waited there. suddenly i heard the countdown.. everyone 5,4,3,2,1 then HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY BDAY to XIAOYAN JIEJIE! then fireworks. so nice!!! then everyone shaking hands then sing songs.. then emily called me lols. we took pics then after tt many pple left.. we also left went playgrd again.. cousins playing. me and xiaoyan jiejie juz look and take pics of them. super funny at there. then went burger king to eat.. ate ard till 1.45am.. then left to return to my uncle's hse.. played uno.. fix jigsaw.. then parents fetched my bro, me and 3 cousins. fetched xiaoyan jiejie back first.. then 2 cousins stayed at my hse overnite. they slept wif me.. reached home 3.20 then 4am get ready to sleep but both cousins cant sleep. then xinyi played songs then 3 of us singing then they dancing lol. then 4.30 then sleep. 8 something they woke me up.. meddled wif my phone like mad.. then i continue sleeping.. at 9 something wake me up.. 11 something showed me my phone dots la took me sleeping and put on the phone wallpaper zz.. blah blah... yesterday was FUN!! took many pictures. another day then upload.

these are today's photos for micro gathering. took it frm cheryl cos mine got probs opening.

outside starbucks here taking then actually jasmine's taking me and cheryl de.. then she said the pple at the back do funny actions LOL.

me and cheryl.. i rmbed we're best frens in sec 1 and 2.

the 10 of us girls HAHA. damm cool.

left side frm bottom: xuan ni, wei yun, emily, limin

right side frm bottom: vanessa hong, vanessa tay, yun qian, jasmine, cheryl, me

today supposed to go church hence i would be late for gathering but in the end didnt go church.. so quickly get ready for gathering.. meeting at 12 but.. all of us were late lols. only xn was early.. the rest of us were late lols. then on the way at cityhall gg up the escalator saw cheryl lols then i was on the line wif emily somemore.. then i juz waited for her cos she was rite at the back.. omgosh she changed alot.. her physical appearance haha. then both of us were the latest.. we reached then saw jasmine, limin, xn, weiyun.. then tried calling miss hee but she didnt pick up.. so we went off first..walked to marina sq.. met emily at there. wow i realised everyone in pl all looks toot last time then come out of pl everything also change.. hairstyle, dressing.. all become so feminine lor haha.. cool. in the end we ate at swensens cos cafe cartel dun haf a table for 9 pple.. then sat there ate.. finished eating le.. suddenly yq, vanessa hong and tay came.. i shocked to see them.. didnt know vanessa tay would be coming as well.. then 3 of them as so much changes la.. all so feminine.. all long hair.. wearing skirts, shorts wadever.. all dress up so nice haha.. then 10 of us sat and we had fun talking.. then asked one of the waiter to take pictures for us.. all 10 girls lol. the waiter had to hold 5 cameras LOL. we posed for so long haha. after which we went walk ard.. walked to arcade.. wanna play pool there but some dun wan.. so wanted to play arcade then like quite inappropriate.. we're dressed up ma.. so walked off decided to find one place to sit down.. saw long john, bk, kfc.. no space.. went in mac.. saw a long table but no chairs. it's like a grp of 10 walking in then we juz went out to the open air of mac. then saw starbucks there inside no space at all.. so we juz sat the open air starbucks. the atmosphere quite cold la.. then we seniors giggling to ourselves dunno how to start talking wif the 3 of them.. so in the end talked abit.. then cheryl said take photos since the backgrd there is esplanade.. so we brought out our cameras then some took photos. the 5 of us took.. 4 cameras lols. then soon the 7 of us took cos the 3 of them went toilet.. then got 6 cameras there for wy to take lols. we asked 2 guys to help us take.. they shocked haha so many cameras.. one of them joked 1 dollar for one camera haha. then 3 of them came back.. they took photos.. after which some went off.. 5 of them went off.. left 5 of us.. we went walked ard marina sq.. went dorothy perkins.. jasmine tried jeans there then bought one.. the rest of us so tired lols. then went home after tt.. i took till potong pasir, dad fetched me to grandma's hse..
as usual alot of us.. everyone is present except my cousin cos she's working temp job then too tired.. my grandma's hse is olden days semi detached de.. so super small.. but u know got 29 of us in the hse so crowded..then they bring out the big dining table as usual.. all parents sitting there.. 2 by 2 as in husband, wife.. really nice. then there were 20 plates of dishes on the table.. alot man.. cos my uncle's back frm thailand then he cooked alot cos usually he cook de but ever since he went thailand all the ladies cook.. then it was bday celebration time again. my cousin's 23rd bday!! her bday's on 1st jan.. nice cake frm four seasons.. took pictures, sang songs again.. then we distributing gifts frm beijing lots of it.. keychains, chopsticks, shirts etc.. hang ard.. chit chat.. went off after tt. haiz my com cant open the memory card so cant upload the pics.. tmr gg countdown wif my relatives.. celebrate 2008!!!!

went changi village for early dinner. as usual 2 big stingrays, fried egg, lala, kang kong.. wif my favourite soya bean drink.. then my sis bought fried wanton.. then she went support wj's mum juice stall.. went buy fried sweet potato, tapioca.. went home then left again to town. went isetan mango.. bought tops and skirt.. necklace too.. nice!!

today went cycling wif joshua and bro at east coast.. cycled 2 hours.. funny la haha. after cycling went pedicure.. reached home at 11..


my bro and i both haha eating that candy cane. i too kiddy alr LOL.

ive to do it the hard way..

another gathering on 2nd Jan 2008 lunch.. wif diana... anything contact me thnks!!!

beijing trip post coming up!!!
i tried my very best alr and im not so emo alr!!
no choice ive to do it the hard way.

MICROMOUSE GATHERING on 30th DEC!
lunch at marina square most likely.. thinking of that ice cream buffet thingy cum steamboat.. anw ard there like citylink also got plenty of food.. can see u all after such a long time!!! anything contact me or xn..

i changed my blogskin to beijing scenary de so nice. anw still in the midst of blogging my beijing trip lols. at day 3 only haha. super long. enjoyed myself very much. the best trip ever. best tour group.. best tour guide. everyone's a joker even the ah gong also. the other family ah ma so cute she's 63 yet so young in mind when we talked to her. since 13 of us left beijing first the other 8 leaving the next day. the 8 of them sent us to airport. then everyone is like bu se de. everyone byes here and there. really bu se de lor.. sad la..

this trip makes me happy once and for all and made me think thru many stuffs.
-im not clinging onto it alr. tt's enough.
-haiz stonefish still.. dun wan to give up fine.
-i cant stand it.. so.. ah.. help.. i alr told u liao future i dunno!!
-another irritating argh. let me think of reasons.

im at beijing now!! using sis com cos she brought but cant go blogspot only can go blogger dots. the blogger in chinese somemore lols. beijing super cold.. freezing lols. the river all frozen.. but no snow sobs. but can see traces of snow cos last week snowed. but here fun.. today went forbidden city and tian an men to see.. the palace so big man.. SUPER BIG. the yu hua yuan also got haha saw on tv now can see rl.. anw everything also can see.. like emperor, empress, empress dowager, concubines sleeping rooms.. prince studying place etc.. many stuffs and interesting history.. tmr gg great wall of china and hot spring haha.. continue after i come back..

met jieying, junhao, joshua at orchard mrt station in the morning. i wore dress again wif heels then i think quite kua zhang cos like gg for dinner. then joshua & jieying kept saying cutie voice dots. walked to cine to buy tix for alvin & the chipmunks after which went long john to eat lunch. today's super fun and the whole day was so lame cos both josh & junhao kept saying cold stuffs. very cold today lor haha. "cold" and cold cos of weather so add up together can u imagine how cold it is? then walked rd & we went 9th floor to take a look at the e-max thingy. wow so big & there were so many rooms. soon it was 2.15pm went to 4th floor bought food then went in cinema. alvin & the chipmunks is so nice to watch. i tot enchanted is damm nice alr but this chipmunks can be comparable or rather nicer. damm cute haha. i love their very first christmas song. the hula hoop part so cute. i love the ALVINNNN part haha. the 3 chipmunks the way the move chao funny. but i think enchanted the chipmunk that witch & princess part which he acted funnier. i changed my blog song to tt song and it's part of the movie part. after movie.. went hotel take pictures lols cos no other places to take ma.. after tt went walk everywhere.. then jieying need to leave first at 5pm.. then me and them went to walk till dhoby gaut frm orchard mrt.. then etc blah blah.. then went home..

went out eat wif family to eat.. then i think cos i wear too kua zhang. those pple at the teochew porridge there staring non stop sia. then got this cute boy who's helping out shld be 15 years old ba frm start till end of dinner staring non stop =.= then i stared back then both stare at each other z.

haha juz take at the teochew porridge there. all florescent lights there. super bright. i went there cant look up.. i can only look down. anw pictures for today's de will post after i come back cos quite a number. anw time to go! woah my sis bringing laptop lols. thnks all for wishes too! will bring back souvenirs & kong ask me go buy accessories or clothes for him =.=

at home take de haha cos bringing this cap to beijing. tried to find the other caps but cant find. those like how to say leh. slanted de.. tt kind like fiona xie got wear be4 de.

hmm ahh lost. dots la. dunno wad u talking lor. then suddenly change tone zz. yea i'll la.

shat dunno la. . sorry i dunno wad to say so juz leave those msges alone.

great man jh wanna help me so tt i can overcome future "monsoons" haha.

today's lesson for econs was tiring for me. i nearly fell asleep.. luckily the tea during break kept me awake after tt. banking lesson, yiling and yentinge went too.. so we sat together.. and this joke came along.
yiling: charmaine, this thurs wanna go zoo?
I: (super shocked) huh zoo?
yiling: ya zoo, UOL zoo.
then i thinking huh wad uol zoo thingy? i tot she wanna go zoo then okies lor go zoo lor.. so..
I: Zoo?
yiling: nono, Zouk..
I: oh zouk arh zz i tot u wanna go spore zoo LOL. cannot wor im alr on holiday.
so funny la.. then i told joyce both of us laughing like mad. then stop laughing alr.. then i tot abt it then say out again then laugh again. i heard zouk as zoo. zouk=zoo?

after sch went funan IT mall wif joyce to collect the notebook at service hub. queue no was 1481 while it was 1439 there so we tot it'll be still long. so decided go eat lunch. ate le went back 1485 le dots. so got another number it was 1555. wow it was like so far away. so we decided to juz stay there ba. so sat at the seats inside waited not very long cos many numbers were skipped. pple not there. so it was soon 1555 do those procedures then she got the HP lappy at the redemption zone. i think those lappy can flip de COOL.

after tt went home then left home again to go Taiwan Porridge at Oasis to celebrate mum's bday. it's gg to move next year cos of the building of some sports hall thingy. came back home.. busy talking online etc, phone.. then cake cutting time. damm funny. it's super hilarious. damm funny. my bro so cute la. he every year give present to mum la. then it's like he wraps the present.. then u know guys probably dunno how to wrap.. he wrapped it so cute. then my mum opened up the present it's a sheep LOL cos my mum born in year of sheep. then my mum said no wonder my bro kept asking which year of animal is she born in haha. then my sis tell dad take kawaii pic wif her. then my dad put cheeze at eye there SO funny la. laughing like mad.. many pictures.. but cant find sd card reader. only found the small de.. need bigger de..

tmr im gg out wif.. haha. watching alvin and the chipmunks. woah watched enchanted juz last tues now watching chipmunks. enchanted de chipmunks so cute so i think this chipmunks also shld be interesting.

hmm i dunno how to tell u leh.. i dun dare say it straight to u.. sorry now im still recovering and currently not thinking of it.. plus thnks for those msges.. touched but still dun haf tt feelings yet. and i think future also not possible.. sorry. we're of 2 different worlds.

today attended youth service at pl. familiar shadows once seen again.. the sermon today is really applicable to me.. talking about unhealthy souls and emotions. the speaker was saying it's normal to haf emotions eg crying even though guys seldom cry haha. abt the part of unhealthy souls.. the speaker listed out symptoms of it and solutions are to Rest in God, Renew our mind and Restore each other. everything thru bible, prayers etc. hope i can do it.

didnt go grandma's hse today. watched STAR AWARDS 2007 at home juz now.. it's really nice to watch. i'll definitely watch it every year including the qing gong yan. this years results very unexpected. i was really super shocked. the top 10 most popular female artisties is so shocking. cant imagine the 7 princesses only 3 got it & jeanette aw didnt get it. im surprised. when ming dao said 2 chinese characters i tot it was her but it was kym ng. anw kym ng also deserved it having worked so hard.. wow lai yiling got it surprised though. the top 10 most popular male artisties is so super nice. my favourite fann wong and xiao zhu giving out the awards LOL & it's really hilarious. so many 'husbands'. christopher lee is so sweeeeettt.. kissed her twice somemore. mark lee's a joker la. that part of the show was really damm high and funny.. xiao zhu so cute he said wow spore here so high de haha. so funny. i didnt expect zhang dong yao & dasmond koh to get but probably cos new pple shld get it le ba instead of the usual one. terence cao is not really in the limelight wor. i rmbed last year he wore the tuxedo so shuai la. anw christopher lee, bryan wong, zheng ge ping, chen han wei, elvin ng, xiao zhu are all so manly and shuai omgosh la.. not only tt 183 club also ahhh.. tall & shuai plus my 5566 wang ren pu haha. wow qing gong yan they still make fun of fann wong lol so funny. i cant wait for both of them to get married..

im totally wrong. cant believe my eyes. not a need to change it. i seen it all.. not me it's U. get it right. _ _ _ R T! cannot be blamed cos the day has not arrived yet..

i believe God will do whatever that is appropriate.

on tues nite my bro and i watched SEA games. the tv stated live telecast and it was showing the swimming events. it was 800m women's medley i guess, my bro & i was watching closely & we're like so damm excited lols. then she won YEAH. after tt it was 4x100m medley for men then i tot the whole swimming event was repeated cos i rmbed seeing on straits times sports section that the 4 guys got gold medal in a swimming relay hence i tot it was that one. however it wasnt cos they came in 3rd. not bad. the guy swimming freestyle is good man. best in asia woah.

my room is flooded wif clothes.. belts..

Wednesday 12 Dec yesterday watched enchanted at ps GV. nice show it's super funny. everyone shld go watch. it's so cute. when the princess is in the real world when she sang the song all cockroaches, rats, mouse etc came out LOL instead of those chipmunks, rabbits, swallow etc in the cartoon world. then in the real world, she makes dresses using the curtains & rug super funny. the curtains all got that shape of her dress LOL. anw after movie went white sands shopping mall met tatarah pple & sis' frens. went kfc to eat. wow big gang LOL. 10 guys & 2 girls in black. guys all 16 years old zz but one girl is 12 dots. that grp wanted to go escape but i cant go la im wearing dress ma.. so my sis, sis's 2 frens suggested pool so we went lor then the big grp went escape. reached downtown went arcade first.. then we played car racing daytona de. i competed wif my sis's 2 frens advance de cos play be4 ma & also learnt be4 how to turn at sharp bends and i got 3rd sobs meaning last lol. then walked round arcade see after which went pool.. played for 2 hours plus.. we had a fun time laughing LOL it's super funny. both my sis and i dunno how to play but her frens know so teach us lor. then her frens paid for us leh my sis gave him 10 bucks no matter wad he still dun wanna take. my sis tried all kinds of ways even when gg home that time take same bus.. my sis gave him the money. both of them pushing each other to take the money till whole bus pple watching LOL. in the end he faster alight at his bus stop then push the money back to my sis. back to story.. after pool went arcade again. my sis played basketball wif her fren share one machine after tt she played alone.. her fren also took one machine to play.. then my sis play stage 2 then tired asked the other fren take over play.. went mac eat mcflurry yummy then walked past a performance being put up for children.. then home sweet home.

took me unnoticed lol.

performance

after reaching home not long ago piano teacher came.. guess wad i broke down infront of her while playing the 3rd movement sonata by clementi and it was near the end of lesson alr. i was stressed up cos didnt practise tt movement at all rather hardly practise piano at all. then i told her wad happened.. yeps.

SUNDAY 19 DEC last sunday didnt attend youth service so just stayed home. bathed etc to get ready to go to grandma's hse. dad came back ard 3 and sudddenly popped out a bubble tea lols. i was happy :) it's my favourite chocolate milk tea hahas. first time he bought for me wifout me telling him to buy lol. i was really surprised. then my mum jokingly said he pampers me haha. every week i'll drink at least 3 times bubble tea. when i was working, i drank chocolate milk tea frm monday to friday. crazy huh. then ard 4 plus went to grandma's hse. oh ya mum bought a chocolate sponge cake frm bengawan solo (since no more prima deli which we used to buy frm) for my 14 year old cousin cos her bday's on 10th (monday) plus her mum & sis came back only on that day frm msia.. so celebrate for her at grandma's hse.. good man she got 2 cakes lols.. one on 9th the other on 10th wif her family. then we played carrom again.. had to wait quite long so in the end didnt play. this period is carrom be4 that was captain's ball LOL. instead i played wif the 2 year old girl so cuteeee.. i had to feed her dinner haha cos she dun wan her maid to feed her. im used to feeding small kids alr cos ive been feeding my 5 year old cousin since she was 2 as well. taking care of her is really tiring haha. she's hyperactive & i muz make sure she does not fall.. soon it was dinner. my oldest aunt & family came over and guess wad- another cake. we were all so shocked then realised oh it's my oldest cousin bday haha. he bought frm four seasons the mango cake. after dinner my cousins and uncles continued playing carrom while my aunts and i were watching star awards prelude. it was really touching and sad watching tt. all their hard work in the past, those memories.. really nice. i watched till 9 plus.. i LOVE the KOPI-O song haha i watched that show every monday to fri morning 10am de on days which ive no sch. then it was bday time. took out both cakes then my 2 cousins-2 & 5 year old rushed to there and stood on the chairs cos the cake was placed on a mahjong table haha. then everyone were like oh it seems as though it's their bday LOL cos the 2 bday cousins dun wanna stand there.. they paiseh haha. then we took plenty of pics. ate lots of cake cos got 2 cakes YUMMY YUMMY.. took many photos. it's really nice gathering.. Every sunday we'll gather & everyone will bring raw dishes then all cook together de.. after tt we'll haf desserts like ice-cream wif 7-up or coke or grass jelly/almond jelly/longan drink/green bean soup.. depends lor haha. so when it was time to go home.. everyone dun feel like gg home.. that nite we went back late cos bday celebration. then my aunt forgot to bring back fruits etc so we make a trip to her hse to pass to her then after which sent my cousin back to her home.

TUESDAY DECEMBER 12 i'll go crazy one day.
i think im too slipshod in some stuffs.
i saw this jc photo.. how i wish it was back to tt time but i still miss sec sch days.. im watching enchanted tmr. at last! nice show i heard.

today went winter wear warehse bought many stuffs like beanies, ear muffs, scarfs, warmer etc.. i cant wait to wear the beanie lol. there are so many mirrors there then saw this mirror make me looks tall lol. decided to wear dress today cos it has been long since i wore one.

After which went hougang mall to eat.. watched the Act 3 drama.. bought somemore wool clothings.. went home.. came out an hour later to eat at Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant at Turf City cos auntie, uncle treating my family.. i didnt know they ordered so many dishes.. somemore so little of us.. my sis didnt go.. they ordered big plates zz. 2 different vegs, prawns, salted egg crab, chilli crab, roasted chicken, pork ribs, red garoupa fish plus one more i forgot and their desserts da mai & mango pudding..

this is my little boy cousin so cute.. he's sleeping..

i cannot let my time juz pass like that.. better spend time wisely...



i cant let myself to be in this situation again. i muz wake up man. i wonder when can i really wake up and do my stuffs properly..


it's nice to have someone to be there for u whenver u need. care and concern being showered upon u.. stuffs done together.. so much memories and feelings. yea frens are there for u but they cant be there for u every sec every minute whenever u need them.. they have their own stuffs as well.. wadever it is, i know it's time to let go.. painful and terrible process juz cry whenever i feel like so tt i'll feel better but i know this is part and parcel of life.. life's never smooth sailing for me ever since Os.. many obstacles but i know all these are meant for me to learn my lesson like wad i learn in my bible study.. wad ive to do now is trust in the Lord.. pray that the right person will come by.

i hate it! i'll never take the bus back home alr, it's too torturing and painful. i'll juz take the train.



my fren and i didnt go in maths lecture today cos the teacher taught probability today.. we sat outside the lecture hall doing the probability tutorial haas... during poa cant concentrate at all argh. it's time to stop!



i wan to watch enchanted!! it's so nice..


this is my pair of eyes haha.. i got nth better to do.

YEAHHHhh i PASSED my FINAL THEORY TEST haha. im super duper HAPPY lols. it was rather scary cos final theory is more difficult than basic theory plus they test all the gears, pedals etc.. i was really scared to click on the button 'End Test' lols.. i clicked many times cos it juz dun wanna end test. finally the window popped out asking if i really wan to end test.. i didnt dare to click then rest back on the chair. then i decided juz click yes ba then i click then black screen wondering if it's a pass or fail lols. then it's pass haha i so happy then i went out of the room a big group of pple sitting out there wondering if i pass lols. they kept looking at my expression.. even the guy sitting on my rite during the test also wondering if i pass. then they know i pass cos i was smiling haha. then i printed the receipt out :) at last this burden is off dun need worry so much haha.


wish u are back.

tmr final theory test and i hope i'll pass. Lord give me wisdom for tmr's test and guide me thru the test. i think im really easily affected by pple lols cos my fren said he passed at second attempt and his fren passed at 3rd atttempt making me more worried..

today during banking many pple were collecting stuffs frm the front la so i tot it was notes. so my fren went down helped me collect then realised it was the first banking test. i tot i would just get a 70% or wad la.. then my fren passed my paper to me. i saw 25 out of 25 i so shocked. Thank God for it. i was like really super shocked cos that day he went thru then he was like saying this point muz haf this and tt then i dun haf ma. then came back he all close one eye sia then i got full marks zzz. today's banking test didnt study at all superb man and tt teacher's super lazy la haha same test paper for all. thnks kong but also useless man i didnt even study at all.. but thnks joyce for helping.. no choice i got ftt tmr i busy studying cos all my facts are jumbled out ahh.

like what she said mentality & determination// no answer then juz wait// reading it makes me more uneasy only. maybe i shld juz disappear for a period of time.

this coming tues is my final theory test im mugging hard for it so that i can pass for the first attempt but i neglected my banking test which is tmr.. i really need to buck up for banking, poa and econs & exams are nearing.. christmas and 2008 nearing too and it's gonna be a quiet night again..

this morning went to plmgss for plmc youth service. today's the first day the service was held at plmgss concert hall. my siblings and i went for it and we were late and we had to enter frm the front so embarrassing. most of the ushers are pl pple lols. i didnt really expect so many pple at the TNG(The Next Generation) service. so many teenagers there lols. went in concert hall my sis saw her fren le then sat together. i saw jessie as well playing the organ up the stage.. then other frens which i saw as well. Rev Peter Koh gave the message today.. then Pastor Reuben Ng was there as well to talk about the youth christmas service on 22nd dec. after which there was holy communion had to go down and take it..

after church service went kovan to eat & buy stuffs, went home followed by grandma's hse.. at grandma's hse played carrom board again.. all the uncles and my dad played hahah all pros de LOL. even my phd uncle came down juz to play dots. then juz now 3 of my uncles and my dad playing wif each other DAMM fun to watch. my auntie also play. rather those who knows how to play carrom all went play. so there were many pairs haha all take turns to play like some competition. whichever pair loses goes out then the next pair comes in.. there were 7 pairs wor.. so need to wait damm long for our turn.. then we were discussing to go for relatives outing.. talked abt wild wild wet, ice skating, zoo, night safari, cycling.. cos we went malacca together one whole group.. six cars driving up together then my dad leading lols. then we went lim chu kang farms & sungei buloh together as well fun!! we're planning to go together again to msia next year cos my cousin still young few mths old only..

i sseug mi gniod enif zuj taht nehw mi ton deipucco fiw sffuts i lliw leef ylenol neht trats ot ome niaga dna kniht fo mih. mi gniyrt drah ot pots gnikniht fo mih hgis. won eh si ta pmac tonnac ees mih enilno. i tnod neve erad ot gsm mih ta lla. i decrof flesym ton ot gsm mih neve hguoht i yllaer tnaw ot gsm mih os hcum. nehw i dehctaw esoht citnamor evol dnik fo amard slaires i dnet ot kniht fo mih hgra.