hope to change my blog skin soon haha.. i need to study hard!!! time's running out. cant wait for june.

haven been updating my blog at all. neglected this blog totally. anyway it's time for me to prioritise my time. thinking of two months down the road & it's my final exams. im so stressed up by so many matters. no idea why things turn out like that. simply put, many things in life are unpredictable & only God has control of it. But i thank God for putting me thru these days. studies will be the first for me right now & i hope i can make it thru till the exams are over.

cny's over, lots of fun. too much to blog again -.- hence im not blogging abt it.

time for spring cleaning. today i was late for school & my teacher walked up the lecture hall to the back and asked me why was i late -.-

studying time! prelims beginning of march. revision in march & april. finals in early may. haven been contacting joyce and clique.. only contact joyce regarding schoolwork.. i dont like to blog, i find it boring. so it will be short and sweet.

does anyone know anything about polaroids? i've been asking all blogshops selling that about it, seen plenty of different cams on blogshops, hardwarezone forums, ebays every nite for 2 weeks plus le.. those polaroid onestep, cool cam 600, all really nice! but after reading many comments about the films which are difficult to purchase, i decided not to follow on that. hence fujifilm white mini 7s would be better. anyone has any suggestions? i need it in 4 to 5 months time.

didnt post for super long already, decided to post one now.. i am not going to state any resolutions because i always do not follow it and will forget after a day -.- have not met up with any frens for more than a month since my sec school cca gathering last dec. met up with iras pple last fri finally. met up at cityhall den walked to suntec b1.. lots to catch up since we did not meet up or really contact for 1 year le lol, plus i dont sign in msn, neither am i active in facebook.

today actually wanted to buy lunch for myself and bro den head home when parents fetched me there.. at hougang mall, my parents and i went ntuc to buy plenty of oranges, all different brands, 3 big packets of rice again plus some other stuffs. they needed to give the oranges to customers.. we took abt an hour to buy everything, i filled in the lucky draws as usual, hope we can win haha. we went to the car, afterwhich i went to buy lunch for my mum and me, bro didnt want to eat. back to car, mum said dad needed to send the oranges to several customers in tuas/jurong like last year when i went wif dad to send mooncakes.. hence i dont mind going with my dad since my mum is afraid of him driving alone for long hours. fetched mum to office first, we went up to have the customer names written on the stickers to stick on the mandarin orange cartons. 9 to be given out, all different packagings. left wif dad and we started sticking the names on the cartons. it was 1.25pm. i told dad to head home to pass to my bro his kueh, same time wanna take my school notes lol, i was thinking i can study in the car -.- went to serangoon gardens after that to look after the car while dad went to dbs bank. left to hougang area to pump pertrol, bought 2 bottles of pink dolphin, 2 bucks for 2, cheap - one for me, one for dad. left to start the journey. took street directory and in the car with dad to find the places. 2 hours plus journey to 6 places, a great time catching up with my dad about his stories again. we didnt get lost at all in those tuas & jurong industrial areas haha, i was sitting at the back telling him to turn where from street directory, there were two he can still remember the directions! i was flipping within page 69, 79, 100, 101.. we went dso, it was troublesome at there again cos need to put hp in lockers and our ICs at the guard hse.. den still need to check the car.. at 4.10pm, we finished everything at last! dad suggested gg to tiong bahru to eat his lunch cos he has not eaten. mum called and suggested to us gg to tiong bahru too lol den i told her that's what dad said too, she laughed. i ate fried kway teow, 2 bucks, cheap. dad ate bak ku teh plus fried kway teow too! dad bought mum's hot cheng teng.. head back to office at 5.50pm, helped mum wif tagging of clothes since she needs it urgently.. finally finished everything at 7.10pm, quickly left office. dad sent mum to bible study, we went hougang mall 4th floor kopitiam den 1st floor to buy bro & sis dinner. dad and i didnt eat cos we were full but i feel hungry now lol. i have not studied today ah! didnt do my bible study yet!!!! went home after that! hammies have grown fatter each day -.- still timid as usual but they're really really cute and chubby. orange one fatter & bigger than white one. sachi also become bigger size ever since we weighed her last time till this year, gained 1 kg.

now my life is just home lol. i just dont feel like contacting or catch up with any friends.. i complained i have no time to meet up with them when im working for my parents, i can only meet my friends on sunday, i dont like to just go for work as and when i like, to me is not right. For me, though they're my parents, still i must treat it i am working for other companies as personal and work are two different matters hence when i am at work, i am 100% into work, no distractions. so right now, im not working after the big argument with my mum last dec. Throughout the years, i have matured alot & it may me think alot. I know how tough my parents work, hence i am really satisfied with what i have, im trying hard to save, like my phone bills, i proudly say i didnt exceed continously for a year le.. last time i do exceed but is a few bucks. if i can walk to and back from hougang mall, i'll walk & save transport fees when i buy lunch for siblings or return from school. i didnt want to trouble my dad to buy lunch cos i know it's tiring for him driving up and down & by the time, he has no time left to do his work, that's what he said repeatedly in office for many occasions but he dont dare to voice out. i dont ask my dad to fetch me from school at all, i dont mind taking public transport back no matter how heavy my schoolnotes are. he's my dad, not my chaffeur with just a call and he's here, i feel that's not right. my dad always insisted on fetching me back to sch, i strongly object & wanna go back myself. they didnt know why till i flared up one day when i waited one hour for him to come. they said they do not want me to be xinku, carry many notes but to me, i told them i do not want them to be xinku instead. however, lessons early in the morning, i need my dad to fetch me to school which is twice per week cos i cant wake up & i need to wake up at 6.30am when my bro already uses this com in my room till 10pm to 12 midnite. i do not switch on the water heater to save electricity bills unless it is early in the morning or my dad will switch on for me because he kept thinking i forget to switch on. usually when i sleep den i'll just switch on the air-con for half hour, in the end i often wake up in the middle of nite sweating zz hence sometimes i switch on for awhile to cool the room down. there are plenty more to say. there's always a purpose behind stuffs i do but i dont say out. family are always there for u, friends do help but they cant be with you all the time. i do not want to add more burden to my parents, hence im trying to help by these mini actions cos they also wont stop working till they're 60 over, so by helping them would be better after all they're my parents, plus seeing how my friends around me are helping their parents to lift the burden too, i really respect them. i am not trying to show how great i am, but i am being truthful here. though there're many attractive stuffs in life like my favourite clothes etc, but i never tell my parents how much i like it, i dont request stuffs from them, but somehow my mum can read my mind -.- also, thank God for the many stuffs which my mum showered on us - facials, clothes, facial products etc.. i know im fortunate but sometimes still i'll quarrel with her over my results which made me boiled up. to me results is not associated with freedom. i feel as a parent, character of a child is very impt. i know every family has different rules, my parents aint strict except wif r/s stuffs where i know some girlfrens my age do have 12 midnite curfew. but for me whether or not there's curfew cos it doesnt matter cos i'll definitely return before 12. in my opinion, i think is dangerous to be out there at nite & it's inappropriate for a girl to be out there late and i do not want my parents to be worrying and staying up late at nite. they're getting on age, it's not good to let them stay up & i wanna let them to have good life. so actions are better than words. i do not like to act filial infront of my frens, i want to be real and truthful. im rather low-key also hence no one knows what's happening to me lol, i also dont blog but after seeing many issues, i decided to just type here about how i feel. everyone has different opinions of course, this is just part of how i feel in my heart.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!

yet another year passed. how fast it is. still remember when we were at singapore flyer area eating at sportsgrill bar restaurant and then counting down. however this year, there's only a few of us. our cousins, xinyi and wenyi came to our hse abt 12 noon.. just slacked around den abt 1pm, wenyi & i went swimming. finally i went swimming -.- the weather was fine, no sun and the water was so cold! to our surprise, there was only one guy swimming -.- so we had the entire slightly wider than a 50m pool to ourselves. we just swam den went jaccuzi to play with the massage thingy. walked to the children's side to play with see-saw to play the water shooting thingy. just walked round the small waddling pool den back to deep pool. bro, xinyi, wenyi & i left at 2pm cos we wanna rushed for that McValue Lunch. however, after we bathed it was 2.45pm. we quickly rushed down to take bus to hougang interchange.. but halfway thru i decided to eat chicken bite set meal at the interchange since we werent in time for McValue Lunch so all of them decided to eat that. but there were no seats cos there were only 4 small tables. so we just bought and went to the chairs of interchange to sit & eat. we cleaned the chairs & it was flithy black. it was difficult to eat z. soon the table was available & i quickly rushed to there. wenyi joined me while xinyi and my bro continued eating there. after which we went hougang mall to walk. coax was having atrium sale so i looked around & decided to buy 2 blouses, so cheap -.- den cousins & bro went cotton on to see while i paid up. continued looking at the main coax shop, the tube dresses were nice! 12 bucks only =.= but i cant buy le zz. why everywhere is having so much sales -.- competition is so great. we walked back home after that.. played com awhile den abt 6 plus, dad said he wanna fetch us to hougang station. cousins & bro wanna watch movie - alvin and the chipmunk 2. so my cousin checked thru & saw that there's still back seats available for the 7.55pm timing at cathay cineleisure. so we quickly took train there & reached at 7.20pm.. i called joyce cos i've no idea to walk left or right LOL. finally reached cathay, went took escalator down to buy tix. left front row seats, my bro still wanna watch hence we booked. luckily there's discount for uob, not bad. we quickly took lift up to 6th floor but went down 4th floor to buy popcorns & drinks. rushed to 6th floor again to enter the theatre. the movie was GREAT! so funny! (to be continued tmr)

i've no idea why i dont like to blog now. hmm. i dont really like to say out my stuffs.. hmm.. im inactive in everything like facebook, didnt login for a week i think. my lecturer kept joking abt fb which make us laugh like mad. he was listing an example as regards to the topic he's teaching & he was saying "one day, you are going on a date with your gf. you cant be suddenly thinking of my restaurant city, aiyo dunnno what food will i get leis, den wan to chiong home to see what food will u get, whether your employees got energy not, den u go home see, aiya same egg again, i dont wan egg again" LOL when he said that, the whole class laughed like mad!!!

simply super inactive in blog. kinda lazy to blog now. anyway today was mum's bday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! went eat at jumbo restaurant at nite.. yummy food. shall talk abt it tmr.

i realised i didnt go to my blog for super super long. met up with joyce, samihah and peng siang after the last meet-up in april with 7 of us though joyce, keng ngee and ps met just recently.. went to eat dinner.. den ps suggested sitting hippo tour since it was raining today.. anyway the ride is free cos ps and his dad work at that company.. so today was the 3rd time sitting open air hippo tour for free haha.. that time went zoo with joyce and ps for free den nite time went sit spore flyer with 2 of them plus keng ngee for free too!!! love it. plus today the hippo tour we sat was different cos it's for the orchard lightings only and it's strictly for tourists only so even singaporeans cant get to sit the bus. It's free for tourists anyway. took so many pics, really really nice. the lightings were just above my head haha. really close. shall continue tmr.

i realised how long have i not blogged.. not really into blogging, no patience to blog. it seems i got many many stuffs to do.. anyway thinking abt my childhood and pri/sec school days.. i do have temper lol, one period my frens all hate me z, still rmb sec 2 i was super rude to parents, shouting at them when i was studying for exams.. still rmbed how angry my dad was, i just locked myself in the room. my mum was shielding me, but dad was super furious knocking on door. i even packed my bag one day & wanted to leave home LOL -.- my sis was super nice, she helped me alot.. i still rmb i was packing, den i think she told me dont ba.. den later she helped me take necessary stuffs like plasters all these. but i still rmb primary school i kept scolding my sis zzz. but i rmb how protective i was towards her since she was born.. mum told me i'll definitely give my things to her den take care of her.. like when she's primary one, she learnt ballet. i brought her to ballet classes in my school. once i got remedial, i told my frens to help me help her change.. i'll watch her dance her ballet.. got once a prefect scolded me for long nails while watching her, i controlled my tears, nearly cried. anyway i was super demanding, anything i not happy, i'll scold my sis.. but as i grow old to sec 3 and 4, my temper suddenly change better, i know how to think le. to be continued..

didnt have time to blog.. attended my friend's ms wedding. so many pple voted love and hate -.- i really wonder how much time they have spamming the hate votes dots -.- anyway grats jasmineee (: it's under the wedding photo for the day.. i can see myself there clearly lol. nth pretty much to blog, just as per normal..

shall update more next time..

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back to spore. super super tired. mum and i are aching all over cos walked alot den bought alot of clothes stocks but we all hand carry for hours.. my mum sprained her leg too cos walked too long. my shoulders are really pain.. legs too.. both mum and my feet at the bottom are having even bigger blisters.. enduring the cold weather of 10 degrees too.. we didnt bring any winter wear cos it was said to be 25 degrees.. but weather suddenly changed on 12th night and when we reached on 13th, it became 12 degrees dots -.- den past few days was 10 degrees.. yesterday was 7 lowest at nite -.- worst is taking train to our hk hotel on 16th -.- over 1 hour ride and we couldnt find the lift.. carried up luggages over 30 kg up many flights of steps.. they have so little escalator up that exit -.- den reach alr still need to pull to the Park Hotel which was abt one train station away -.- we took more than 20 mins to walk to Hotel.. keep stopping more than 5 times to rest den continue pulling and carrying the luggages and bags.. going to buy clothes stocks also super tiring cos too many clothes.. more than 10 kg we hand carried for hours cos too many shops to see but mostly all winter clothings.. we have no time to shop at all, buying for boutique stuffs.. also short of money, trying to save here and there.. we ate 2 meals per day.. one hotel breakfast den at nite is dinner.. in hk, we ate morning breakfast, late nite dinner too, 1 or 2 days we ate 3 meals.. oh ya saw yan xing shu from 183 club.. standing just infront of me cos my mum and i needed to take the skytrain to our gate so when i entered in, yan xing shu was inside le.. so i was just looking ard den saw him and realised he looks so familiar.. i looked more and found out it's yan xing shu -.- so tall lor and muscular.. wanted to ask him for signature which may be ridiculous but dont dare lol.. i just watch him lol see where he goes.. zz he also went to the bookshop to read books.. den i walked past the belts and saw taipei so perhaps he's taking back to his country..

to be continued..

fetched bro from hougang mall today. bought chicken bite set meal as usual from interchange. bought some bread from four leaves. bathed hammie & washed tank & stuffs, the hammies are super cute.. sachi doggie cuter lols, cant stop playing with her. everynite i definitely go up to parents room to play with her.. wanted to bathe her today but cant since i need to practise piano. shall bathe her tmr. will be leaving for hk this fri at 8.05am flight meaning i need to reach airport at 6am plus gosh. back on next wed near midnite.. on business trip, leg power must be good haha cos need to walk for the whole day and for days.. that's the cons for fashion line. that's all.

not blogging much. quite bored. will be overseas from 13th to 18th nov.

it's best not to interfere and i better not. i rather be low-key..

z caught a flu which makes my body weak and tired -.- wanting to sneeze all day long.. ate flu medicine after mum's nagging..

nth much to blog.. just office and school..

hope i can get down to studying.. must start early..

busy day, tired.. but im glad it's all of good use.. just now dog keep vomiting -.- vomit whole big pile at newspaper in parents' toilet.. den her own bed.. den corner of parent's bed.. dad had to bring her out.. den she came down vomit again so i cleared..

today had school from 8.30am to 3pm, was late cos i was really tired since fri it was 8.30am class too.. went boutique after that, many pple there.. thank God for the good business.. as usual all tot im my mum's younger sis lol? so many piles of clothes everywhere again -.- find all the plastic bags with the correct clothes article no outside to pack the clothes in one by one.. too many taken out to try cos alot of pple.. den 3.52pm, helped mum to put coupon for 1 hour.. den 4.50pm, went up food court to eat our lunch.. went back boutique to get trolley.. no idea why when i carried the trolley on right hand just for 5 mins and the whole arm became pain & numb.. my handbag & my notes etc on the left hand is ok. anw went home after that.. continued the game played by my dad on com.. den dad watched me play also.. bro also after his tuition den he took over.. fed doggie.. dad went buy dinner.. den cleared doggie's poo.. den she just stayed at one corner refused to move den came in my room also.. bro rekconed there's poo stuck there but i said cant be.. in the end mum carried her up den pass to me.. den she was leaning against me.. indeed really got alot of poo stuck there -.- quickly brought her to toilet to wash up her backside again.. den i have to change my top.. cleared doggie's urine.. she always do things halfway de.. i went to bathe & lied down for awhile. dad came back with dinner at 8.50pm.. all of us ate ice-cream after that.. mopped kitchen floor twice cos so dirty.. den mopped living room.. cleared her urine again -.- she drank alot of water -.- den went do bible study at living room with mama while bro is studying & dad's ironing.. soon dad went up at 10.30pm.. caught dog upstairs using the "gai gai" method again.. den that's when she vomited.. brushed up after that..

i cant stand pple who are not real infront of frens -.- trying to be an angel z? i feel that whether or not your character is good, pple can see by your actions. words are just words after all, no actions come out is useless.