time to update again. will blog about my last day at work, a pretty touching and saddening moment. Only continued my contract till 30 nov due to hectic school time-table in dec which will be tues to sat. So Monday I've alr let my mum know I'll be going to her boutique. No idea how much of my money shld I change for the Taiwan trip with my family. Shall continue blogging when I'm back home. Currently at tampines mall with parents and bro.

getting lazier to update my blog. First of all, thank God for giving me such a great job with great colleagues! getting lazier to read the bible each day z. lazy to cut my nails too ._. anyway hope taiwan's rate is better. im changing my money to twd also so that i can buy my stuffs there~ helped parents to change money too since the rate here is better.. anyway, bought many stuffs online ever since i started working in june.. just purchased from agneselle the jacintha tube top in blue, really nice but in backorder, so perhaps that's for cny lol haha. feeding hammies everyday & playing on playpen most of the days after my work or school.. time to buy some treats for them again. work's ending nov 30, cant afford to work any longer due to tight schedules, only one day available. was thinking to go parents office to help on that one day since they're very busy.. alot of pple are wondering how come i got so many clothes to wear to work, they're my mums except those that i bought from online myself which is alot lol.. i dont wear my mum's clothes first, i'll only wear it after she wore since it's her though she asked me to wear it first but i refused, it's something not right. im glad she's small size!~ i have been supporting myself since i was working in iras after JC including transport fees, food.. even when SIM started too & i worked in best denki during 2nd year break & 3rd year break helping at parents office, i refused to take money from dad when he kept insisting on giving me.. so right now too, i will never agree to having monthly allowance so my parents will never attempt to deposit any cos they know i wouldnt wan. moreover our parents pay for our school fees, it's more than enough. im alr considered fortunate as compared to those who need to study part time and work full time or those who have to pay back the bank loan. also, going to iras by train myself, even in jc and sim i took bus to school myself.. even working in raffles place for near 6 months, i took train there & back without fail, proud to say i survived the crowds since raffles place is the main working area in spore & everyone starts work at 8.30 or 9am. but i had great experience working in there.

28/11 (sun) - church with parents! YES, Lord have your way with us! Pastor Reuben preached today again, never fail to laugh.. what he preached today is intimacy btwn God and us. It does not matter who prays for us, be it the pastors.. ultimately, it's still the connection btwn God and us! after church till 2pm, ended very late today. went sheng xiong supermkt building to eat, den shop for groceries & back home.. going to grandma's hse soon.

27/11 (sat) - school in morning. went hougang mall den saw atrium sales and it's shoes, tempted to buy and bought one heels - http://i54.tinypic.com/21xy5t.jpg. den to ntuc to shop for the ingredients for http://www.cookoff.com.sg/fco/#familyrecipedetail?recipeId=58. bought many stuffs like 30 eggs, boxes of betty crockers, icing sugar etc.. dad was round the corner so went car park to find him, den off to office with bro too to eat our lunch there. parents and i ate only, reminding me of the time when i helped them last year may till dec, eating lunch together everyday. home at 2plus.. slept thruout till 8plus. really tired from last nite's dinner. den ate dinner at home with parents & bro.

26/11 (fri) - school at 12pm.. den chiong off at 5pm back to office haha. in the end, it was still early, just sort abit of tax certs cos i was bored. about 6.45pm we left, walked to fullerton hotel to take bus 100 to park royal hotel.. alighted one stop earlier, we walked there. really fun!!! i enjoyed myself to the max! so much laughter, everyone like so high lol, away from office formalities. i laughed non stop, really great bunch of colleagues. gonna miss them when i leave awwwwww!!! cass, yvonne and me tong bang linda's husband car, dropped off at sengkang mrt.. me and cass took 161 back to hougang..

25/11 (thurs) - working, simply dislikes those man who are squeezing so close to u in the train. im alright with taking trains in morning, i love to see everyone chionging to work lol, so big crowds at raffles place with trains coming every 1 to 3 mins. mum told me to meet her at orchard after work since dad was fetching her. den walked round the cosmetics area looking at anna sui, chanel, shu umera, all so expensive. parents and i bought fries & ice-cream at mac.. home sweet home.. dinner with parents and bro, parents cooked (: Thank God for mum's eyes.. she went nuh to have her eyes checked, glad that all are perfectly fine. previously her veins broke cos of her moving heavy stuffs up and down when my parents are shifting office.. so being referred to nuh by Dr choo when i visited the doctor on 7/11 with her.. hers is monovision meaning one eye can see far, the other can see near.. so the doctor said it's a blessing to have that, not like what the optician said earlier. So mum msged me to let me know during my work but couldnt reply much since im working den talked about it after we met at orchard..

24/11 (wed) - school. was feeling uneasy thruout. really creeps me ._. slept thruout the one hour journey back home as usual. bought dinner, chiong home to eat at 8pm, piano lesson at 8.30pm!

22/11 & 23/11 (mon & tues) - working.. heavy crowds in morning, packed like sardine. really an experience which i really wanna work in raffles place next year. so much food around also, never ending. bathed sachi doggie with mum though i bathed her few days ago alr cos she poo-ed and it was all over her body :/

21/11 (sun) - church with parents, lunch at kovan (: ntuc at hougang mall, mum and i saw those recipe cards, really tempting to bake. back home, left soon to grandma's hse.. chit-chat session as usual. and we had steamboat! 3 familes only but look at the amount haha! ate sponge cake from osaka, yummy, uncle & family went there for holiday.

20/11 (sat) - school in morning. went hougang mall to mini toon for shopping! 50% discount. bought many stuffs which i uploaded on facebook.. kites for family to fly at field next to my hse, photo frame, iphone 4 cover for fun though i dun own one etc.. that time national day they had 45% off and i spent 48 bucks..

15/11 (mon) - work.. colleagues treated me at a korean restaurant.. farewell lunch. thanks alot!

updating soon. this is more of a personal blog perhaps. anyway do support http://www.i-wakawaka.blogspot.com/ my friend DIY all the earrings herself, it's really superb. she actually drew those, pro! u can even give her the designs u want and she can draw it even with any names u wan it to be on the earrings. stay tuned!

tried this formspring thingy which is shown on the left of my blog.. saw many pple having it on blogs which i find it interesting. there is no way to track who post the questions unless u login your account to post those questions.. gonna change the pics soon too!

Thank God for his grace and a great abundance of blessing. was quite busy with loreal stuffs, got selected for project video review for their facial cleansers & HiP-notizing eyes competition hence i got those products free.. let mum use the one for dry & sensitive skin which is suitable for her skin type. i love the white one, for blemish prone skin. also won the contest for White Perfect Challenge and got a 50 bucks goodie bag which contains those perfect white product range - toner, cleanser, night cream.

gonna be a super long post. sick for 3rd time, took previous medications but of no use. blame on myself not drinking much water at office.. got scolded by mum badly cos i fell sick for many times and it's so dangerous, so was listening thruout, i didnt say anything cos i agree with what she said.. i dont take my health seriously :O Really pray hard that I will recover.

next, i also dislike people who only know how to say & judge people, while they themselves are even more guilty of doing it. Those people always think they're right and never wrong, hypocrites.

has not met up with any friends since bintan trip from 17 to 18 oct, mostly at home to tidy my stuffs.. had MC today, didnt go to work. cant wait to go to work tmr! using com, gaming, playing with dog and hamsters, making another toy - monkey bar for hamster to play with, and their playpen.. took many videos and pics of dog and hamsters playing together LOL! will upload on facebook :O will put the links here after i finish editing and uploading. this are 3 links. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RKiD_yMjs8 and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lHT7vgiimT0&feature=youtube_gdata and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dS7CEj7ejNc&feature=youtube_gdata

7/11 (sun) - doctor with parents, den supermarket.. home.. grandma's hse.. catching up session with relatives..

6/11 (sat) - morning was school, den went yew tee flea market to buy hamster treats, water bottle, dog treats for dog.. rather heavy. now hamsters got plenty of food as usual! last week also bought food & treats. anyway yeah, im solely supporting my hamsters all along besides supporting myself, it has been more than a year since i kept hamsters le. anyway back to the story, i tot i needed to take a bus from yew tee mrt station as seen from the map i saw at the station.. i boarded bus 807, tapped the card & asked the uncle, only to realise it's about 10 mins walking distance.. hence the uncle cancelled the trip fee for me. alighted & few helpful ahmas asked me where i wanna go and they gave me directions, thank God! went amk to meet yl & j & someone (forgot name), ate at new york new york, listening to those insurance plans by that person.. nearly fell asleep. back to hougang popular to buy board for hamster mazes! was carrying many bags and had difficulties walking to the shuttle bus stand. and it suddenly poured heavily, phew didnt get caught in the rain.

5/11 (fri) dinner with parents, bro & boutique's salesgirl at JuXiang.. yummy food..

4/11 (thurs) followed parents to office to photocopy many stuffs.. back home.. packed my room thoroughly, all my notes in place finally. it was like all over the place.. sister baked chiffon cake and she told maid to video tape the baking process ._. it's really not bad.. she also baked cookies too but too bad i cant eat. washed one hamster tank and bathed hamsters..

1/11 & 2/11 (mon/tues) work work work. squeezy train as usual. always kana pushed when pple are trying to get out but couldnt get out at all cos there's simply no space.. work was fine, chiong work.. so excited about the division dinner! so glad im included too ah! hopefully it'll be at beach road, park royal hotel.

31/10 (sun) church with parents.. den fetched bro from home, lunch at hougang mall.. groceries shopping.. back home and to grandma's hse.. helped mum out with mixing of mango drink, cutting/squeezing orange... etc.. serving food.. getting rice.. whole kitchen crowded with some helping out..

now time to show all the stuffs i bought this month LOL! no idea why i kept spending my money this month :( plus with hamsters expenses aw. runched toga & printed mini-chiffon dress from lovebonito - 28 & 28.50, white tube dress from agneselle - 28.20, stripe top from taiwan tokyo fashion spree - 11.50, maxi tube dress from bugis - 15, two pairs of shoes of about 24 bucks each.. will post pics soon.

24/10
church with mum only. drove mum dere first den parked and walked over to church. hougang mall for lunch, bought lunch for dad and bro den drove home since mum needs to buy groceries for grandma's hse.. drove back to hougang mall to fetch mum.. den mum left first since she needs to cook, while i went there to shop for my shoes! bought two pairs at different shops, love it. but money gone lol. family came to pick me from hougang mall since on the way to grandma's hse.. dinner, abit of coloring session, talking session at grandma's hse.. anyway yeah i think im crazy, asked my fren to help me buy 15 masks from korea faceshop haahaa cos it's cheaper.. must start using alr..

23/10
ate breakfast at LJS hougang mall with E. was nervous that my hands shook while drawing my eyeliner hence it was messy :/ no idea what's gonna happen next also..

21/10
just a brief one before i post a proper one. went bintan on sunday, slept for 5 hours on that nite.. woke up to watch sunrise. i really brought a luggage, super heavy.. up and down the train and sbs bus to go to tanah merah terminal.. and also back home ._. it seems i brought goldbars like that zz. den monday i returned home, unpacked every single thing, placed back whatever i brought from home right at the proper place. den did loreal project review video till 4.30am, woke up at 7am to go to work, just feel like sleeping while standing in train but it's overcrowded. den at work, no idea why got energy, just chiong work. nite was bsf, i was really tired alr.. wed was school for 6 hours.. today was work for the whole day.. tmr work, school, loreal. busy day.

busy day. school in morning, rushed to sembawang to meet yl. ate at sun plaza with her den walked to her hse.. i had 4 loreal cleansers with me, my notes, jacket, handbag, really heavy lol but luckily there're seats in the train.. brain storm, script writing etc, yl's really good at it, that's why she won many many trophies for video making/editing! left about 4.30pm, went hougang to meet jm.. went ntuc to buy tidbits, potato chips etc for my trip den walked home with jm.. taught abit of piano to jm, just one part.. she left at 8pm.. packing time, had to bring mum's laptop no choice. so many stuffs to bring :/ heavy. taking train to tanah merah station tmr to meet my frens. forgot to withdraw money just now for the trip expenses since bintan uses SGD z hence asked joyce to help me withdraw while i ibanked it back to her! time to sleep. Pray for journey mercy & that the video taking would be a smooth, good and successful one! all the rushing makes me lose weight in a day lol? i lost 2 kg in a day after gaining 3 kgs in a few days lol.

OFF TO BINTAN!

15/10
busy day again. work in morning till 11plus am, chiong to school for lesson at 12noon.. den chiong to loreal spore for briefing regarding that video review.. turned out the product is that loreal paris perfect white cleansing facial foam.. got 4 different types and they gave all 4.. it will be sold in watsons at $14.90 from nov onwards.. got the briefing from loreal staffs, well-dressed up, so modern, one is ang moh somemore.. den the other two are from flip camera company, teaching us how to use the camera etc.. left to somerset 313 to walk, den to bugis to shop. bought a tube maxi dress & a pair of earrings x3 spent my money again ah. few days back also bought myself a BODYSHOP foundation brush during my work lunch, original price abt $23, 25% off now but i have yet to use. parents & bro met me there, went eat.. den i left to tanjong pagar, dropped by boutique den to telok ayer street for Truffs event again! cousin was there and only den to realise he was actually the one who organised it ._. he and his grp of classmates are doing a project on using media to create social awareness hence using facebook to advertise his fren's famous Truffs shop which was on tv last week.. anyway my cousin is doing his masters in NUS now.. love the Truffs session! parents+bro came over since they're nearby.. home sweet home.. tried 3 different types of facial wash alr :O told sis and mum to try also lol.

tmr will be another busy day. school in morning, waking up at 7.15am, den to meet yl for help in my video thingy... den back home to meet jm for piano session! den i've yet to pack my stuffs for my bintan trip this sunday and have not bought anything yet Z. everything has to be done tmr!

14/10
went parents new office in the morning to help them with some stuffs like computer etc.. den aunty lily and uncle soo lee came, didnt see them for years! very busy at office, bell kept ringing non stop, mum's phone too.. we went up and down many times since it's 2 stories and the door is downstairs.. den parents desk and computers also different places..

going to loreal spore office tmr to collect the set of free loreal skin products to use which are not launched in Spore yet & i will be loaned a flip camera hence there will be a briefing on how to use it. need to do some video review thingy on the new products :O

going off to bintan this sunday already with my frens.. 2 days 1 nite.. i paid about $124.. quite cheap.. breakfast + nirwana resort hotel deluxe room + ferry tix.

nearly fainted in the train yest. black vision. partly due im sick and i was being squashed to the corner where there's no air. i couldnt even squat.. i nearly broke down to cry. but i prayed to God and my vision came back.. rested at dhoby station. my colleagues saw me went in office looking so pale, they were so shocked to see, asking me if im fine.. another one saw me at dhoby station lookin sick hence asked me at office.

busy busy busy schedule

mon & tues - work since morning till 7pm.. bible study on tues nite till 9.15pm
wed - school from 12 to 6.30pm. piano at nite..
thurs - school (random timings & weeks)
fri - work from morning till 11pm+, school from 12 to 3pm
sat - school from 8.30 to 11.30am, family dinner
sun - church, groceries shopping, grandma's hse/family dinner

so meeting frens during weekdays after work/school..

thank God for everything, his grace and abundance in my life, no matter what, he's always there to help me! met many kind-hearted pple in life!

it's time to bathe sachi doggie again, bathed her last sun alr.. tmr's sun again, how fast. sigh, have not bathed hamsters but anyway bought & collected the hamster treats from clara as well as doggie's food.. anyway was happy to see mum wear the couple polo tee that day, the one i bought for my parents for their wedding anniversary haha! talking abt that, i have yet to upload any pics of the anniversary & mooncake festival, with yummy choco/durian snowskin & normal bagua/yolk mooncakes i bought from kia hiang & also snowskin mooncakes & doughnuts specially for sachi doggie. im seriously sick again, bad cough & flu, blowing my nose whole day long. kept cooking chrysantheum tea non-stop for myself and same time family. parents had been so busy these few days, leaving home early in morning till 10, 11pm den come home cos they're packin to shift to new office. wanted to help them today since i was working yest morning and rushed off to school in the afternoon hence i told the guy who helped me build my com to come earlier but my parents want me to rest at home since i was sick.. so i just stayed home to cook lunch & dinner for bro and me.. washed up all the dishes cos it's really alot from cooking and maid is with parents at old office too. den aircon pple came today, had to mop the floor cos it's quite dirty.. just kept mopping floor many times cos i cant stand it if the hse floor is dirty, den dog kept following me everywhere when i mop. doggie kept poo-ing and urinating when i alr cleared up Z or when im clearing, she does it on the floor Z. guess i'll go tmr to help my parents since it's the official day to move everything over to new office! And Yes, i got a new com, built up one. shall update more next time, quite sick! time to clean dog's business again :( that's why it really takes commitment and time to keep animals. my hamsters are like, im only feeding them daily and watching them Z, den bathing them..

slow and steady. will it win the race?

totally saddened by lky's wife death.. a noble and great woman, standing and supporting MM Lee throughout the years. they're so loving.. Singapore loses a great woman. reading all the articles that i can find online and also the comments on channelnewsasia, as i read, tears welled up in my eyes. this is parts and parcels of life.

i do regret by some actions i did. thinking back, im so childish. i cant wait to start work permanently next year! permanent and better income, financially independent & stable (since right now parents still pay phone bills of 31.04), giving parents monthly allowance, buying even more facial products etc.. cant wait!!!

school school school. still rmb-ing going to school myself since jc time and sim time and back home myself too.. since dad has to fetch siblings to school.. even right now.. i decided to choose 12pm classes instead of early in morning so that i dont have to wake up early and also wont be late for class.. now work also, taking train everyday to work and back from work, cbd area is really ex, erp at least 4 bucks! willl never ever let my dad send me to work.

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27/9/2010 - sister baked cookies last nite. this morning she left a note telling me to bring the cookies to my office :O and haha! my colleagues love the cookies, 2 said it's sweet but it's nice. they love it LOL! it somehow tempts me to bake stuffs too lol seeing my colleague angela baking custard puffs for whole dept on her farewell and they said it's nice too! so i asked her for recipes for marble cake haha! shall bake soon.

26/9/2010 - parents overseas again since yest morning. staying put at home, a chance for me to do all my stuffs haha. cooking, revising, using the com, seeing hamsters, playing with dog always, playing piano etc.. realised that the times which i have gathering are mostly for meals den window shopping or seeing some stuffs.. no more outdoor activities like cycling etc aww.

nth much today. drove sis to hougang station, playing with dog.. just applied that frontline tick thingy for sachi doggie for prevention.. dinner soon.

working in uob till end nov.. im supporting my own expenses, refused to take allowance from parents since 2 years back.. actually even when i started working after JC in iras, i also paid for my own food and transport expenses since i go to work myself! right now as well, i'll never accept any allowance from my parents since in our family there is no such thing as monthly allowance hence they'll never try to do anything. im happy with my life, to me money isnt impt, im satisfied with what i have.. whatever that i want, i'll wait till i start a perm job den i'll buy what i want. that's what all my friends are doing also.. friends supporting themselves by working & studying too. im working only 2.5 days or less per week now, pay cut by alot.. 350 plus perhaps? hence i didnt buy any breakfast anymore at office, waiting for lunch time to eat at golden shoe hawker centre.. den a drink from mr bean..

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27/9/2010 - sister baked cookies last nite. this morning she left a note telling me to bring the cookies to my office :O and haha! my colleagues love the cookies, 2 said it's sweet but it's nice. they love it LOL! it somehow tempts me to bake stuffs too lol seeing my colleague angela baking custard puffs for whole dept on her farewell and they said it's nice too! so i asked her for recipes for marble cake haha! shall bake soon.

26/9/2010 - parents overseas again since yest morning. staying put at home, a chance for me to do all my stuffs haha. cooking, revising, using the com, seeing hamsters, playing with dog always, playing piano etc.. realised that the times which i have gathering are mostly for meals den window shopping or seeing some stuffs.. no more outdoor activities like cycling etc aww.

nth much today. drove sis to hougang station, playing with dog.. just applied that frontline tick thingy for sachi doggie for prevention.. dinner soon.

working in uob till end nov.. im supporting my own expenses, refused to take allowance from parents since 2 years back.. actually even when i started working after JC in iras, i also paid for my own food and transport expenses since i go to work myself! right now as well, i'll never accept any allowance from my parents since in our family there is no such thing as monthly allowance hence they'll never try to do anything. im happy with my life, to me money isnt impt, im satisfied with what i have.. whatever that i want, i'll wait till i start a perm job den i'll buy what i want. that's what all my friends are doing also.. friends supporting themselves by working & studying too. im working only 2.5 days or less per week now, pay cut by alot.. 350 plus perhaps? hence i didnt buy any breakfast anymore at office, waiting for lunch time to eat at golden shoe hawker centre.. den a drink from mr bean..

just some before i really blogged on it. didnt want to post much about my life etc cos i dont like to show to pple what stuffs ive done cos we're doing it for God, not for Man but i guess due to unforseen situations ive to or else some people or actually one person wont know exactly what's going on hence u can see all my recents posts are the stuffs ive done. but i will never promote my blog. anyway sidetrack alittle, was happy the past 2 weeks due to some reasons, really hope it'll continue on like that but it is not any better too, hope there's more advancement..

23 Sept
brought doggie to pet lovers centre at serangoon at 10am for grooming with parents, booked the appt last sunday after mass spam calling as their line were engaged for an hour. ate breakfast with parents there and went back to see sachi doggie. of course, she whined and called for us awww :( cooked lunch for bro and me since im home. and.. usually, i dont spend much, only recently spent much more since im working. recd my pearl powder and brush from http://hues.sg/ finally by registered post, 35 bucks for the products.. bought kabuki brush and concealor from them too the previous time which cost near 30 bucks :O.. had their primer too, not bad.. bought from http://www.lovebonito.com/46-ruched-toga-backorder.html runched toga coral color at 28 bucks, it's backorder hence waiting since early sept.. ordered from http://agneselle.livejournal.com/73404.html#cutid1 the white color stacy twisted belted tube dress in white too with my colleague at 27 bucks, backorder also and by registered mail. spent alot this month le lol plus the ones below though my salary was 600 plus last month -.- but i work there just for experience and my colleagues are all nice pple seriously, it's difficult to find an office with good and caring colleagues leis, and working not really for money but just enough for me to cover my meals at work and school, clothes/face products and hamsters haha. yeah so lunch time, angela and i ate at golden shoe daily haha, 2 bucks meal since day 1 of work on june 11 except two times at mac, once at BK, twice at indian stall! i also skipped buying my morning breakfast from mr bean and afternoon teabreak from that barcook bakery for about 2 weeks which can save me 45 plus bucks lol. but i'll never fail to buy my favourite bandung soya pearl milk for 2 bucks every lunch to keep me awake in the afternoon. started working since june 11, going to work by train everyday, that goes the same when i worked in iras at age 19 after my A levels. also, still rmbing my iras frens and i busy queueing for ATM to withdraw money for our food and also transportation.. as well as working in best denki, taking care of my own food expenses and transportation alr.. though the trains are crowded now that we're touching each other back to front and im smelling pple's hair every morning, it's a great experience. i dont know why i love to walk lol, im very satisfied with my life, i dont complain about my life. i feel that im fortunate enuff as compared to others..

also one day, my korean neighbour was telling me it's good that my mum opens a boutique so i can wear new clothes. she's wrong, i replied to her, i'll never wear new clothes and i'll never ask my mum for clothes. i'll only wear her clothes after she wore since she mostly wear once only for her clothes and that's her money, that's why my neighbour replied wow im such a good girl.. and, most of the time u can see my mum asking me if the clothes is nice or suitable, she's actually buying samples for the boutique or herself and not for me. plus cos i helped her with the boutique for quite a long period of time, i know what type of clothes can be sold in the boutique and fashion now has also become my interest. even the wholesalers also tell my mum that im such a good girl, doesnt spend her money cos for many months helping her & going to those wholesalers, my mum without fail will insist on buying clothes for me but i refused and tells the wholesaler "yeah my this daughter doesnt spend my money.." i was happy to hear that. obviously the person who knows best is my mum since it's her money. not trying to show how good im but clearing the air because many pple think ive many clothes to wear.. is not that, just that ive the same size as my mum, XS but most of her clothes are free sizes and even the XS sizes are big.. even the shorts that ive, she too also wears mine to go out sometimes as she's lazy to go up her room to get. hence im very disappointed and upset after hearing those stuffs but my conscience is clear and God can see.

bought too many stuffs this year.. like after my exams, i bought 4 to 5 pairs of heels/shoes during a period of 2 to 3 months.. yet i have not worn 2 zz. den bought clothes from online & bugis not worn or wore once. wanna sell all of them to get back my money!!! anyway ate the mooncake i bought from kia hiang restaurant at raffles exchange for my family. my gosh, all of us love the chocolate mooncake! got ba gua & durian too. so yummy laaa.. macadamia nut inside also.. den sachi doggie also has her mooncake haha cos me and angela went vivo on monday to buy for our doggies mooncakes and donuts from the dog bakery!!! super interesting right. we bought snowskin ones for our doggies! anyway it's for human consumption as well just that there's no salt or sugar so it's tasteless!

21/9
HAPPY 24th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY PARENTS! 24 years have passed but they're still as loving as ever.. after seeking advices from many frens and colleagues, decided to buy a pair of matching polo tees since they dont have any matching clothes haha! bought grey ones.. my parents love it haha. cake-cutting & photo taking with parents since sis is sleeping and bro is busy.. my parents are still so so so loving and cheeky to each other haha!

many stuffs to blog about. will blog tmr.. school's starting this week le. hence working on mon, tues and fri morning... school's on wed, thurs, fri afternoon, sat morning. didnt do many modules the last 2 years.. school fees was 2k odd last year and 3k odd 2 years ago lol -.- anyway for uol sim, we pay according to the number of modules we take, so it's better.

16/9
utterly disappointed. speechless. didnt want to post much but i think i have to.. im not the kind who blogs and my blog is actually not known to many pple and i dont wish to type many of my life stuffs in here. but due to unforseen circumstances, i guess ive to and decided to let it be known at facebook but it's being flooded by those descriptions above under info.
pretty tired. high volume today, we're stressed up lol. but we power, 3 pple do lol!!! anyway today, my colleague, AL helped me to buy my bank draft for UOL continuing fee haha, wanna thank her alot cos it's cheaper!!! both of us went down UOB plaza 2 to queue up, wah so big and nice! so parents writing cheque to return her the money..

my feelings are like the above.. i really wish..

my phone bills always standard, 24 bucks+5 bucks caller ID with GST. $31.03.. always constantly ensuring i dun exceed my outgoing time but so far okay, tried to use as much to hit 100 mins outgoing lol cos i seldom call out. so my phone bill never exceeded ever since early last year. save money for parents since they're paying for all of us. working part-time till dec for my daily food or clothes & hammies expenses till i officially start work next year june & be fully financially independent.

/edited on 5th sept.

5th sept - church in morning with parents, lunching at hougang mall. home sweet home. tot i was supposed to follow sis to IT fair but she left already.

4th sept - at IT fair with mum and sis since 6 plus.. only left at 9.30pm ._. super tired. some sales guys are so lame & funny. saw many many familiar faces. ate at pepper lunch. dad fetched us home.

3rd sept - brought hamsters to work to give AL two and the hammie baby to let them see. super funny, the baby kept poo-ing and it urinated on AL's table! so stressed by the modules i shld take in this coming final year, was discussing with chloe at office & the Unit Trust guy thru email. met with joyce & ps for dinner, ps suggested MOF at raffles city. after which bodyshop sales at suntec, so many people ._. met parents at there.. joyce & ps bought stuffs den quickly gave to my parents cos they're at the counter paying alr lol! walked to marina bay sands to see the bridge finally, camwhore with ps's new camera. saw the casino entrance finally! we took plenty of pics till we're tired hence decided to go back again next week haha. bused to marina square, met JY, YG, Wayne and their frens outside 7-11 citylink.. bought a drink & went home. rather lost as well and sad at nite but that's life i guess. let nature takes its course but i guess it will be the same since there are no moves.

2nd sept - work was busy, high volume and they're not straightforward kind Z. took train with AL, alighted at AMK. met YG, JY and Wayne, ate western food at S11. drank chrysanthem tea & KOI after that but i kept it for next day cos i was too full. YG drove us back, they sent me back to hougang first, i had heart attacks thruout, kept screaming in car lol telling him to drive slowly & properly. that day itself, morning i drank hot Mr Bean soyamilk, office vending machine milo, some bread stuffs also, lunch was BK spicy chicken burger meal which has coke too, den bought bandung soyamilk from Mr Bean, vending machine milo again! can u imagine these are mostly what i drink & eat everyday..

30th Aug - back to work finally after 5 days of MC. parents were back after 11 days cos they mistook the flight timing. they apparently tot it was 2pm San Francisco time but it should be 2am -.- hence they missed the plane like 10 over hours ago.. i went for this event held by takemetocbd company, eating the famous truffles! i ate the cake & truffles! my gosh, i love chocolate so much hence i really love the cake. so thick and rich.. anybody can go down to sample the truffles as dejected ones will be placed there for pple to sample.. their QC is super super high.. managed to find the place with help from my cousin since the guy who makes the truffles & cakes is his secondary school classmate and also help from my colleague, managed to walk there from tanjong pagar station. http://www.truffs.com.sg/ sister cooked dinner for bro and me, pork chop haha! nice nice!


gosh ever since exams ended & work started, I have not enjoyed myself at all. I wanna go prawning, cycling etc but I have not done any of it yet ._. Work kept me busy, waking up at 6.45am & reaching home only at 7.45 pm and it's time to sleep. Anyway working to gain experience in the banking industry as i've another year to go before i graduate.

fever for 6 days running since last thurs nite den rashes on wed nite, only went work on wed. stuck at home all day long - sleeping, cooking meals, buying groceries, on com.. sis bought cooling pads for me to put, kept reminding me to sponge myself and helped me put the cooling pads on mon & tues (23 & 24 aug), cooking 2 to 3 times.. appreciate alot. relatives visited, called or msged me everyday to find out how am i.. really touched.. girlfrens & colleagues whom called and msged me daily too to see how am i coping.. hais my parents are overseas, miss them.. actually i didnt expect myself to be sick but i know i'll still be home & told my frens to meet me only after my parents are back cos i need to settle dinner for siblings.. but i became sick so just stayed home & cook lol. boring life! dont know what to blog, blog about food zz.

29/8 (sun) - cooked simple lunch with maid.. porridge, fried fish, meat, luncheon meat. prepared the table with food.. dinner at hougang mall with bro. went ahead first to buy spag tops from cotton on & a band from chameleon! bused back with bro.



28/8 (sat) - peiyan aunty & family came our hse to visit today, appreciate alot for the kind gesture.. just cooked simple lunch for bro and me - rice, black pepper chicken etc. woke up at 9.15am today after phone calls spam and door knocks spam by sister ._. to drive her to hougang station cos she's late for her outing. i slept at 2.30am last nite waiting for brother & doggie to come up. dinner @ hougang mall with bro, bought for him that egg omelette thingy & terriyaki for myself.. brought him to see bags since his bday is nearing, bought a bag for him which he wants.. the prices there are quite standard, 35 or 36.. bused back with bro..



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dog had fit last nite. i was walking out to living room.. den she suddenly barked at buses and lightings.. suddenly she felt to the floor in a fit again. i guessed 8th time? the last time was quite recent, mentioned in my blog too. i quickly carried her, she was like so fragile, legs all tied up, unable to move, how sad. hugged her so tightly, telling her to relax.. she was still whining and barking. brought her up to parents room. at that moment, i was so scared she's going to die (touch wood) cos she kept shivering non-stop. at grandma's hse

currently at Foochow Methodist Church sanctuary. helping out with the event they are holding. skipped crab session with frens today :( doubt I can go for the ktv tonight too.
colleague AL finally returned from hongkong trip yesterday, ate salted sotong, wife's biscuit. was sitting at her place for the past 3 days. I port over to her place cos my side nobody le, the auditors all left last month. some of my colleagues jokingly said I got promoted le cos my that colleague is a assistant manager lol, in-charged of our team. Past 3 days from 10 to 12 aug was mostly at her seat unless I need to do the dividends and bonds at my com. It was so funny. Ate with Jo & cher on Tuesday for lunch since MY is on holiday too. they asked me where do I go with MY to eat lunch.

Monday (9 aug) - national day, did wad most singaporeans will do :/ went mini toons for the sales, so crowded till we lined up outside the store past chamelon, sasa & madaboutshoes ._. went with wy cousin, her parents came my hse to fetch me den send us to Hougang mall. Bro joined us after that. Super stunned to see that I spent 47 bucks -.- nvm pay come already. but I only spent 23 bucks on myself, the rest I bought for bro, mum & sister since having 45%, worth it. Wanted to watch fireworks, but stayed home instead to watch ndp on tv. feel so proud to be a Singaporean!

totally agree with what actress/singer, selena gomez says, 'Any crush or relationship is always a big ordeal. To get that one boy to like you and then if he doesn't, it feels like the end of the world.'

6 August 2010 (Friday)

finally blogging about happenings during the past 2 weeks.

1. I would have never thought how busy my life will be right now after working. however im sick =( bad cough and flu. i totally sound like a man. at least now it sounds better.

2. Beware, this post is pretty long hence i have blogged and linked it to wordpress.

though working here is stressful and sometimes has quite heavy workload that im multi-tasking different types of transactions. i cant forget to do certain stuffs as everything has to be settled on that very day. But everyday is so enjoyable. my colleagues are really nice pple. however, monday (2/8) wasnt my day, i asked the pregnant lady (incharged of our pays, leaves etc) where will i be placed in after september. She asked if my colleagues brain washed me, telling me which team wasnt good or good etc. in the end, she wasnt happy with me discussing with them. She talked to me so sarcastically, i was fuming and sad. Since she’s pregnant, i let it go, i didnt want to say anything. somehow, my AM colleague talked to the VP of our dept and told her what happened.. i didnt know that many people aint pleased with that pregnany lady as well as her character has been like that, many people told her off straight at her face but she didnt heal to any. Anyway, i would be helping out with settlements as well, busiest team. I LOVE RAFFLES PLACE haha! So im pretty happy with my workplace just for one nasty person. Anyway, it was fruit party on 23rd july for all UOB office in Singapore hence many photos were taken and uploaded to UOB intranet -.- for UOB plaza 2, i have no idea why only 6th floor photos were uploaded and my team appeared many times yiks! uploaded some on facebook.

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will blog soon. busy like a bee. i know how's it like working again. badly sick, my voice sounds like a man now :O

/edited. post is coming up!

i will never show my feelings. that's me.
i guess it will never come true.
what shld i do?

are they dreams afterall?

monday (19/7) & tuesday (20/7)
work as usual. everyday receiving all kinds of food.. i ate food from msia, hokkiado, USA.. still got more lol. they went holiday, came back all give whole office, 60 over pple ._. today got the stuffs from japan, den still got royce choco dunno from where. plus wang wang stuffs lol. i ate fan cai, raisin cream today from barcook or what, den bought apple strudel also lol. ate with mayyi on monday. i lost about 2kg when i started work, but now gained back 1kg.

sunday (18/7)
parents left in the afternoon for business trip to KL, back on wed early evening. since im working now, cant drive my bro to interchange or buy breakfast etc.. so the car will be parked in the carpark for 4 days lol. for dinner, both sis and i cooked, she's doing the frying while i put those ingredients in.. monday is here again, work tmr but i enjoy working there.. everyone is older than me except 2. mostly married with kids even at my section here, 25 to 29 of age, married with kids aw if not attached. i wonder where's mine :o seeing my parents so loving till now, 24 years of marriage, still as sweet and loving, holding hands even when they're outside etc.. now sachi doggie is sleeping on my bed lol, so cute. when i slept in the late afternoon till 8pm, she was sleeping on my bed with me too. right now, parents r still paying phone bills but mine is student plan, i cant wait for work to officially start, to be fully financially independent.

saturday (17/7)

it was a great day. shall not say much. main highlight is the dinner at nite. parents fetched their business ang moh prinicipal from australia from holiday inn hotel in orchard. i went down with mum to the lobby and waited for her. she came and i greeted her "nice to meet you" haha and shaked her hands. thruout the journey, my mum talked to her, with me joining in as well as she asked me how's it working in a bank. reached jumbo @ east coast finally. sat at sea side, so nice! we had kang kong, thai style garupa, claypot tofu, chilli crab, black pepper crab, man tou, drunken prawns, crispy sweet sour pork ribs.. foc fruits cos the boss is my mum's ex colleague.. both the ang moh and i busy using my dad's iphone cos she wanna show us how her hse looks like in australia and we're figuring out how to do certain stuffs lol, den both of us holding to the phone and looking.. den im attending to her, seeing if she finishes her napkins etc.. we sent her back to holiday inn.

fri (16/7)

in the morning, the lady incharged of our salary, etc came to talk to me about the salary stuffs.. den she said i dun nid my salary urgently arh? i said dun nid, den she said how come, ask money from parents. i was like no, i support myself for very long already, i dont take at all even if they give me. den she said aiya cos my clothes all dun nid to buy, also share with mum de. so i said yeah.. den she told me to wear cardigan, dont so sexy sexy LOL, later boss scold ._. my colleagues asked me what she told me, i told them and all started laughing.. den fire drill. i was super excited about it cos two UOB plazas are having fire drill but guess what. i was told not to go down cos i need to input some impt stuffs with another colleague which we learnt from the fund manager and they need it urgently. but in the end, our system was logged out too since it was idle for long and we do not have the pw, only our VP has. hence me and two other colleagues chatted.. she decided to buy one tights from my mum haha. in the end, they came back with ice-cream roars lol. den i kept saying, kept sighing why i cant go down lol, my colleagues kept laughing non-stop. i simply like my working environment though is stressed but the pple there are all nice!

thurs (15/7)

meet-up with 2 frens ever since early jan this year. had a great time. met at plaza sing, decided on manhatten fish market. went best denki with one (A) first, bigbro spotted me lol. we queued up for manhatten quite long den soon another fren B came.. den B suggested watching movie, so used A's iphone to check.. den A and me went up booked tixs, second row from front, Despicable Me at 9pm lol. soon it was our turn to eat at 8pm.. not bad food. ate till about 8.40pm, then left for movie. laughed like mad lol. home sweet home, plaza became like a ghost town. we took train back tog since all staying at north east.

just some thoughts for the day. we will never know what's gonna happen in the future, only God. indeed many stuffs change, some for the better while some for the worst. even though im at work, faced with those colleagues everyday, however it does not change the face that i still.. and now everything seems nothing. im trying all kinds of ways to hide it, to appear unconcerned yet deep down i so much wanted to... it's 2 months alr :O and my gosh, my frens around me all working in banks zz. 2 at citibank, 1 at barclays, 1 at ocbc, 1 at uob, 1 at hong leong etc..

monday (12/7)
shall post everything tmr. super tired. wanna watch finals last nite but didnt or else i'll be like a zombie in my office, cant do my work at all like the auditor, staring at his com, den dozing off many times. super funny cos he watched soccer last nite. everywhere i go now, i see the word octopus ._. i really wonder if it's really true or just coincidental.. but i know that only God can forsee the future. there's an application in facebook that states "Ask Prophet Paul the Octopus" lol!!! the funniest part is the bird in little india dots. when godbro told me that, i was laughing..

i love the floral & leopard prints tops & the black fluffy skirt. aw.

today is sat, i dont feel like going out lol. dog gets another fit all of a sudden when someone rang the door bell, she was so excited & dashing out of my room with me, barking and suddenly fell to the floor where her newspaper was in a fit. she's unable to walk, lying motionless on the floor. i was so scared, she kept whining. i quickly opened the door to get the food my neighbour made. sachi was wriggling all over the newspaper, unable to stand at all, den swimming position with her front paws wading, i quickly carried her up.. so sad. it's like the number 6 or 7 times i saw her in a fit le at home. so carried her and cuddle, let her relax.. she's shivering and shaking like mad. and soon she's alright.. time to bathe my hamsters again. and perhaps bathe sachi. i said i wanna make a maze for hamsters, yet i've not done it hais. guess i'll make a trip to hougang mall to buy my lunch.

yest was just another day at work and im so stressed though i love what im doing now, since it will be beneficial to me.. saw my sec sch classmate again, she's on an internship at uob by nus or smu, cant rmb which uni she's in. bought a cotton on cap last nite :O i like the color haha.

last thurs, 8/7 it was another wierd thingy at work. this other auditor came over & he told the auditor (let's name him J) that's sitting opposite me to change place, saying he shldnt let it affect him. it was just question marks in my head. den he insisted on J going over to his place to sit, and he immediately brought his laptop all over zzz. den J packed up, went over to his place. den this auditor just wore his ear piece and just did his work, it was so unusual for him to wear his earpiece. enuff of work. actually wanna go best denki myself to change my webcam because it was spoilt. in the end, coincidentally, godbro asked if i wanna go zara sales on fri. in the end, i decided that we shall go. after work, met at raffles place, headed to taka. at best denki, they needed like 3 pple just to check my webcam ._. one guy insisted there's CD driver, i said no there isnt, he can check other boxes if he wants to. another guy said my webcam is working alr. i told him on the first day he worked, but next day it didnt work at all on skype. i insisted on changing to the logitech brand and top up the difference but he said there isnt any problem with mine. if i still wanna change, i must pay 10% of the webcam price i bought initially too. i wasnt happy, decided to go to vacuum side to find my ex colleague vincent since i saw him last fri when i bought it. i saw so little pple at vacuum side again. i wonder where all the pple are gone to these 2 years. there were like more than 10 of us at there, it was like a market place. now only 2 or 3 lol? tried my luck to find vincent but didnt see him. turned my head away, suddenly i heard someone calling my name. my gosh is shaowei!!!! still as tall, handsome & thin with that angmoh look haha. ahh. both me and him ate lunch everyday tog at lucky plaza when i was working in best denki.. i was new in best denki and the vacuum side are all guys dots. beside my hand-held vacuum column was lighting, fridges, washing machines, all guys also, mostly 18 to 24. at that time i was 20. i still rmb brobro and R always asking me go for tea break tog, den we'll be sitting at taka canteen.. or sometimes i'll go with R to help buy stuffs for everyone.. den still rmb J at washing machine section, teasing me & questioning me whenever he sees me with different.. but it was super chaotic, my life was so complicated in there. it was a nice experience working there but super drama. back to the story, shaowei walked over with me & helped me haha. in the end i dont have to pay the extra 10%. thanks! after best denki, went ajisen to eat with godbro, ate cha siew ramen as usual.. went zara to see the sales after that, mostly M and L size. den headed to ion, went topshop/topman, zara, etc.. everywhere's sales.. i love the hats and caps at topman! just tried for fun. after window shopping was back home. parents fetched me at hougang station since they're there eating.

z nearly tripped over sachi doggie cos she's chasing after me but ran into my path when i said "let's go" haha. she's so cute, always wanna sayang her every morning at parent's room. just now my dad is saying he's like a taxi-driver again when i met him at hougang mall just now after my work. he's so sick now, not recovering, yet.. decides to play the piano few days back for wedding dress song & others, recorded it using dad's iphone, shall post one day.

im glad my colleagues are nice to me and they always stuff me with food z.. but there's overtime everyday last 2 weeks.. dog has been vomiting and poo-ing non-stop yest & today, and yest i kept having diarrhoea. i wonder if it's the wheat bread we ate :O today had two funny encounters at office. firstly was the guy who borrowed the trolley, he's working at the opposite unit for UOB though both units are joined to be one big unit. he wanna borrow the trolley at printing room where everyone will collect what they've printed. he came over to ask me if he can borrow the trolley. i was stunned cos the trolley is the property of the bank not me lol plus im just a new staff, he also knows. so i asked my colleague shouting across whose trolley is that, she said aloud can borrow.. so he went to take.. after that, he came back to return the trolley. i was asking one colleague about some work stuffs & he was explaining to me. suddenly that guy stopped infront of my desk and said thank you for the trolley. i was shocked, i seriously gave the stunned look den mumbled oh ok, dots ._. at 6.30pm, when i went back to my seat from toilet, i was surprised to see the 2 auditors there cos that particular auditor sitting infront of me was gone for the whole afternoon. den they were mumbling something i know and looking, i just refused to look at them. the other auditor said so loudly "you dont need me to spell out everything for you right" infront of me. den the auditor who sat infront of me didnt reply him.. -.- i wonder what was going on zz. im an introvert towards guy lol, in my office, i gave guys the cold shoulders but to all my female colleagues, im always joking & chatting with them happily haha.

everything happens for a reason. the more i wish for, the more it distants from me. i feel so helpless for the first time. i love to advise my frens, be a listening ear but yet i myself has so much problems in this area. time flys so fast, it has been near 10 months. Thank God for everything, for letting me move on. I just trust in Him for i know He gives the best to His children.i wanna talk to u but i am afraid.

my dad is sick since 2 days ago, he just called and said think he's not even recovering den saying he's a like a taxi driver for the whole day :/ anyway i think it's fun to take train, i dont really like my dad to fetch me even when im studying in school. now, i've started work since 11th june, i take train myself to work and back from work everyday though i sleep like 4 to 6 hours daily haha, i just stand & sleep in the train. every morning, my routine super standard. wake up, brush up, bathe, up to parents room, den sachi doggie gives that kind of cute innocent look den ears all down, tail also shake abit cos she's still in her dreams lol. den will be able to see she's trying to get out of basket den dont know whether to get out, den i'll tell her "let's go", den she'll jump up and kept shajiao, put two front paws on me den must sayang her. today i was busy looking for clothes in mum room hence when i said "let's go", she woke up and came to me, but i didnt sayang her. she used her front paws and kept pulling my arms, kept scatching non-stop till my hands are pain hence i stopped finding the clothes and sayang her lol till she has enough of it. den basic make-up for 5 to 10 mins, off to work.sigh i miss you.

i realised i didnt blog much abt my sister's bday & father's day which fall on the same day. on 20th june 12.10am, i gave her a surprise, using choco bread and skittles to do this. while i was doing, when it was 12.00am, i quickly rushed back to my room to wish her thru sms & on her fb wall lol. i also did a card for her with some pics in it, did it for past 2 weeks, more details in fb album. gave her 50 bucks also as present, more practical. she gave me a chanel perfume this year as my 22nd & 21st bday gift. so next year, her 21st coming, more surprise for her. next day was church with parents only, lunch after that. dad went home first with sis's cake while i secretly collected dad's cake & took bus home myself. dad saw the cake, no choice. parents went out, hurriedly did the big board for dad. den let siblings write on the card.
nite time was buffet dinner at some hotel, forgot name also zz, best ever eaten buffet, better than pan pacific, park royal cny buffet.. cake-cutting at nite..

surprise for sis at midnite
card+album for sis.
super big board for dad.

left is sis's cake, dad's right.
alr blogged about last thurs (1/7), went out with 4 of them.. den bought hamsters food & treats..

fri (2/7) - colleague gave me this hokkiado bread, caramel de cos i mentioned it in office so my colleague went buy.. den plus the pong pia from malacca.

after work, met L.. it took us a long time to decide where to eat. we decided on ion but all long queues hence went ngee ann best denki to search for our webcams plus his mike. den we're quite fickle minded. went ion to see again, long queue at imperial kitchen. went far east take a look, all full zz. i saw many familiar faces again ._. after walking so long, finally ate at 9++ i guess and it's back to imperial kitchen lol. oh ya went cotton on body to buy lingeries for mum, sis and me LOL. super erm ^^

oh ya thanks Q for the faceshop stuffs from korea (: blusher and masks.sat (3/7) - didnt go anywhere, decided not to go ndp rehearsal, too many stuffs to do.

sun (4/7) - church with mum only. den dad fetched us, bought lunch back home. rushed for the toy story 3 movie at 2.40pm. super touching. love this movie. i cried :/ but nobody knows lol. saw my schmate. den walked round suntec. saw paige chua, michelle chong and glenn ong. home sweet home. had a nice time chatting with xy. next twilight saga..

im too lazy to blog, everytime i log in but just leave it there. many grammatical errors i guess since im blogging fast without reading it. shall upload pics next time. it gonna be a super long post starting from 17/6 about my job, sister's bday & father's day, desaru trip, meeting up with frens. there's OT everyday lol but only for 30 mins to an hour but there's extra pay! im so sleepy everyday, slept for 4 to 6 hours daily only. everytime im squeezing like sardine on the train & i stood there sleeping lol. anyone at raffles place during lunch hour o.o? tmr going out with L after work.. have not decided place hmph. //why i told u that i decided to stop that because i didnt want my life to be complicated and messy again in that area. there's always false hopes, i cant take anymore shocks.

1/7 - work was great today, completed what i needed to do at 5.40pm hence i decided to do filing for them, so many to file again cos everyday we do plenty of lots and portfolios. i did the measurement today for the whole mth of june, i counted 5444 lots & 1000 plus portfolios for the measurement -.- did dividends & cash coupon transactions as usual. bought from the famous bread shop in raffles xchange since i always see long queues during lunch, decided to queue for it today to buy home for all to try. after work went home since it's still early. bro and i took went hougang mall to meet R, Y & Y's bro and J. ate dinner & catch up with each other.. bro didnt talk at all since he only knows J haha. we went hougang mall after that as i needed to buy hamster food and treats den renewed the card as well since it expired. home sweet home.

30/6 - pretty restless everyday. walked with colleague to clarke quay since he asked if i wanna learn how to walk to that station. so i just followed and alighted at hougang, and he at buangkok.

29/6 - i was so distracted at work hais.. saw sec 2 classmate at DMK raffles xchange, working at uob too. decided to meet godbro at ion, ended work at 6.45pm, met bro at raffles place station den we reached ion at 7.20pm. went ion food court to eat. my gosh just that nite at ion saw so many familiar pple -- my junior, pri sch best fren & bsf fren, junior's frens, sec 2 classmate, mum's fren & family, sec school senior ._.

28/6 - though it was dreadful to wake up in the early morning, it was enjoyable at work. bought a pair of heels z.

26/6 - Desaru Trip. woke up at 4am though i slept at 1am z. set off at 5.25am from home. reached around 5.50am.. soon the tour guide came, got up the coach, altogether 6 buses. went for breakfast first, ate prata, not bad.. den to kota tinggi museum, nth much lol. and to desaru fruit farm.. talks about honey.. had lunch there. splendid. so much food k but too many houseflies hence we couldnt eat in peace. there was buffet lunch as well as durian, nonya kueh & fruit feast, unlimited of them.. after that was ostrich farm.. most ostrich de. den dinner soon -.- chilli crab, lobster, canned abalone, green veg, sharkfin soup, deer meat, steamed fish, etc.. off to jetty for fireflies tour. super nice k. and everyone was saying that nite full moon hence the sky may be bright.. we set off at 7.30pm, guess what, the moon was so big and it was a crescent. everyone was wondering why -.- in the end, the following day i read on newspaper, it was lunar eclipse -.- i didnt take photos ARGH. but anyway we couldnt take any pics too, they told us not to take, no idea why. saw the fireflies so beautiful. the whole stretch of river are trees & bushes and mostly filled with fireflies. can u imagine, it's like sparkling christmas trees? after that, we headed back to singapore. cant believe we walked from furama hotel to chinatown station den took flights of stairs down, no escalator down -.- 4 of us carrying 8 big bags of food.. den we stood throughout the journey, someone gave up seat to grandma when we entered the train. salute to grandma, she can walk for so long. for the whole day, we're walking all the way for 14 hours on rocky roads. the roads are filled with stones dots and i wore heels the whole day >.< anyway more details of the trip, do visit http://www.desaruff.com/ it's really worth it.

25/6 - after work, met R, J, QY at Ion. met QY first den J came soon after.. walked round ion to take a look, wanna buy tako balls de den queued up halfway, R called me and said he reached le. we went dont know which jap place to eat lol -.- i never take note of the name :/ after that we went far east to walk and see. went Style to try the clothes.. nice but i didnt buy lol. home sweet home. grandma slept with me tonite since the desaru trip was the next day.

the lady on leave was back last thurs (17/6). we were noisy unknowingly & was so engrossed in jokes when we're working of course but there's too much info in my head that im mixing everything up. my desk is facing the auditor while the 6 of them are in one column.. so i roll my chair here and there.. my nickname by 2 of them is wild rabbit LOL. i left at 6pm+++.. friday (18/6) was another happy day with colleagues who are jokers, most of them are married though but they're young mothers haha, mostly 25/26 years old. after work was meeting mum den went off with her to kovan, order sis's cake.. den i secretly went order father's day cake.. ate steamboat at coffeeshop. nite time busy making sis's card.. den thinking of ideas also. sat was just buying dad's stuffs, making sis's stuffs, bought a pair of shoes shucks, i spent money again. dinner with parents at hougang mall. sunday morning was church with parents, lunch at kovan. dad collected sis's cake & went home. dinner at some hotel which was really good. my gosh, best buffet dinner ever eaten. better than the park royal CNY buffet dinner, pan pacific hotel buffet also.. and whatever buffets i went.

i dont like to fight for the things i want.. im afraid after hoping for too much, everything was just a dream. i guess now it is? im so afraid.