.:thE gaL's r00m:.

pretty tired with the ongoing lessons. had sch on fri to sun from 10am to 5pm and monday 3.30pm to 6.30pm. sat went out wif family after sch and sun i stayed home after sch didnt go grandma's hse cos i was really exhausted. for march and this april, i was either in school or at home. exams are pretty much a nightmare for me, i am so stressed up everyday as those modules kept running thru my head. i am trying not to scare myself too much or else i can never get those facts into my head. sometimes i kept asking myself what do i want to achieve in my life? i will be graduating next year may. time seems to pass so fast and most of us will be finishing year 2. looking back at past years, i regretted many actions i have taken. My parents are right, this is the time for me to study. I will be helping out at their office after exams but i would love to work at the airport because i wanna see those aeroplanes. Anyway since i am home all the time, my dog is the one who accompanies me and makes me happy haha. i still remember how frightened i was when she was being brought to my house on 14th jan 08. i was standing on the chair all day long lols. my sister was telling me not to be afraid. However, as time goes by, i overcome my fear and simply love her now. She's the fiercest dog i ever seen cos she behaves like a shepherd dog haha. she behaves like a real human kid haha i am serious. i will be studying at the living room everyday and she will be sitting on my lap all the long and my legs become numb and stiff. Her wound is healing but it splits open again cos she loves to run and tends to knock everywhere. she still looks cute in her cone. i took many pics of her while she's sleeping in my room everynite, shall post one day. i dont know why i love to bring her to my room and put her on my bed to sleep with me. she's like a super good buddy to me le -.- hence i cried yesterday when i tot my mum wanna give her away but it was my dad who pulled the trick. she's always there to accompany me when i am lonely and to make me happy when i am sad..