what can i do? nothing just wait. tell everyone im alright yet im not. i force myself to eat, force myself to sleep yet cannot force myself to do it. everytime want to sleep at 2am, lie on bed cant sleep, tossing and turning, crying to myself, eventually slept at 4 then always wake up at 8am cant sleep back cos wake up think of him, tears dripped down but what can i do? my mood down all the way. even last nite's training never even train properly gain 30% only, every nite i can up one level if not 90 over % juz last nite, mood totally down. pple ask me if im fine, i put on a brave front and said im, deep in my heart, im not. no laughter, no joy in my life alr. no matter how funny is it i also cant laugh. i can do is cry and wait. i learnt my lesson. no smile on me at all. i see how worried my parents are. they're usually worried abt my bro not eating but now they're worried abt me not eating only. i prayed to God, leaving all my troubles to him yet im still so emotional. Lord, help me pls, i really cannot take it. i really miss him alot. i type this now and im crying so painfully, so xinku. im glad that im able to msg him and talk to him in ms, i cant expect for more, i miss talking to him on phone too. i really cant do without him, cant live without him. now my life becomes so useless, whole day i didnt do anything at all just go in ms so that im able to see him talk. i really cant take it if touch wood he goes to heaven, i'll be crying like mad, cant get a proper life. it's not easy to forget someone when both of u are deep in it with true love.


4th day.

whenever i listened to my blog song, my tears start to drip down. i feel so terrible. the song which i promised to play to him, i dont have the chance to play now. i really wish for miracle to happen.

this is so suffering. all my sorrows are hidden inside, all i can do is cry secretly in toilet, cry when my parents are not in, the rest of the time like now when my parents are in, i controlled myself so hard. this is the worse i ever experienced in my life. sometimes i really want to question God why!!! God plans for everything, he has a purpose or sometimes a lesson to be learnt by us. my mood totally goes down 24 hours everyday, no laughter nth. yest dinner i forced myself to eat the food. i ate so little, got 2 leftover doufu parents tell me eat, the whole plate of doufu and prawns i never eat at all hence i need to eat, i juz stuff the whole doufu inside my mouth. this morning wake up so empty, i cried. now bloggin also wan to cry, controlling myself. mum knows something is wrong, hence i played ms she never nag at all tell me go settle and do my things first. i wan to help my parents do hsework now even ironing i dont even have the mood. i cried and ironed yest, seriously cannot take it, i stopped ironing. i cant tell my parents what's going on, either can i tell my siblings. no one knows what happened. no idea why first time in my life i refused to let go and never think of other choices, i only want one and only of that choice. i see dad moping floor sweating like mad, i feel so terrible after that afternoon my parents still need to go to office to work. i feel so useless in everything, i feel so xinku, why is my life like that? to everyone, when u found the right person in your life, remember to cherish that person, every single moment treasure it, dont wait till the last minute when it's too late for u to regret like the useless me.


2nd day

life's getting worse for me. no appetite, no mood. it's worse ever. mum even asked me today why i looked so tired. sorry for everything, i regretted. ive no idea what u doing but i know u want to play hard and study hard. just to let you know, i'll be waiting. no idea if now u'll still be reading my blog. i wish u will.

1day

hope life is getting better each day. pretty slack at home, sch's starting soon, hectic life again but probably good keep my mind occupied. yeah play hard study hard, pray that i dont give any nonsense but hope u know what ur doing. 2 more weeks or so to wedding. went facial today few mths didnt go there le, the beauticians said my looks changed lols. true, my looks indeed changed haha. hope i'll get what i want, just a simple wish to be fulfilled :]]

Thank God i passed my driving for 1st attempt on 1st august. have been driving parents' car recently, cars honking here and there, rather dangerous. yeah practice makes perfect, i've to get used to auto cars since most of the cars are auto now. hope i'll be able to drive safely in no time :]

beijing olympics is wonderful. the opening ceremony was grand and all the dancers are really good. went beijing last dec, the big scenary pic on this blog is from beijing with my family and tour grp members in the background. we saw the bird nest stadium and the rectangular shape block which has lots of bubbles shape which i guess the swimming competitions are held in there. im glad i went beijing last dec, it was the olympics mood alr. everywhere u can see the 5 dolls -beibei,jingjing,huanhuan,yingying,nini, beggars selling imitations, the olympics store which sells the original and the softtoys of those dolls were huge. didnt buy back any cos it was costly but my tour grp pple bought. watching the olympics on tv, i saw many different events - weightlifting, basketball, swimming, badminton, gynastics. china gynastics are real good, they obtained gold medal. michael phleps is so fast when he swims, he got so many gold medals alr. it was sad that tao li got 5th in her 100m butterfly but anw it was a good job since it's a world event. basketball was really exciting. saw china playing against usa, even president george bush was there to watch. the basketballers were so quick and fast, their reactions were fast and they were alert. so many 3 points throw were made, it seems so easy to them. it was my first time also to see yao ming play on tv, the chinese are patriotic, they're so united when their national anthem was played unlike usa.

national day is tomorrow. i wish i'll be able to watch the parade live one day in the future when im married lols . so fast many mths passed and my school is going to start soon :( back to the boring school life but just hope everything goes fine. gonna buck up and mug all the way.

there were so many weddings that took place this year. i cant wait for 31st August, my cousin's wedding. probably seeing many of young adults since my cousin is 28 and his sister is 23. my cousin's sis, my sis and i are going to be under the reception area, just 3 of us. so excited :] it's going to be held at swissotel. the last wedding i attended was emily's bro wedding in march this year, was scary cos she planned the whole wedding wow. on july 26, there were 2 weddings but i was working hence i cant attend awww. i cant wait to have my own wedding lols.

the apple is still there. no space at all but i'll never eat the apple up.

busy with housework since there isnt any domestic helper. mostly ironing stuffs, washing dishes..

i know what to do already..

things are getting better :]

maid was sent back to agency for some reasons.

hais wishing that i would be cared for yet it's not the people i want it from.

i am missing you so much. thinking of you all day long. wondering what are u doing now. fate brought us together just remembering how we met each other despite the 20 channels all occupied at that time. i have just one simple wish, wishing you are back to me. right now i have decided to wait, no one can stop me. it's different from my past when it wasnt love at all hence waiting is useless. But for you i know u once loved me. how about now? i cried at store for more than 5 times there were more than 50 promoters there, all saw me crying only some know i am crying because i am thinking of you. it's the worst pain i ever experienced because u are the first who truly loves me and makes me feel like i am your only one. I thought that i will be alright since i am working, work will occupy my mind. WRONG, instead i didnt even promote anything at all because my whole mind is filled with you only. the supervisor saw me missing for many times and for very long. i was hiding at one corner of the store crying, i want to stop myself from crying, i stopped but immediately i cried again when i think of you. some people walked past and got a shock cos i was hiding at a corner. they thought they met a ghost or what cos my whole face was red and my eyes were totally red as well moreover it was at a corner which they cant see unless they turn back.
right now all i can do is to wait. I WILL BE AND I AM ALREADY WAITING.

Wishing that you are by my side,

Hoping that this will be real.

Arrows piercing through my heart

Whenever i feel green with jealousy.

Nothing of this has been felt before in my life,

You are the first one who is able to do that.

The feeling is totally different from my past,

It's not anger but pure jealousy.

Things are not as simple as it is,

It isnt a day's happening.

Crying will not make you come back,

But at least that's the only way for me to pour out.

If keeping everything in my heart,

I am not sure if i will turn crazy one day.

I really thank God for bringing you into my life,

At least you are the only one i have no regrets at all.

this which i sent to you before may.

Growing with you each day,
You are my everything.
Over all tides and waves,
Happy is still what we are.
Over all tests and hurdles,
No matter what happens,
Guohong, guohong
UR MINE!

sigh everyday i am crying i feel so hurt when the person i love most scolded me rudely. if it is a friend scolding you, u will already feel so terrible what more yr love one who scolded you.

the counter is there. yes from 800 over days decreasing to 600 over already. im determined! soon my second year will start and after which need to really study hard, do well for exams, year 2 has ended. by the time left 360 over days only.. so excited. then 3rd year over left 30 over days. now im thinking, counter is wrong alr.. shld be year 2011. more days added sigh. think after uni i'll do masters, just nice when he comes out. hais why is my character like that. in real life, im known to be a quiet and timid person. ask all my pri and sec sch frens, im well known in sch for one of the quietest and guai girl. thinking back, time really pass so fast..

reflecting back on the past mths, thinking the times when we were so happy talking on msn everyday. i was so glad abt my name in his phone. my msges thruout his inbox. when my exams came, he helped me alot. at least someone was there to motivate me, prevent me from touching the computer hence i never update my blog nor even go in msn at all. it's surprising that i didnt use the com much. yep it's for my own good for him to do that. my mum for that few mths didnt scold me at all regarding the computer. never ever. i should tone down myself when im online. my real life personality and online personality is so different. indeed when pple is online they will tend to talk whatever they want to since they're not facing the person. for example when im in ms, if someone provokes me, i'll scold the person like mad, shoot that person non stop. however in real life for example my workplace, the person provokes me, i didnt even dare to scold back. i just ignored. real life is real life, virtual is virtual. still rmb the past, during that 1 mth, i didnt even quarrel with the person at all. not even one small quabble. i dont even dare to talk much hence we're outside, the whole atmosphere so wierd. i only quarrelled with him after ending. quarrelled thru online not real life. real life i dont even dare say all these. in real life, i dont quarrel with pple at all. NONE! real life my behaviour is like.. hmm.. pple call me qian jin xiao jie. totally different.

today my mood was up and down. up cos he told me to stay to see him level. omgosh i was so happy =] immediately my mood went up by so much, i was no longer sad. later after that juz only sigh im really sorry. i was too agitated. i talk to pple on phone also different. real life i tend to hide from pple and run away. im shy. during work i stand at my counter never talk to the promoters. one came over and ask me why u dont wan come over and talk not bored meh. i said no not bored ma, juz stand there and dream. i was thinking of him, thinking of him is good enough why go over and talk to them. juz one more time, i cant provoke him. why am i so easily jealous, i must think of the past when i did just the same. yeah i know how he feels but only now then i know it. sighh too late le. i must get the taste of it then i know. ok just endure and close one eye. i must rmb we're frens though 3 years deal is on. still rmb that time get married, i still talking on the phone with him. so nice :] thinking of the scene makes me so happy, grinning from ear to ear. alright i go sleep le.

my mum scolded me like hell for playing ms every single day. problem is what can i do? i wanna win them not only that, that's the only chance of me talking to him. everyone in my family said im addicted. nope im not at all. if there're other ways of communicating with each other, why i bother going in there to play all the time. hais last nite i cant sleep kept thinking of what happened inside there. still rmb he asking pple to accompany him. what am i there for then? so what she's alr married? what if i asked ku to pei me isnt it wierd? not only that still ask if she's his best fren. i feel so rejected and so terrible. last nite cant sleep kept crying. now eyes swollen. is God trying to tell me to forget him? are those actions he did to tell me something? his nick alr changed so much. no more mr goh. still rmb the msges i sent to him, poems, sorry msges.. i read all of them last nite. as i read, i cried even harder. sometimes, i really feel like questioning God, i know there's a purpose and lesson learnt for what he's doing. right now life is so torturing, thinking of him all day long yet not able to get hold of him. what a failure and useless person am i.

blog a post at last. life is full of decisions. once decided, there should not be any regrets. why is my life always like that. so complicated. everytime i must always get into this situation. WHY??? my wish is very simple. i really wish for it to come true.

wish ur by my side.

EXAMS EXAMS!! ended at last but tedious revision lessons are coming soon after which is the final exams in MAY!! prelims aint like prelims more of just sitting there and staring at the papers lols.

1st March
the night be4 was busy calling each other to see who's booking the movie tixs for JUNO online.. in the end michelle booked the cathay one at 3.15pm. she's fast lol cos actually they asked me to book online.. decided to watch juno cos we arranged to go hippo tour and dhl balloon rite.. but ps called the weather station LOL then they said the next day raining so we knew probably dhl balloon cannot le cos they dun operate on bad weathers. anw all the rides are free for us cos ps's dad's in that company so free yippie.. the hippo tour was 12.05pm or 2pm so we chose 2pm since it will rain.. oh ya wanted to watch musical fountain at nite as well then free actually but ps later said need to pay 6 bucks..

finally met them at 1pm but everyone was late... i was latest reached ard 1.20pm.. walked all the way to suntec city.. saw the s8 guy at citylink.. saw a gay couple lol too. reached suntec me and joyce decided to buy that dou sau that bun thingy frm food republic.. you tiao still frying so never buy. ps and michelle went starbucks buy drinks. waited for them then they came.. ps said late alr need to go board the hippo tour alr. then we rushed all the way there.. rushed to the road full of duck and hippo tours.. then juz followed ps board the hippo tour.. lols everyone waiting for us.. we went all the way up the deck.. all ah mohs haha we sat last row cos drizzling.. then ps went front to sit. the tour was round little india, kampong glam and chinatown.. me and joyce like tourists kept taking photos LOL. then suddenly ps dad came up told him that we alight at chinatown there cos it's near 3 le then movie at 3.15.. so we alighted at chinatown took to dhoby gaut walked to the cathay and watched juno there. juno not bad ba.. but really that nice.. muz understand their english cos sometimes they speak too fast cant catch wad they talking and that parts are funny zz. after movie went ps.. dunno where to eat in the end decided to eat at pastamania.. order that pasta chicken bal something.. nice.. after that went sportslink to see.. so many pple cos got sales... after that took train wif joyce.. i went cityhall then walked to suntec to meet parents and bro.. carrefour.. back home..

we decided to meet one day juz to sit all the rides cos ps said duck tour also free. so one day we'll sit all the rides on one day.. hippo tour, duck tour and dhl balloon YIPPIE!!!

another day then put up pics for the hippotour bus and chingay floats and performance..

15 Feb
super busy day cos need to find many pple to go chingay.. got many extra tix.. that day i also had my 3rd driving lesson frm 2 to 3.30.. i learnt frm a private instructor.. he told me to take the test at end april YEA! then after lesson see so many missed calls.. arrange this arrange that..
went chingay preview at evening time.. thnks juson for free tixs.. his bro is the chairman of the chingay procession so cool la.. then incharged of ticketing too tt's why last year i went chingay too and sat at the stage position there too!!! beginning i tot cant get tix frm him cos he recd no reply frm his bro. on thurs nite he msged to tell me he got 14 tix for me!! his bro turned down many pple cos i told him my relatives all wanna go.. then my relatives some cant make it. then got extra tixs.. so called darren and derick along then waiting for them at cityhall at 7pm then dots said they not coming.. i never recd darren's msg ZZ. saw my mum side uncle's family LOL. they bought the chingay tix online and were given city hall (side B).. we got the cityhall(centre) seats.. i went the website and see it was 50 bucks for one tix la!! we sat directly infront of the stage!! super nice.. i had a hard time cos my relatives came frm 2 different sides and they arrived late.. i walked in and out of the entrance to the seats and the helpers there knew me le LOL. i walked more than 5 times in and out so it's like they never even check if i got the chop or the tixs.. HAHA. found laura's family at last and they were at supreme court ZZ plus there there isnt any entrance.. my uncle passed his phone to those student helpers and they're asking me where are u blah blah.. then found them.. then they help me pass the tix to my uncle and aunt.. i walked across the front of all the seats across padang so many times till some were thinking why i walk up and down.. my handphone super busy.. 3,4 pple calling me at same time.. i super tensed up then the helper there telling me cool down.. relax LOL when i was talking on the phone wif her.. then found shu yun and her mum then i told them paul and karyl were there then my aunt juz HII loudly and kept WAVING.. i so paiseh cos everyone sitting down only us standing.. that time was alr 8.20pm.. then i walked that time next to barrier then michelle chia and gurmit singh there =) managed to go back to my seats at 8.30pm.. then PM LEE came omgosh la then he walked to a small road there everyone thinking for wad.. then the MC said he went to see the REDBULL.. i was thinking wad's redbull then didnt know till later on the F1 formula car REDBULL CAME OUT COOL!!! then got one part all the different sportscar came out omgosh SO NICE!!! the colours so nice!! different designs also haf.. then PM LEE pressed the button to start the chingay procession.. then fireworks and FIRECRACKERS!!! SO LOUD AND the whole sky was CLOUDY!! then i found red stuffs on me.. those firecrackers de.. super NICE!! the floats as usual colourful, not bad.. the whole place chaotic as usual.. but this year held at padang better!! i told juson following years hold at padang better.. he said will give the feedback to his bro LOL.. then after which my bro and parents came during the firecrackers cos they went meet the parents session and bro's school.. then bro, aunt, uncle and laura came over to my side to see cos got 9 empty seats.. facing directly infront of the stage seeing all the performance super clear!! then those performers will throw those souvenirs stuffs like handbands and a paper saucer.. then my mum said she tried to catch too lol.. my cousins over that side also.. i heard my uncle (mum's bro) catch the saucer too.. my another uncle (dad's bro) catch the saucer infront of our eyes super fast. all of us shocked LOL!! then the back pple were like aiya cant get it lol. then got one float they pass down a blue cloth over then everyone passing up... then the last float also passing string down.. then last float xinyi wanted to go toilet.. so went wif bro and me.. then i was like make a quick one cos fireworks coming.. then we're the only 3 pple walking at the barrier there.. then saw michelle chia juz next to barrier only.. then went toilet at the back of the seats.. then walked back quickly leaving them behind walking slowly ZZ then i juz enter the seats area fireworks start!! then i faster walk back quite far cos need to walk to centre of all the seats.. then sat there and see all the fireworks.. NICE!!!! everything ended at 11pm.. went 2 different hses to send relatives home. my dad's car got 6 of us sitting behind squeezy lols.. then reached home quite late alr.. OVERALL FUN!!! took many pictures next time then put it up here no time exams now.. next year im gg again LOL..

16 Feb
My parents invited all my dad's side relatives over for a steamboat dinner cos my hse got cny celebration at function room then got lion dance all these. some cant make it cos got their husband's there reunion to attend.. soon everyone came le.. got 2 steamboats.. ate and watch chingay same time.. then my family and laura's family were like saying wad's gg to happen haha. then suddenly ate steamboat.. both steamboat no electricity.. then some lights were off.. tv also automatically off. got trip.. so tot the 1st plug of suspension coil spoil so change to second and third de.. then tripped again.. so tot whole suspension coil spoiled so took another one.. then plug in one steamboat first then ok.. then the other steamboat use another suspension coil then tripped again we know it's the steamboat problem then.. then my cousin said before tt that he smelt something burning frm the steamboat.. soldering smell like tt.. in the end used one steamboat but anw most of us alr finished eating phew.. actually 2 steamboats cant put together in one suspension coil cos 2 of it burning 200 over degrees each.. after which watched chingay then some went home left one family.. played wif grace.. then she rolled those balls and threw them so cuteeee!! i took video of her.. my bro took as well and my laughters can be heard haha..

18 Feb
Dad's bday!! made a card for him wif colourful paper and transparency.. nite time went eastpoint mall Han's River to eat the steamboat cum bbq.. we ate there for more than 10 times le haha. ate till so full.. went home cut cake.. coffee cake frm bengawan solo cos that time 3 weeks ago my bday bought chocolate cake..

23 Feb
START of EXAMS!! econs paper today.. luckily jiaying called joyce to tell us it's lecture 3.01.. it was 10am le.. when i entered there were abt 50 odd pple only.. i tot so little pple.. then realised the whole hall 4.03 is full hence told us to go down.. cos there were more than 1000 pple taking econs.. the 4 of us sat across the row.. paper started at 10.06am end at 1.06pm.. huishan left at 12.35.. then joyce left 10 mins later, then jiaying left a min later followed by me following behind jiaying lols.. then joyce waiting for us outside.. both of them waited wif me till my dad came at 1.20pm.. went home helped mum wif preparation cos her frens coming over for gathering or rather vistation.. they have not seen the hse be4 even though we're staying here to near 4 years le.. anw most of my frens also have not been here be4 haha.. went down wif bro find mum's frens.. soon all arrive.. ate.. whole hse tour.. showing them pictures of beijing and also video that was taken by the camerawoman in beijing.. everyone laughing at me lolss cos of great wall thingy..

valentine's tmr sadded la.. nvm we still haf other years :) shaguaaa..

this post will be a super long one given the fact i didnt blog for weeks le haha. didnt really use com le.. last time addicted to com.. now not le!! new year has passed and i had an enjoyable time.. shall blog wad happened over the past 2 weeks..

now abt CNY.

NEW YEAR'S EVE - went down grandma's hse for reunion lunch. all came over.. children one table.. adults one table.. we children lao yusheng at one table.. adults one table LOL FUN!!

after tt stayed till 4 plus then all went off. wenyi came to our hse then dinnertime we went back wif her family to eat.

DAY 1 - busy day. got woke up by intercom cos xinyi, wenyi's family came. ring the intercom so many times cos we still sleeping lol at 9 something am.. then faster bathe then laura's family came as well.. left to go dad side ah ma's hse to pai nian then go off to mum side ah ma's hse eat chang shou mian. i ate 4 big full bowls. i juz ate the mian without drinking the soup. i didnt take spoon at all lol. stomach so big lor. after tt my uncle was talking abt him writing to forum abt the ttsh fee waiver for disabled pple then ttsh called him to apologise. then news reporter saw his report then called my uncle to interview him and the reporter went his hse interview everyone and take photos. my mum was also called up to be interviewed by the reporter.. it will appear in sunday times i think this sunday de ba under LIFE section.. cos in 1995 my uncle and mum appeared on tv under the extraordinary pple show cos my uncle brought up a girl since she was a baby till now 44 years old. her mum abandoned her cos she's retarded.. so bad.. anw brought sachi there to ah ma hse. then sachi and rich lol like fighting?? stayed till 4 plus then went home. soon left to go dad side there.. my family didnt eat dinner cos too full then went over to aunt's hse then sweating like hell cos take care of 3 year old cousin. cos she wans to go find my bro then my bro playing table tennis at 3rd floor then she go there the balls flying everywhere zz. we took the photo at stairs again. then soon left cos aunt's husband side got relatives came over visit.. then some went over my hse pai nian then play carrom board then so funny.. my uncle said need to leave but my bro said no play wif his 2 daughters. so my uncle said u hit in last seed i let them stay on. so my bro really hit it LOL then my uncle return to his seat. played till 10.45pm..

DAY 2-morning quickly rushed down my dad's side ah ma's hse cos my dad ordered the buffet de so need to settle.. the buffet came earlier then expected so my dad called to pay later when they collect.. so went there ate buffet played carrom board.. played a while then didnt play.. then we all waited to go for visitation. all of us super excited cos can go visit PPG HSE (proud proud girl) LOL!! her hse like maze de.. frm young we visit 3 hses till now.. this year visited more.. day 2 visited 3 hses... 1st hse got 3 dogs!! so cute.. go ppg house all of us played wif her bro boogle lol.. then after visitation went home, some relatives followed. then 7pm we left to go grace's hse!! oh ya grace cried when i mentioned bringing her to see swimming pool at my hse cos she fell in the swimming pool at her hse when everyone was in the living room.. she juz stepped out then went in the 1.5m pool so scary. luckily her cousin saw and her parents pulled her up.. frm then on she got phobia of water.. so poor thing. oh ya we played pictionary at there cos aunt brought.. super funny. we laughed like mad. my bro got this word cocktail... he didnt know how to draw cocktail. he tot is that canned cocktail.. so he drew a stickman wif that thingy urinating dots rite. his grp pple thinking wad on earth is it cant guess then once they knew the answer was cocktail everyone was laughing like hell LOL. then my this 28 year old cousin so funny. haf to act out grandma that word.. so he and my bro acted hunchback and wif a walking stick then my cousin added the action of the beard thingy infront.. so we were like "old man, grandpa.." turned out it was grandma.. we were like wad grandma where got beard la LOL! after playing we went home at 10pm..

DAY 3-reached uncle hse at 12noon. found the bbq pit but not bbqing.. they called buffet.. ate le then got this chai deng mi.. guess the chinese riddle. WHEET i guessed the one where everyone was cracking our brains WHEET! shi yi shou chuan dou pi kai. guess one word. (11 boats all shun away) answer is bi (wall that chiang bi). after that went up played pictionary again enjoyed it!! then some left le.. we went visiting wif grandparents, 28 year old cousin and laura wanna tag along so her mum was saying u wan follow.. no milk, no mama papa, halfway cannot cry then say wanna go home LOL.. went 2 hses to visit also went aunt hse visit shun bian since same area.. after that went serangoon gardens that chicken rice restaurant to eat dinner at 7pm.. then laura's family and xinyi's family came to meet and eat.. after dinner went aunty lily's hse pai nian.. nicholas and perline all changed looks lol.. all so tall. 185cm and 168cm!!! after that went ah girl's (cousin) hse to pass her smthg. never talk to her so long le ever since jc days lor. then went home..

tt's all the new year visitation!!

i cant stand pple in sheep clothings. so fake pls.. so cheap la dots..

31st Jan-met mel finally!! had a great day catching up.. hope to meet up again soon!!!

27th Jan-MY BDAY! thnks all for the wishes. my phone just kept vibrating LOL. i got awake by the vibrations in the morning.. and i wanted to celebrate at ah ma's hse but dad sick stayed home.. sis project.. in the end didnt celebrate there. then i collected my own cake as well dots. so celebrated at home then mum used magarine wrote my name on the cake SWEET! then my aunt, grace's mum said she bought me a mug but forget to bring..

took pic wif grace :) whenever pple wan to take pic she purposely close her eyes LOL. but this she didnt =)

the mug my aunt gave.. cute =)

26th Jan-ordered my own cake dots rite in the end cant put name at all cos need 3 days advanced notice sad la.

25th Jan-went out wif junhao for bday celebration.. thnks for dinner and gift.

video of sachi playing wif slipper lols

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEamTVrhGwo



this is trailer of ah long pte ltd super funny

http://www.mediacorpraintree.com/ahlong/trailer.htm